5 hours to go.

excited as i am. there's only 5 more hours to go. =]

hubby came. =]to my house!. inside. xD. baby was in my room. weee>.<>.<)) cz my mind was still unbelievable you came. hehez. =]. i love you baby.


On the other hand, i was quite offended and pissed off by three other people. Some people should learn to mind their own business. Just don't think i don't know what's going on. This world ain't that big just so that you know.



so, i won't let that ruin my mood. xD. i can't wait to get ready. xD. so i'm going to dinner. i won't be blogging till it's 2009. hahaa.
so.
here
i
say
good bye
to




2008. xD




and hello


to



2009. =]

it's been a year,
this one year,
we've been through so many.
through joy and through tear.
and everysingle day,
i'm falling for you,
harder and deeper day by day.
i Thank you, for giving me these memories.
i love you baby.

i love you

i love you and that's all i know.

to an END..

to an END to the year 2008. goodness gracious, it's been so fast.
ad the year 2009 is just less than 24 hours away.

wooww..
i still can't believe it. xD.

i'm gonna be celebrating with hubby.
one year.!
baby, ONE YEAR!
it may seem nothing to everyone. but to me, it's just amazing. How one year just past year so fast. How i'm 19 going to 20. no more 18 going to 19. How everything seems like it's been 3 months. but it's already 12 months.

I just feel like jumping up and down screaming 'I LOVE YOU!' or just hugging you tight isn't enough either. I just want to be there. with you. cz you're just all i need.

-FOREVERknowingYou're [theone]-
-listening to,
The time of our life- D.cook

Camwhor-ing. xD

See No evil, Speak No evil, Hear No evil. xD

BLAH!!!. xD. and there's so many more to come.
upload later. =]

Home Sweet Home

i'm home!.=]

gonna see hubby later. so excited. weeeeeeeee


but deep down am afraid and worried. i want everthing to go well. i KNOW everything will go well. so i'm staying positive. *smile*

Listening to,

-Walking On The Sun by Smash Mouth-

hills.

i am not sitting here. in the balcony.
i can see Genting from here. Shimering lights blinking and blinking.
Far away i can see towns. hmm. i wonder if that's rawang. HAHAA. or some town. it seems big.
and here?
it's quiet.
i'm on earphones. listening to... sleeping child by Michael Learns to Rock.

Doing my work currently at 1.51am. i'm tired. but din want to go sleep, cz ..hahaa. *secret*.
anyway, hubby's in Ipoh now.
miss him badly =/

internet is crap here. no signal. no nothing. but i manage to struggle through...
Don't know what to do. my mind is just. hubby. hubby. hubby. casson. hubby. casson. kar soon. hubby and more hubby.
blah! it's been days since i see him and i feel f***ked up. like i'm the only one feeling this.

what happen to the day where you'll use to call me to tell me you miss me?
or you call just to hear my voice?
i really wannt call you.
to hear your voice.
to talk to you.
Or when was the last time, you call me, just to want to see me. just to spend time with me for the sake of being my side and no other reason?
what about the times where you would find me just to see me?
those times. where we would be do nothing but for the sake of being together we'll go somewhere.
the times, i really felt that you loved me.

Officially missing you

Here i am going online in the reception.

._.

there's only internet at the receiption. suck >.<


been missing you. don't want to go all emo cz i know u don't like it.

but i can't wait to go back tomorrow.

to see you. =]

Wondering if you are as excited as i am.

X'mas day.

hmmm.....messing around with photo-booth. xD

merry x'mas to all.

hehez...stitiches and i do wish merry x'mas to all of you out there. =]
my friends and my family.

and here comes pooky. =].
Isn't he cute?
Pooky wishes Garfield merry x'mas.
hahaaaa.
sorry Garfield, i stole him from you . :D



* * * * * * * * * *







weeeee>.<
rmb the cow i so at jj.
it's here. with me

wa cinta xian. =]
she got it for me..
weeeeee
it's so cute.
hehez. i'm gonna call it....
MOOO.
hahaa. triple 'o's. xD hahaa. cz it's a cow.
i wanted to call it Caress. cz that's the name of the tag sticking out from the arse. haha.
but MOOO sounds cuter. weeee..
so, this is mooo.

And the bag. =]
haha. xian got me a white bag.
it's so nice. =]
me love you. :D

carol got me......smth from LaSenza. hahahaaaaa. xD
weeee. ok. people, your presents will be coming soon. =]
sorry that it's coming a little late.

-christmas is lonely without you-

x'mas

Merry Christmas to you. =]

all of you.







x x x x x x x

x'mas seems so lonely without you being here.

Merry Christmas =]

i love you hubby. =]
and merry Christmas to you.
Although it wasn't clarified that i WAS a x'mas dinner and celebration.
xD
but i'll talk it as one part.
weeeeEEEee >.< i'm so happy.

* * * * * * * * *

We went to watch a movie 'IP MAN'
it's funny. and it's nice. so you should really watch it.
no regrets. =]. even if it takes to be seating at the 6th row

he whispers: Dear?

she lifts her head up: yea?

''I LOVE you", he says while smiling and really meaning it.

She smiles with happiness ''i love you too'

and she gave him a kiss before letting him see she was smiling like the sun never shone before. =]








we went to dinner later on after the movie. =]

Look at hubby. xD. hehez...so cute.
just makes me wanna pinch him face. HAHAA. xD evil me.

my food. xD
cheese Chicken Chop. it's quite alright.
but i gave up cutting the chicken. so hubby cut it and fed me..
weee...
i feel so loved. >.<... hahaa. i love you hubby!

that's HIS dish. xD
the Garlic Chicken Chop. haha.
kinda think of it. i din get a bit. T_T
but oh well, i din take any notice either. =]

* * * * * * * *

I don't need a hundred gifts beneath the tree
Don't you know the best thing you could give to me
Nothing else will do
All I want is you this Christmas

*blink*blink*

i try to forgive and forget.

but i'm sorry i just can't.

Some other people just don't want to do what their suppose to do. it's fine with me.

i am not someone who opens my mouth and goes ''wei! where's my money!''

or

''hey! i thought you're suppose to give that to me?''



x x x x x x x

-Don't keep your promise if you can't make them -

x'mas

ahh..

Christmas is here again. Somehow rather. the spirit is not here. i wonder where it's gone. =/




in the search of it..

akk. there's a slightly bit of it.

Then, the confusion. is it really the spirit or just us camwhor-ing. xD

whatever

yea.
i'm fuck pissed.

cz seriously, i can't say what i wanna say cz my sister reads my blog.

but seriously, i feel like i'm living in a home. NOT my home. i mean. what the heck is with rules and none- privacy?

and stop giving me shit like i should appreciate what i have! but i don't need people to annoy the shit out of me.

and if you got a problem with it. BUG OFF! yea i sleep a little late. SO WHAT?? it's not that i ruin my life right? and so many more i don't even wanna bother speaking about it. because right now. i just WISh i could go away!!!!!

Unable.

The times where i feel the inability to express my self,

in words.

in action.

i will always love you.

knowing you is more than a dream come true. , :not me.

._.

i miss you. and somehow these insecure feelings are here again.

how i wish i could spend more time with you.

Just like last time,

where we use to just lie there hugging each other.

Where you look me in the eye and tell me you love me.

>.<

weeee....CAROL's BACK!!!!
i don't have a decent picture of her.
and i don't want to put a picture of her being done this on front face cz she'll kill me..

Then that's me and Miss T...>.<.... hahaa...JT?? Miss X? haha..
xian. xD.
she played with the eye-shadow. but it turned out reli nice at the end of the day. and then, i just randomly took this picture. =]

i feel the love around us...>.<

a LOOOOooooNNNNNnnnnGGGGgggg day.

this was....on tuesday. HAHAAA..>.<..

the day started of with my room...weee . =].
after i woke up. had to push everything to one side. T__T. see how messy it is. haha..
this is because i'm GETTING A NEW MATTRESSS!!!

After that.....(there's more pictures. but i don't know where i placed them. HAHAA..)
we went over to the condo. Furnitureeeee..

The sofa's are upside down. HAHAA. xD.
cz they were installing the legs of it. akkk..

Me..Getting too bored.
they wrapped all the furniture with this transparent thingy.

After some unpacking here and there....
We finally manage to clear things one by one..
that's the sofa. xD.
me mom and her student (the person who helped us alot)

The rubbish outside...and the mattress is still outside cz inside was too full and pack..

And MORE rubbish..hahaaa...
Look at all the trash..

Ahhhh...>.< finally the living room almost done..
i kinda like the slanted divider. haha. i picked it..

My mom started to help cz it was getting late..

And these two are the workers. they're from Bangladesh.
HAHAA...idk why i just said that. but they helped us alot.

And me. sitting there. SUPPOSINGLY doing my work. HAHAAA...
my mom asked them to fix that single chair so i can sit there. then they continue with others.
So as u can see, the furnitures are still not unwrapped yet...>.<





And finally.....





my room. is re-arranged.
it's still unpacked and a mess cz mom said i might be having a white table in my room..
BAH.. but at least i have a new mattress...xD

hubby's back. =]. but somehow i feel so useless. ARGH! this is why i hate myself.

anyway, had breakfast with hubby at dim sum >.< forgot the place name. HAHAA. i'm such a memory lost girl .=]

lalalaaaa

_____________

i finally fixed the wireless. bought it and fixed it. so. yeay! i can walk around my house. it's WIRELESS! and don't have to worry about not having signals..or sharing the internet. haha...=] *smile*

ladiladila ~sings

listening to Lovestone (justin)- guitar cover.

an essay. xD

i am not sure if you are able to view it nicely. mayb click on the picture and zoom it . xD. sorry for the inconvenient.

BOLT!!!!!

so, last friday...which is theee.....erm.....let me check..12th! hahaa...yes. 12th. Me and my relatives went to watch BOLT!. xD. i know, it's a cartoon show and so on. but to tell ya the truth. i cried. T___T....
it's so cute. hahaaa...i wish i had a dog.

just look at those white furs. xD. the fluffy kind...and that's the cat. xD.

and Rhino..:D. you GOT to watch the movie if you haven't watch it...

lalalalaa..xD. i can't find the movie poster with him. because the movie poster is just.....no dog. T_T..

BEFORE. the movie. we hadd......there we are...7 of us. xD... Jon, matt and Joey.

ahhhh..eating time...sorry i'm not in the picture. HAHA. cz i took this picture. xD

This is Jon definately trying to play around. HAHAAA..xD

my BROtheR's hairCUT...

Finally, he decided to cut his hair...After persuading long time for him to cut his hair, then persuade my mom to let me bring him out to cut.

The beginning..xD..weee>.< that's my cousin, him and me..

then it's him sitting there emo...>.<..well kinda. or maybe just acting cool..hahaaa..

Finally after all the zip zip, and the slip slip cutting here and THEREE....here's the result..

TADAHHHHHH!!!!!!

hahaaa...looks so much shorter compared to before...xD...

expecting you..

无伦爱你多少，你会知道吗？

我说为你的，你看到吗？

我整个星期都在期待着星期五。但是，你一句话没说就是你没回来。

问你，不答，我还怀疑我是不是你女朋友。

*sigh*

i miss you...

so much for feeling like this.

Here i come

Had an argument this morning with my mom. Went to the Aus Ed to get my applicaiton form. with her around..

Started fussing about everything she could. Then she decided to send me to UniSA. (University of South Australia)

... ... ..

Long story. but to cut short.

i'm working on my portfolio and applying to RMIT. weee>.< i saved AUD300 for the registration fee. and then mom ask me to apply for UniSA also incase i don't get in RMIT. =/

But i know i will. *smile*

If i get into RMIT. i'll be going in June. End of June cz it start in the second week of July. but if it's UniSA. then i start in March, which will make me leave in end of Feb.

But i want to go to RMIT. =]

>.<

weeeEEEeeeee... hubby finally finish his exam d..

HAPPY LAR YOU!

then sure forget me liao..T__T

again

there she did it again..=/ ARGH..
what's with everything??
sometimes i wonder why can't she just sit still...
maybe i should buy her more DVD's and make her watch till she forgets everything..

hmm..today..

Today, i've missed hubby...
hubby ask me to private my blog. but i don't think he's reading my blog. well, private it or not. he doesn't read much too.
hahaa..
cz he says there's too many words. xD

anywayyyyyy,

today, my brother woke me up. T_T. then jusst pack a little here and there of my table but AS USUAL. it get's messy when i continue using the table. HAHAAA. then the furniture person came. discuss about the furniture and blah blah blahh...


talked about people and life AGAIN to my aunt, to my dad, my mom... so many topic about it...
Then, went jj at night. went t the pasar malam to eat. HAHAA. we ate laksa. xD. had apong, and dai gao min. xD sorry, no pictures. hahaa..
bought some DVD's. and then went over to jj and i bought a bolster. xD. FINALLY!!!!

and then next is to convice my mom to get a wireless route...BUAHAHAAAAA

i redid the tag. xD

::Tagged by Hillary::

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
HAHAA...erm...friends?

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
- cute
- funny
- fierce. HAHAA..xD
- pretty
- adorable

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you?
i dont know?>.<

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
haha....i also don't know. xD

5. If he/she become your lover, you will..
become a lesbian..

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will..
feel i'm such a bad girl.

7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on...
haha.. i seriously don't know

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
......

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
hahaa...get to know her? xD

10. The overall impression of him/her is...
she;s cute and have nice hair.

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
ask them..

12. The character of you for yourself is?
clumsy but irresistible, stupid but silly? xD

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
being slightly sensitive.

14. The most person that you wanna be is?
hahaaa...xD. it's a secret.

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
i love u all.

16. Ten people to tag:
1- Liying
2- Janice
3- Grace
4- Alice
5- Carol
6- xian
7- Drao
8- Aivan
9- Jon Lim
10- YOU!!

17. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
hahaa...i don't know?xD

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Female

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
HAHAAAAA

20. How about no. 5 and 8?
they ARE together....

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
i think it's e-commerce. or masscom??

22. Is no. 4 single?
i don't know :D

23. Say something about no. 6
I LOVE YOU!! AD MISS YOU TERRIBLY!! xoxo

updateeeee

hubby din go back last night.he only went back today. xD

yeay! so went out for lunch with him today.

argh! DAMNIT. was planning o talk to my cousin today. but din manage to.

went to the funeral just now.

Had another long lecture from mom... ____ .... (when do i not have lecture's from her)

Decide to start on my portfolio, but don't know what to do. xD

>.<

i screwed up my blog.

sobs. wanna cry. *sigh*.

Now it's under private. cz...hubby told me to. xD

i love you. =]

and then. i got tagged by hillary.

but then, i realized, i did the tag wrongly also. HAHAA.

so have to re-do. xD

i sudden realize...Dolly is my second cousin? or something like that. *gasp*or is that who she is to me? too complicated.

damn..

screwed up my blog BIG TIME

NEXT

this is gonna be the next phone i'm getting. xD

how i love it it's in pearl white. don't forget to watch it.

>.<

hubby's back!!!!.xD

* * * * *

He asked : " why do you love me? after all that i hurt you?

She replied : "cz i love you and it's all that matters."

He said : "but why? wouldn't you hate me?

She answers : "cz i love you and i have in you. i may sound stupid but i don't care."

He .. silents..

she leans forward and kisses him



_____________________________

All your joy is on the frequency of love - the highest and the most powerful frequency of all. You can't hold love in your hand. you can only feel it in your heart ... ...

updates. :D

weeee . >.<

this is a very old update. i watched Quantum of solace with my cousin, my nephew, niece, and brother. HAHAAA...xD. elaine, joey, jon and matt. xD.

too bad they cut and cencored parts. *sigh*. what to do when you're in m'sia?

all the best

hubby. xD
all the best to u in your exams.

i LOVE YOU!!!!

miss you so much.

too bad you can't come back this weekend.
but nvm la.
study hard a..=]

good luck in your exams. hehezz

T___T

I WANT THIS PHONE!!!
it's coming out in 2009. haha. but not sure which month yet.
wanted to wait for N98 to come out.
but N97 looks so much nicer.
with the qwerty keyboard. it reminds me of gossip girl
and also. it's touchscreen.
5.0 megapixel with auto focus and zooming.
not just that. i can do microsoft documents in it. xD
msn. HAHAA..
browser. and wifi. HAHAA. weee.>.< it is also handwriting recognition.
HAHAA.
i wanted a PDA.
but then..ahh..
N97 could do almost ALL..

i'm gonna save money to buy...
hahaa
i'll give myself 6 months. xD
unless someone sponsor me
HAHAAA

Being Random

my printer. BUAHAHAAA..i convince my mom to buy me a printer. hahaa. xD

me being random. xD..

This is where i hide my stuff from my mom. haha. my ipod, my make up, my....stuff.. HAHAAA> xD

my nail stuff. xD. wee...xD. i have more. lazy to put. but this are the current colors and layers i'm using. =]

my MESSY TABLE. this is just one side. HAHAAA..xD

my pink FLUFFY bedroom slippers. =]

the secret. ahhh..nice book. =]. 

ohhh..how i love korean stuff. xD. hahaa...yay to faceshop, skin food. and ETUDE HOUSE!!!> xD

me, with my mirror. hahaa...xD

i finally did my nails. TOOK hell of a time to stick those on. hahaa. left hand came out find. right hand took longer. xD. i wanted to do the french manicure. but finally gave up. xD

i kept the fingers simple. but the thumb more creative.. weee >.<

i've got sch a messy room
HAHAA.
gotta clean it up..

ARGH! suppose to be starting on my portfolio...preparing for the application...hahaaa..xD