change of luck

Doesn't this remind you of something? HAHAA xD
i want my da wu lu. hehezzz

hubby, finally a number of bad luck, has been convinced to cut his hair. HAHA. xD
from this.....

TO THIS> hahaaaa.
after months of long hair with him.
i sudden feel ...
haha. ok. i'm not gonna say it here. xD
but i LOVE your hair baby. =]
muakzx.
now hubby can spike his hair d. hahaaa

HUBBY!!!

Nomatter how far apart we are,
i'll always be in your heart
Whenever you need me,
Just look up to the sky,
and know i'll be there.

I'm in your arms and all the world is calm,
when i'm with you i feel alive,
it's a touch when i feel bad,
it's a smile when i get mad,
i learn something with you around.
Everyday i LOVE you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUBBY.
i love you forever and i know,
words can express all i feel about you.

*sigh*

trouble do always stick with me. i wonder if i'm jinxed. hubby's birthday is tomorrow, but....i SUCK. at this point. i wish i could kill me self.
NO wait.
why can't i be much more a better person than someone who just brings trouble and inconvenience to everyone?

_______

bad.day

where is the moment when you need it the most.


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today has been another bad day for us. so unlucky for hubby. But as people say. luck turns. So, i pray and hope and KNOW that hubby's luck will be better.

i.suck

=/.. being really gloomy right now..
BLAH..
why am i like this?
i just feel so fucking bad, fucking useless, worthless.

why can't i be perfect for you?

decided.i

i've finally decided that an iPhone isn't really what i want.
but the design does really attract me.
Well, unless if i get it for a really low price.
OR
i get for FREEE. HAHAAA.

after long time consideration,
i felt that the iPhone isn't what i really want.
firstly,
THERE ISN"T ANY BLUETOOTH.
secondly,
THERE'S ISN'T ANY 3G CAMERA
thirdly,
I CAN'T DO A HORIZONTAL SMS
forthly,
NOT ALL APPLICATIONS ARE FREE
fifth,
THERE'S NO EXTERNAL MEMORY.
sixth,
NO VIDEO!!
seventh,
IT'S TOO EXPENSIVE.
eight.
WHAT HAPPENS IF SMTH IS WRONG????
ninth,
IT DOES NOT CENSOR FINGERNAILSSS....
tenth,
IT DOES NOT FIT TOTALLY WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR.

thought, the SAMSUNG OMNIA,
which i have been eyeing before.
it's expensive.
but for the price i'm paying.
i feel it's worth it.
my own organizer,
my own PDA.
with 5.0 mp auto-focus camera,
front camera too. so i can have 3G!!!. =]
it's alluminium,
it's slim. 1.25cm.
i can touch with my fingernail. wohooo.
i can type horizontally.
it's windows.
well, i think it's fair.
that my laptop is mac and my phone will be windows.. HAHAHAAAA

050309

went back to uni for photo-shooting session yesterday.
bored le..

i wonder why they use the white background instead of colored one.
i really wanted the black one.
but i'm not in charge. hahaa.

This is what happens when one picture is taken.
everyone just gather around and look at it. hahaa.
all the ooohhss and the aaahhhhs.

the big reflector.

after that, hubby took so long to come. that i fell asleep.
HAHAAA

040309

i am quite a good student. ^^
look at my notes. hahaaaa.
but i was so boredd.

look how sunny it is. *sigh*
that guy in front is a random guy who got in the way. hahaa.

four myvis' there. HAHAA.
i took the risk to park at the slope.
cz there wasn't any parking space in there.
made me walk so far. *sigh*

i.crave.

STRAWBERRIES!!!!!

i want strawberries... T_T
how i wish i have them now..

Don't you just LOVE strawberries. =)

where am i.

i feel useless. that hubby is having his exam's tomorrow and i can't do anything to make him feel better.


i wish i could help.
.__.

Too lazy to do my research. but still. yet. lazing around.
hubby's asleep. supposingly taking a nap.
it just hurts to wake him up.
seeing him asleep.
is the most beautiful thing.
like a baby in my arms..


ANYWAYZ,
hubby made me cry today.
well, he didn't treat me badly or anything.
and i know he did it on purpose.
well, i wasn't crying at first, i was screaming.
u know when u're restless, like a baby.
and u're stuck at a position.
you just feel so restless and i jsut cried.
cz i was just SO ReSTLESS at that position. and he didn't let go just to see how i would react.
=/

but he did cheer me up later on.
i got ice-cream. HAHAAA...
i'm finishing hubby's cornetto.

make more better.

my lecturer says
'Now next procedure is next and research you next week explain to me'

.________.
i'm speechless. HAHAAAA..
what he wanted to say was 'Now, next thing go home do your research and present it in class next week''

how perfect my lecturer is.

and he also says 'it's normal and put that make more nicer ... you can get the better what you want.''

i had to guess what he's teaching the whole lecturer.....

untouched.

the urge to just leave.

disappointed with everyone. and i thought you would be there to comfort me. Although you did not disappoint me. but instead, u left me crying. untouched.

What ever did i do? To deserve this?

To think of the times that i tried to be good and changed. but YET, you all still look at me the same way.

There isn't any faith, loyal, love and especially trust.

If you insist that there is. I'm SoRRy. i don't feel it. and don't blame me for not feeling it or being sensitive for not knowing it. If you actually know that i'm sensitive. maybe you should be more considerate to show more to me.

I've tolerated enough. and enough IS enough.

>.<

i am being random. =)
weeee>.<

Fishy.blub.blub.

Yesterday, hubby brought me to pyramid Fish Manhattan to eat. =)
weeee.. ate till DAMN full.
not much picture taken. but at least there's 2.hahaaa.

Look at all the food.
lovely seafood.

there's a reason why i'm getting fat.
i've gained weight,
and gained inches.
T______________________T

randomly.posting.

Hubby Bought this shirt for me. ^^ and i wore it to class...weee..
but i never see hubby wear before. T__T

This semester i have 2 photographic class.
blah..
and one of it i'll be working at studio..
Look at the equipment.
Don't really know my group members well, But hoping to be able to get along well with them.
ahhhhh..

me in nerdy glasses..
can't see things well recently, getting blurry sight. T__T
what to do when you have lose focus?