*sleepy

i'm SO lacking of beauty sleep.=/ seriously. i need to do something about my diet.

i don't think anyone is really supportive of it.


Her: i'll just have a Roasted Chicken Salad
Him : You Gotta be kidding! Get something eatable.
Her : i want that! *points at the menu*
Him : No! i don't want to hear you complaining you're hungry and all that again! Eat something!
Her : who says i'm not eating something?
Him : Fine! you're fat anyway!

Her : ...... *looks away*
Him : *pokes fat*
Her : *glares* Stop it!
Him : *pokes*pokes*pokes*
Her : Stop it i say!
Him : Fat! fat! fat! *pokes non-stop*
Her : *pushes hand away* Stop it!
Him : *stops* why you so mad?you are really fat!
Her : This is public and you're poking me and saying i'm fat!
Him : so what? nobody's looking! *getting a little annoyed*
Her : .. ... ... fine! i'm having the salad!
Him : Fine! Don't complain to me that you're hungry!

*silence*

As she sat there, half annoyed at him, fully hating herself. "Why can't I be more understanding and just go on with the joke?
Why do i have to be so sensitive towards me being fat?" she asks herself.
Maybe it was that she had finally got to tone her body down over 6 years and then now she's getting fatter again due to the love of food. Points at her and she'll break down and cry. Sometimes she wonder, ever it occur to him that it's sensitive about being called fat as she was a girl? Which girl does not love her beauty? Which girl does not mind being fat? Does not mind having a zit on her face? Why does he act so annoyed when she just doesn't like her body or her face because she has a zit? But poking her in public saying she's fat. She feels disrespected. But on the other hand, she just hated herself for making her own boyfriend annoyed.

She hates herself more and more EVERYDAY