gLoomy is here

grandfather was admitted to the hospital. cz he couldn't breath.

and i here i sit. felling really scared. Feel really really bad that i can't do anything to help. T_T.

wanted to talk to hubby about it this morning. But, something just made me hold back. So, i didn't. But now, i wish hubby would be here. so i can hug him. i miss you being around me hubby.

Mom and Dad just came back, and they're really unhappy. i asked how grandfather is. As usual, she just says it's ok. But Dad, he said ''Not really well.As he's old.'' That just didn't sound good. They weren't in the mood to talk. So, i just went back up.

And here i am. Trying to concentrade doing my work. i will....start soon.