design studies..

design studies was the first subject i had for my first semester..the class was from 9am till 5pm. well, that was what was subject..excited as all of us was..we went to our class..
unfortunately i woke up at 8.30 that morning..
sitting in the class..i looked at the time. it was already half pass nine. and the teacher still has not come in.
then few mintues later, the teacher he came in.. it wasn't wat we expected. he tried to explain a little history on arts. on how last time in the neolitik, meseolitik ppl had wall drawing. but somehow, he explained it till i almost doze off.
we had breakfast break at 10am..then lunch at 12 till 2..
when we went back to class at 2..the lecturer started to explain things on what we would be doing on our semester..
then we had a little exercise..drawing expression with lines..it was kinda fun..thinking what lines you should do..
half the fun us on drawing it..half the fun is thinking about it..

came back..

i've came back yesterday at around 11.30.. and i started unpacking at that time. well, i was trying to clear up a little things around my room. because it was a mess. i've brought along my heals and my new shoes mom bought for me. haha.. i had repack my room. there's no space for me..damn it!!!aiks...
jonathan came bek around 3 smth. and kononya he was mopping his room..haha...then after that i brought my laptop down and we watched a comedy movie. Dat Phan and Pablo Francisco..after that, we had dinner and just hanged around in the room.
at the moment where he played guitar and i was singing..[i know i do sound very horrible..]..haha...but still..he was great at it..^^

oh my god...

oh my god..
even for the last minute..
she won't even shut up..
she has to be so noisy that i just feel like yelling shut up..

stupid mosquito..

uGh...
the stupid mosquito is buzzing up and down around me biting me...

dAMN it...

sick

i'm still sick..which is a very bad thing..uGh..
why??
why do i have to be sick..damn it..

i had flu and fever last week..
it started on tuesday,
my parents drop me off at the hostel after sending carol off to the airport..[i cried..man..i'm gonna miss her..]..
anyway, i came bek with loads off stuff..
i was thinking..
oh shit...how am i going to get all this stuff up..
and then i saw jonathan..
so i asked him if he could help me..and he could..=]..[thx jon..]

after i went bek, i bath..
and fell asleep after that with my hair still WEt and air-con+fan on...
so, i had flu..
haha...
then next day,
it rained...and i got a little wet..
thrusday i had a slight fever..
until at night..
i was all dead and bad..
the next morning..
i felt okay..
but it was afternoon i felt cad..
then it got worst in the evening..
almost died...
no energy and just...X.X....
haha..

have you ever felt your body,
inside hot and stinky,
but outside it's cold..
and you feel so unfortable you wish u could hug someone..
when u are so tired that words are just in your mind and u are just to tired to say them out?
when your hands and legs are just to tired to move about..

that was how i felt..
and i was going back that nite..
i took 2 panadol and went to sleep.
i woke up at 12 smth and slept back till 2.30..
then munyew picked me up and i reach ipoh at bout 9 smth..
till today..
my throat my nose is still blocked..

aiks..
it reli sucks being sick..

hero

Would you dance if
I asked you to dance
Would you run
and never look back
Would you cry
if you saw me crying
And would you save my soul tonight

Would you tremble
if I touched your lips
Would you laugh
Please tell me this
Now would you die
or the one you loved
Hold me in your arms tonight

I can be your hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear
that you'll always be mine
Would you lie
Would you run away
Am I in too deep
Have I lost my mind
I don't care, you're here tonight

I can be your hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

I just want to hold you
I just want to hold you
Am I in too deep
Have I lost my mind
Well I don't care
You're here tonight

I can be your hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away
And I can be your hero
I can kiss away the pain
And I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away
You can take my breath away

And I can be your hero

i've been to LUCT for two weeks and now i'm back..
life there is reli full of spirit and inspiring..=]
the place i stay is a condominium bought over by LUCT and it's a student hostel...i'm staying at tower A tenth floor...wow...that's high...haha..most of my friends are from3rd floor 5th floor 6th floor or 7th floor...i seem to be the only one at 10th floor..
i go to skul by bus and i come bek by bus..can u imagine that??going to skul by bus..haha..i never even took the town bus back in ipoh..
i could still remember the first day..i got lost..i did not know how to get back to the condo...i was on the phone with chris..and lucky that he was there..if not, i wouldn't know how to die..haha..reli...i'm not joking...
anyway, i'm going back there this saturday..so fast....

amazing grace

amazing grace,
how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me.
i once was lost but now i'm found,
was blind but now i see..

T'was grace that taught my heart to fear,
and grace my fears relieved.
how precious did that grace appeared
the hour i first believed.

Though many dangers, toils and snares
i have already come
tis grace hath brought me safe thus far,
and grace will lead me home.

the lord has promised good to me;
his word my hope secure.
He will my shield and portion be
as long as life endures.

miss him..for the last time..

this is the last time...just let me miss him...

FONG WEI BIN, just for this last time..
i feel sad and depress because of you..
i hate you..bcz u made me love you..

i hate you!!!!

you creep into my heart silently, you took my heart away, and u left it shatterd and broke..i feel all weak, everytime i close my eyes, my head spins..
i hate you!!!
you left me without a word..
you put high hopes and faith in me.
and then u left me.
why??
why did you do this to me??

i never knew the answer to it..
i never knew the reason why u left me..
i never reli knew how u think or felt...

why can't you just hurt me once and for all than just leave me dangling here like this??

now...
i am learning to leave you..
because someone else has slowly healed my heart and took over my heart without me even knowing it.
until ytd..
i realized.i had fallen for him..

i love you..

sitting here i wonder when will be the next time i see you..

everytime i go online, hoping to get a mail from you..

even just a hort message could cheer me up..

nobody has ever treated me the way you do...

soon, i realize and found out how much i love you...

life drawing..

life drawing classes are very interesting..

i finish my enrollment with the payment today, i reach skul bout 9 smth and went to the bursary. After that, i got lost, i did not know where the life drawing studio was..[ i am so hopeless..]haha...so i called kevin and asked him. he told me the directions and i went there..lucky it has not started yet. It was then i realise Jang, Hou, Bryan, Od, Suraya, Jye, Nick, Carolyn were also in the same course. haha...i am SoooOOoOOOooOOOooo blur...

then we had our life drawing lesson, there was challeges. Ex, if you are right-handed, you have to draw with you left hand, then one you have to draw without looking at your paper.haha...kevin was the first modal, then i was the second..hehez...^^...who knew drawing could be that fun and interesting?well, art lesson were never interesting in skul back then...haha...

then we finish our class for the day bout 12, then we sat at the plaza and waited till 2.45..cz that's the next bus...haha...kevin, gerald, bryan there all went shopping..me, Jang, Jonathan and hou went back to the hostel..

and here i am!!writting this blog..thinking what will be the next thing i am going to do..

roomate..

my roomate has shifted out to her frenz place...
i was a little shock cz she did not say a thing, when i came bek from the party that night..she was gone..
haha..now i have the room to myslef..untill the new roomate come's in...

party

it was the last day for our orientation..
and it was a party!
at night!
the say before that me, od, jon, kev and gerald went to ioi mall to shop..
at first, they were like, ioi mall is boring..ioi mall is small,
but when i reah there...
OH MY GOD!!!!
i think parade in ipoh is smaller..
wow...

i dunno what reaction would they have when they reach our shopping mall in ipoh..
haha...

i bought a dress which was black poka dots..[ended up there was a girl wearing the same dress!!!but another colour!!]

my skul has a club and we went there bout 11 till 2..then we went bek..
it was the hottest thing that ever happen in the week, altough some of the times were boring..