sick

i'm still sick..which is a very bad thing..uGh..
why??
why do i have to be sick..damn it..

i had flu and fever last week..
it started on tuesday,
my parents drop me off at the hostel after sending carol off to the airport..[i cried..man..i'm gonna miss her..]..
anyway, i came bek with loads off stuff..
i was thinking..
oh shit...how am i going to get all this stuff up..
and then i saw jonathan..
so i asked him if he could help me..and he could..=]..[thx jon..]

after i went bek, i bath..
and fell asleep after that with my hair still WEt and air-con+fan on...
so, i had flu..
haha...
then next day,
it rained...and i got a little wet..
thrusday i had a slight fever..
until at night..
i was all dead and bad..
the next morning..
i felt okay..
but it was afternoon i felt cad..
then it got worst in the evening..
almost died...
no energy and just...X.X....
haha..

have you ever felt your body,
inside hot and stinky,
but outside it's cold..
and you feel so unfortable you wish u could hug someone..
when u are so tired that words are just in your mind and u are just to tired to say them out?
when your hands and legs are just to tired to move about..

that was how i felt..
and i was going back that nite..
i took 2 panadol and went to sleep.
i woke up at 12 smth and slept back till 2.30..
then munyew picked me up and i reach ipoh at bout 9 smth..
till today..
my throat my nose is still blocked..

aiks..
it reli sucks being sick..