random monday.

hahahaa..

i'm missing it so much. ;DD

my baby CASEY. ;DDD

i'll upload more later. hehez.

missing her

ahhh.. it's been only few hours. T__T.
and i miss casey already. ;DDDD





___

Today, me and xian went shopping for animals.
we decided in the morning to get a hamster. ;DDD
and we even thought of a plan how to tell our parents.
HAHAHAHAA
so then we went to the shop straight away after brunch.
and bought two female Winter white russian hamster.

i names mine 'CASEY'. and she named hers 'NACO'

and i miss them already.

sigh...

..




i want a dog. T__T
i do hope hubby gets the dog.
then i can play with it. ;DDDDDD

random

So,
i was browsing thru facebook pictures of my friends.
and saw a former classmate (who is now my senior) , Danny's picture.

p/s. he's a model. (as in REALLY a model)

NOW... the last picture looks like he's not wearing anything.
HAHAHAAAAAA
i don't find him really handsome (maybe it's cz he's not my type).
but he's a darn good model for assignments. HAHAAAA




HUBBY!!! faster go TONE UP!!!
hahahaaaaaa

fucker

i've been home less than 24 hours.

and i'm being annoyed to death..

i'm going to die any soon already.

why can't you just LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!

i don't care if you have nothing to do or not.

Do you think you have to right to organize my day?

FUCK YOU!!!

whatever will do

Call me.

Text me.

Find me.

whatever it is.

At least it's better than nothing.

BORING

So, today lunch. we had Uncle Seng. after the 1238974578623498234 days ever since we went there to eat. ;D

Really random pictures. HAHAHAAA

look at his face. >.<

bored.

this is what i do when i'm bored....

Dinner.

Today, we went to Murni for dinner.

Hmm.. was suppose to meet up with my Uncle. But he had things to do. So we failed to meet up.

Anyway, had my fav Ribena Special. it's actually Blended ice with ribena flaovour with lychee, watermelon and nana de coco .;DDDD... i want one now again. HAHAA

So, then We just had our dinner and went back .;D

blinding me

i know you don't even bother reading my blog anymore.

so i'm not afraid to write anything.

i'm going back tomorrow.

for 3 to 4 weeks.

and i don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing.

Maybe it's a good thing that it might make your realize how much you miss me?

or maybe i'm just the big joke.

Don't know. don't care.

At times i wanna scream. fuck off!!!

i wanna be screaming for the no reasons for once.

it's not a crime to be emotional. is it?

Is crying wrong? Why do guys scold you even more when you cry?

Can't they tell that we're hurt by these tears?

i sometimes really wonder how you really feel.

what you really think.

Sometimes they say, love blinds us all.

that is so true.

depress

sigh.

i seriously don't know why we gain weight. T______T

i hate it so much cz there's so many things to eat in this world but yet, we can't eat so much cz we just grow fatter and fatter.

which is sad.

sigh...

i want to eat..

stupid fat!!

Tagged by Susan

Be honest no matter what, then tag at least fifteen friends...

01. Who was your last text from?
Kevin Wong. ;D

02. Where was your default picture taken?
In my ROom

03. Your relationship status?
In a relationship

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yes

05. What is your current mood?
Sleepy

06. How many siblings do you have?
2

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names
Carol and Matthew

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Dreamland.

09. Have a crazy side?
YA

10. Ever had a near death experience?
yes

11. Something you do a lot?
Online, sleep. eat. play.

12. Angry at anyone?
not at the MOMENT

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Erm. the fact that he's my boyfriend???

14. When was the last time you cried?
Few days ago.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
yes

16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
shouldn't i be dreaming??

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Mom.

18. What is your favorite song?
Lucky

19. What are you doing right now?
Doing this tag in this friggin HEAT

20. Who do you trust right now?
Stitches. HAHAA

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
F.O.S

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
yes

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Jeanette THONG. ;D Kuan, Susan, Nat, Hubby. and EVEYONE ELSE.;D> they live so close. (in my heart)

24. Describe your life in one word.
sigh.complicated

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
Hubby

26. What should you be doing right now?
Sleeping

27. What are you listening to?
The fan...

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Hubby

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
Hubby

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
i dunno?ask him..

31. What is your natural hair color?
Slightly Dark Brown

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Hubby

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
HUBBY also.

34. What do you hear?
nothing but the fan and plastic bag

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Naturally krinky curl but straighthened.

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
Yes..all the time.especially HIM

37. Do you have a best friend?
yes

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
yes

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Yes ;DDDDD

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yes

41. Are you happy with life right now?
i'm alright.

42. Are you currently jealous?
Yes.of things. not people. ;D

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
Nothing..

44. What were you doing on Friday night?
on the highway from KL to Ipoh.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
YES

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
yea.

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
always..

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
sick.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
last night??? i doze off at 2... cz i was helping hubby.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
yes.;D. hubby

i tag;

GACKY, JULZ, HILLARY, PIYAO, LIYING, JACENT, LIMEI, THONG SU-XIAN, CAROL, JANICE, GRACE,

AND EVERYONE ELSE ON MY LIST!

;DD

Soooo.. the first few picture i took with my new phone. ;DD.. LALALALALAAA..

hubby's work..;DD

nice isn't it? HAHAHAAA

yes yes yes. ;DDD

it's FINALLY in my hands.. being the official owener of my new phone.. =p

i'm so loving it..

my bro saw it.. and ask if we could switch phone cz he say he likes my phone...

NO WAY!!! buahahaa.. and hubby say it's cool.;DD

so.. tell me.. HOW can you NOT love the icecream. lalalalaaa.. i'm posting this. while charging my new ice cream phone eating an ice cream. hehez..

loong hair. ;D

Loving my 'LONG' hair. HAHAAA>. got my extensions today..

they were covering my ass!!!! so they were too long and could tell it's fake

cz the texture was like pantene advert those kind

HAHAHAHAA

SOOOOoo, i cut it..

and i love this length. not to long. and not too short. ;D

comment on it pls. ;D

geez

Stop ruining my fucking life and stop asking me to tolerate everyone!!!

HAHAHAAAA

I'm laughiny my ass off right now..

was chatting with Jason.

and suddenly...

^Js^ says: (12:44:22 AM)

lol

^Js^ says: (12:44:31 AM)

how come

^Js^ says: (12:44:40 AM)

li ying too scary for him?

^Js^ says: (12:44:40 AM)

hahah

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:44:55 AM)

hahahahaa..

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:44:59 AM)

he say liying damn pretty.

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:45:05 AM)

but liying scold a girl which likes him ma.

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:45:10 AM)

so he say liying damn fierce. HAHAHAA

^Js^ says: (12:45:20 AM)

hahhaha

^Js^ says: (12:45:23 AM)

SHE IS wat

^Js^ says: (12:45:23 AM)

lol

^Js^ says: (12:45:27 AM)

if dunno her la

^Js^ says: (12:45:34 AM)

if know her..i laugh die

^Js^ says: (12:45:36 AM)

see her scold ppl

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:45:44 AM)

HAHAHAA

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:45:46 AM)

i know

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:45:47 AM)

hahahaa

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:45:56 AM)

but the way she scold people is damn funny

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:46:01 AM)

damn straight

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:46:04 AM)

and her cantonese

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:46:06 AM)

damn funny

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:46:07 AM)

hahahaha

^Js^ says: (12:46:09 AM)

ya la

^Js^ says: (12:46:13 AM)

wat shyt she also can say

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:46:14 AM)

and she socld form cantonese will change to chinese

^Js^ says: (12:46:19 AM)

suddenyl call me mang ka li

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:46:20 AM)

then will add some english

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:46:22 AM)

HAHAHAA

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:46:26 AM)

why call u mang ka li?

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:46:27 AM)

OMG

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:46:30 AM)

i'm laughing like shit now

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:46:31 AM)

hahahaha

^Js^ says: (12:46:31 AM)

mana tau oo

^Js^ says: (12:46:32 AM)

lol

^Js^ says: (12:46:41 AM)

u din read our conversation meh?

^Js^ says: (12:46:47 AM)

so i scold her back guai po

^Js^ says: (12:46:47 AM)

haha

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:48:26 AM)

i know.

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:48:33 AM)

but i just wonder why she call u mang ka li

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:48:50 AM)

u are not eve close to mang ka li

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:48:51 AM)

HAHAHHAA

^Js^ says: (12:48:57 AM)

she sot wan la

^Js^ says: (12:48:58 AM)

lol

^Js^ says: (12:49:07 AM)

in the mood wat also can say out

^Js^ says: (12:49:08 AM)

haha

^Js^ says: (12:49:22 AM)

then face big bla bla also throw out d

^Js^ says: (12:49:22 AM)

lol

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:49:28 AM)

HAHAHAA.

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:49:34 AM)

she damn funny la.

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:49:38 AM)

especially when she laugh

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:49:42 AM)

she laugh damn loud

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:49:45 AM)

and it's damn funny.

^Js^ says: (12:49:56 AM)

ya lo...suddenly say hate me..dou ng zi real or fake wan

^Js^ says: (12:50:00 AM)

alw need tum her

^Js^ says: (12:50:00 AM)

lol

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:50:02 AM)

but the funniest is still when she curse or scold someone

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:50:04 AM)

HAHAHAAAA

^Js^ says: (12:50:15 AM)

ya lo

^Js^ says: (12:50:16 AM)

nia seng u

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:50:21 AM)

yea lo

^Js^ says: (12:50:25 AM)

see her say this i beh tahan

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:50:28 AM)

she always use the word nia seng

^Js^ says: (12:50:31 AM)

feel like laughing

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:50:37 AM)

wei.. i never hear her say beh tahan

^Js^ says: (12:50:37 AM)

lol

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:50:41 AM)

but now i d laughing

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:50:43 AM)

HAHAHAA

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:51:12 AM)

hahahaa

^Js^ says: (12:51:13 AM)

beh tahan is me say wan

^Js^ says: (12:51:14 AM)

lol

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:51:18 AM)

oh..

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:51:22 AM)

i tot she say that

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:51:24 AM)

cz if she say

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:51:28 AM)

it's gonna be DAMN funny also

^Js^ says: (12:51:30 AM)

she dunno hokkien la..haha

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:51:34 AM)

and then right

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:51:37 AM)

when she angry at someone

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:51:39 AM)

or something

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:51:43 AM)

and she wanna tell u

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:51:47 AM)

she'll storm right in front of you

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:52:02 AM)

hit the table os chair and say ''NIA SENG FELLA A!!''

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:52:04 AM)

HAHAHAHAA

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:52:12 AM)

then right.. when she laugh..

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:52:20 AM)

she go HAHAHA.. and she will hit the table 3 times.

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:52:29 AM)

how long she laugh is how long she'll hit the table

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:52:30 AM)

HAHAHAHAA

^Js^ says: (12:52:32 AM)

come..lets post this conersation in our blog

^Js^ says: (12:52:35 AM)

ler her see

^Js^ says: (12:52:35 AM)

lol

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:52:37 AM)

OMG!

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:52:41 AM)

hahaa

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:52:46 AM)

don't worry. i save d.

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:52:48 AM)

i post tomorrow

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:52:49 AM)

HAHAHAAA

^Js^ says: (12:52:52 AM)

u post la

^Js^ says: (12:52:53 AM)

lol

^Js^ says: (12:52:58 AM)

i lazy copy paste

^Js^ says: (12:52:59 AM)

haha

^Js^ says: (12:53:06 AM)

then we sama sama go enjoy it

^Js^ says: (12:53:30 AM)

GUAI PO CHUAH LEY YENG...WE ARE TALKING BOUT U..CAN U C?U C?

^Js^ says: (12:53:33 AM)

lol

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:54:17 AM)

HAHAHAHAHAAA

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:54:27 AM)

she'll sure go NIA SENG again

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:54:28 AM)

HAHAHAA

^Js^ says: (12:55:05 AM)

lol

^Js^ says: (12:55:08 AM)

sure very funny wan

^Js^ says: (12:55:22 AM)

wa...dun kacau u sleep lo..later u become panda..she blame me

^Js^ says: (12:55:23 AM)

lol

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:55:29 AM)

hahaaa..

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:55:33 AM)

casson call me just now ma.

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:55:39 AM)

cz he wanted to show me smth

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:55:45 AM)

then i went over to his laptop

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:55:55 AM)

and then i saw your convo box blinking ma

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:56:04 AM)

the first thing that came into my mind was 'mang ka li seng''

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:56:17 AM)

HAHAHAAAa. i was laughing like shit there. and he kept asking me what's so funny. HAHAHAHAHAA

^Js^ says: (12:56:20 AM)

Wah lau

^Js^ says: (12:56:26 AM)

u so fast got influence adi

^Js^ says: (12:56:29 AM)

lol

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:56:31 AM)

HAHAHAHAHAHAA

^Js^ says: (12:56:33 AM)

y li ying so geng wan

^Js^ says: (12:56:39 AM)

can influence ppl so easily

^Js^ says: (12:56:40 AM)

lol

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:56:47 AM)

HAHAHAAAAA. sure la.. it's LIYING maaa

^Js^ says: (12:57:06 AM)

lol

^Js^ says: (12:57:12 AM)

ur laughing point so low la

^Js^ says: (12:57:16 AM)

so easily got laugh

^Js^ says: (12:57:16 AM)

lol

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (12:57:28 AM)

haha. sure la. i can laugh at anything. HAHA

^Js^ says: (12:57:49 AM)

good lo..lol...life much easier

^Js^ says: (12:57:49 AM)

lol

^Js^ says: (12:57:56 AM)

laughing is good for health

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (1:00:50 AM)

hahaaa.. ok la.

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (1:01:00 AM)

i'm posting now

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (1:01:02 AM)

editing now

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (1:01:02 AM)

haha

^Js^ says: (1:01:24 AM)

wah..so efficient?

^Js^ says: (1:01:24 AM)

lol

^Js^ says: (1:01:26 AM)

lol

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (1:01:33 AM)

HAHAHAA

^Js^ says: (1:01:49 AM)

must go see

^Js^ says: (1:01:50 AM)

lol

^Js^ says: (1:02:02 AM)

so wish li ying is awake now

^Js^ says: (1:02:05 AM)

and cepat cepat go see

^Js^ says: (1:02:06 AM)

haha

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (1:06:02 AM)

you go wake her up la

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (1:06:08 AM)

then she sure NIA SENG u again

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (1:06:09 AM)

HAHAA

[!=ing]❤casson blub.blub. says: (1:07:10 AM)

casson here...why li ying so fierce wan? u din teach her meh..?? she mmg freak me out..i tot she very polite but......haiz.......

^Js^ says: (1:07:46 AM)

lol

^Js^ says: (1:07:56 AM)

she polite?

^Js^ says: (1:07:59 AM)

u dun laugh sei me

^Js^ says: (1:08:01 AM)

lol

^Js^ says: (1:08:06 AM)

she never polite okie?hahahahs

ok.... this is too long to continue. HAHAHAA

chuah liying..

HAHAHAA

jason ask me to post it.

HAHAHAA

you're damn funny and cute

we love you as our friend.

hope to join u in perth (which is 8 months away)

hahahaa

bored here

I... was bored....

So, i was looking thru my blog entries for the past year when i came across one entry which hubby secretly type it..

it was so cute.......

''haha.. hmmmm..don't know what to write in here..suddenly feel like want to become destroyer.hehuhuhaha...i don't know why my chéri always update her blog. why she have so many time, story and etc to write??? *sigh.. later i'm gonna to watch hell boy 2 with her...we wanted to watch this movie for so long already.FINALLY... really dunno what to write!!!!

nowadays i like to sing so much. i always sing in front of my sayang but when she heard my voice then she will laughed. so pai seh!! what song that she request i will try my best to fullfill her wish.

ohhh..ya..i felt very guilty cz my sayang grew fatter.I'm SORRY... All this is my FAULT..but in the other hand, this can shown that i am a GOOD BOYFRIEND..hahahaha!! means i sayang her alot alotzzzZZzzzZZz lor...

ohh....today my chéri has a very go performance. her guitar skill and singing skill improved..i give u a BIG HAND *clap*..!!!! soOOooOoOoOoO pontong steam..ppl happy happy kacau her blog suddenly she step on the wire then all sudden the laptop shut down. SILLY chéri...

je t'aime''

I miss those days, where hubby would come home with a smile on his face and saying out loud ''SAYANG!!! i'm home..''. but now? he's just quietly silently coming home.. and going straight to his laptop..

i always miss that post..

i cried today.. because of hubby ( i know he doesn't bother reading my post, so i'm not afraid to write it as he doesn't read it ). Sometimes i'm so confused and i feel so suffocated. When i was crying just now, i was thinking ''maybe it would be better if i didn't come back next week''. wouldn't it? Then hubby can have his own time. I don't have to bother him.. Sometimes i don't know what to do. Yes, i'm stupid and i'm worthless. I do things without going thru my mind and thinking about it. I have to PRETEND i'm smart so my parents would shut up about it. Everyone is asking me to shut up. Pretend not to see what i saw, and pretend not to hear what i heard. Does this mean i was really a bitchy girl who only knows how to blabber what i see and heard? But i was just telling the truth. And i'm being warned not to tell the truth. I'm confuse...Maybe from now on, i should keep things to myself. Because, i seriously don't know. Maybe me being here is not a good things, because both side knows i will tell. and you guys will ask me. I get scolded by B for telling C everything and i get scolded by A that i don't have to tell everything and i get scolded by C that i told B things??? Maybe, it would be better if i'm not involve in ANYTHING at all.

yea.. i'm not going to bother..anymore...

because. whatever..

Tagged by Kenny

40 Secrets about yourself.
Be honest no matter what.

1.) Have you ever been asked out?
yes

2.) Where was your default picture taken?
My room

3.) What's your middle name?
Ai

4.) Your current relationship status?
i have a BOYFRIEND

5.) Does your crush like you back?
yes. hopefully

6.) What is your current mood?
lost

7.) What color of underwear are you wearing?
black

8.) What color shirt are you wearing?
black

9.) Missing something?
Soul

10.) If you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?
i don't know

11.) If you must be an animal for one day, what?
a horse. i can run as fast as i can

12.) Ever had a near death experience?
yes

13.) Something you do a lot?
dream

14.) The song stuck in your head?
MAMA do by Pixie LOTT

15.) Who did you copy and paste this from?
Kenny

16.) Name someone with the same birthday as you?
There WAS someone i knew.. i dun rmb who. HAHAHAAAA

17.) When was the last time you cried?
about 2 hours ago

18.) Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
yes .___.

19.) If you could have one super power what would it be?
communicate with machines (micah from heroes)

20.) What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
size

21.) What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Chocolate. ;D

22.) What's your biggest secret?
isn't it suppose to be a secret?

i'm a bimbo.. happy?

23.) Favorite color?
Pink and white

24.) Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
yes. ;D

25.) What's on your walls?
nothing.

26.) What are you?
i'm a 20 year old female?

27.) Do you speak any other language?
yes. HAHAHAA

28.) What's your favorite smell?
ermm. casson liew. ;D

29.) Describe your life in one word.
COMPLICATED

30.) Have you ever kissed in the rain?
yes

31.) What are you thinking about right now?
Will he appreciate the time i have left with him?

33.) What should you be doing?
nothing.

34.) Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
Him.

35.) How often do u talk to God?
ermm...

36.) Do you like working in the yard?
no

37.) If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Casson (this name exist in the britain)

38.) Do you act differently around the person you like?
idk.

39.) What is your natural hair color?
brownish

40.) Who was the last person to make you cry?
HIM.

i tag.

liying, limei, piyao, xian, carol, gracie, hillary, gacky, julz, Eunice, Jason, Shanice..

AND EVERYONE ON MY BLOGLIST!!!!!

LOOK WHAT I FOUND!!

HAHAA.. someone being captured on camera!! ;DDD

i just din know... HUBBY can be so concentrating in class. FUYOH!!!!

i'm suprised. ;D

i damn sui o.. hahaa

yes. ;D

So, finally....

i'm getting this phone.

by this weekend. ;DDDD

for Rm650.

PINK!!!!

BUAHAHAHAAAAA...

after so long craving it.

FINALLYYYY

can't wait to get my hands on it. ;DDD

Another Night

SO, today me and hubby just came back from the movies. ;D

So, we had PAN MEE for dinner. at SS15. ;D

our fav place. face to face noodle house.

Don't you just want to have some? ;DDDD

hubby's fave. HAHA

THen, we went to pyramid to watch

i normally don't like Zac Efron..

well, not to say i hate him or what..

but i WASN"T OBSESSED with him.

but now

LOOK AT HIM!!!

Look at those eyes..

lucky they are not baby blue.

but a lil greenish..

if not i'll be going OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. hahaa

but i LOOOOVVVVEEEE his hair..

hubby you should get that. ;D

Doesn't he look like Kevin Zegers? HAHAAA

This was when Kev was much younger...

back then. ;D

i want!!!!

i would want this hair RIGHT NOW!!!

the fringe.

love it..

and hubby loves it also. HAHAA..

i know he does..

it's so unique..

like the frame of your face..

See how important hair is to us. ;D

i would get this fringe with long hair at the back.

weeeee

now i can't even get this..

i'll hve to like style it EVERYDAY. hahaa

nice..

but seems troublesome.

love

So, i'm currently in love with this song..

and i'm gonna sing it. ;DD

watch out!!!

being random

i know it's random..

and i just had my lunch.

But i found some picture where hubby brought me and i didn't upload them. ;DD

ahhh.. FULL HOUSE.. hubby, let's go again. ;D

buy one FREE one

So, i got this voucher of a buy one free one voucher from cleo magazine..

So, i bought this in blue......

and this in pink. ;DDDD

=/

=/

it just sucks to feel sick..

and i didn't tell hubby.

cz i wanted my ice-cream..

now if hubby reads this..

he's so gonna KILL me..


hubby so hard-working..

doing this work

i also don't dare to disturb.

confuse

i'm all over everywhere.

half of me is excited.



but the other half just don't want to.




*sigh*


i'm so confused.

bored

i'm DARNED bored.




.______.

nobody wants to play with me. T_T

now this is NOT funny

So, today...... hubby had class from 2 to 5..originally, i was gonna go for another shopping spree.. but then hillary, grace they all gonna watch movie.. So, decided not to be SO bored.. i follow them..
and they watch DRAGGED ME TO HELL..

at first.. i was like.. harh? horror movie a? i scared wor.. But then i was thinking.. nvm la.. go for it la..


but see see.. T_______T.. kevin ho go buy third row....THIRD LE!!!!! so damn front weh.. and the loud system SO .......omg.. i'm gonna sound like a singaporean already.


anyway, chloe and i scream at the same time. Kevin even offered his hand to cover my face. HAHAA... and Carmen.. was so scare. she hide under the chair.. HAHAAA..





my advice?? if you got heart attack.. DON"T WATCH!!!!

if you get scared easily.. DON"T WATCH!!!

if you want some excitement.. GO WATCH!!

if you not scared.. DON"T WATCH!!! cz it'll be boring for u.. HAHAAA

HAHAHAAAA

i never thought people would actually notice me..

i'm not trying to be perasaan. but i wasn't in a good mood for the past few days so i din actually blog about it.

Till now i just thought about it.




it never... NEVER came across my mind that anyone would actually wanna ask me out for a date..

as in some stranger comes up and go ''hey. can i have a date with u?''

nowadays, people get your number, or stalk you through your blog or facebook. and after they BE YOUR FRIEND... they ask u out..





i know it sounds weird. like some weirdo trying to eat me up.


but i was there..

and this random guy, across the room, was just staring at me.. for like 5 minutes???? then he said bye to his friend OUT LOUD.. walked past me..

i din give a shit u know..


then he turn back.. stood right in front of me..smile at me.. and said ''hi! my name is Daniel. you are...?'' and he held his hand out for a hand shake. i was like. HAHAAA>. i wanted to burst into laughter man.... so i said.. ''catherine''.. and i smiled. don't want so rude la.. how i know what he wants?? then he went ''oh! it's a very nice name.. Do you know what it means?''

HAHAHAAAA>. LIKE AS IFFF i wouldn't know what my name means.. but i said no to see what he'll say..


and he answered me..



HAHAHAHAAA.. omg.. i'm like laughing right now..


he said




''catherine means pure, kindness, and beauty, JUST like you. would you have a date with me?''
















HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA.... i literally burst into laughter RIGHT in front of him man.. HAHAHAHAHAAAAA








and he just stood there.. smiling.. and repeated ''would you?''



i'm like... ERRRRRR.. i'm sorry.. i don't do dates.. especially to strangers.. and i just walked off..






and hahahaaaaaaa... he just stood there..









and you wouldn't believe it.. i saw him again. AT THE SAME PLACE when i was on the way out... he smiled at asked ''really? you wouldn't?''




i laughed again and said ''sorry. it's really hilarious... but i'm sorry. no. ''



and then i just walked off..






HAHAA...u know what's the funniest part?? when he mention what my name meant. HAHAA.. oh dear.. laugh till tears also come out.

/..

the boyfriend has not been doing ANYTHING.

omg. feel so left out..

hahahaaa

HAHAAAA..

i've been really depressed today.

and yesterday.

and piyao made me laugh.

and i'm still laughing.

HAHAA.

though she didn't do anything.

BUT.

she told me..

my new picture header scared her.

HAHAA

those two big eyes.

i wonder how many have i scared. HAHAAA

this is hilarious.

i saw smth.

This is SOOOOOOOO gonna upset the boyfriend.

but so gonna excite liying. HAHAA

see??? it says it starts on 15feb!

and valentines fall on the 14th.. T_____T

omg..




this is so gonna upset the boyfriend man..

again

it's 4 in the morning. and i can't sleep.


i closed my eyes and tried to rest.

but those words just kept ringing in my head.



The more i hear it. the worst i feel.


i feel so bad.


if i could just turn back time.



Maybe things won't be this way.


i can't tell.


i can't say.



i'm stupid.


i should be dead.



and i can't sleep.


maybe it's a punishment from up above. So that i'll be awake thinking about it.

and the more i think.


the worst i feel..





Thoughts just kept running through my head.


What happen if i did the same thing 10 years ago.


i just cried.


i can't show.


i run and hide.


But i guess,


some people could just tell.


that something was bothering me.




and it doesn't matter.


cz my boyfriend doesn't bother to read.

So he wouldn't even know.


Useless guy isn't he?


but i still love him.











__________
i'm coming up with things to cheer myself up.


but it's not working.

would u.

Would you cuddle me, stroke my hair, let me cry and tell me everything's gonna be ok?

it hurts.

this time. i stabbed MYSeLF with a knife..





and it really hurts.

so random

was waiting for the boyfriend...



So, i just doodle this.. in 10 minutes...


too lazy to touch up.. by the time i was drawing the mouth.. i was damn lazy already. so what more the hair..

stupid bloody mouse.

after half and hour trying to FIX the bloody mouse.

i just decide to give up..







some say it might be after the upgrade of mac to 10.5.7... but i don't know.


what the hell....

but ,maybe it's my mouse..

i tried using hubby's.. and it's FINE!!!


i hate it that i have changed like 2 mouse....

and everyone is still using the SAME ONE!!!





i guess now it's another time to get another mouse..



this time.. DAD's PAYING!