Sunday 31 May 2009

fitting room


You see,
we've got nothing better to do in the fitting room.

And

THISS




is what you do when you're bored...







xoxo
;DDDDDD

you should go try.

Saturday 30 May 2009

Back to basic


Sooooo,



i've decided to go back to using johnsons baby.

I remember back then i started using johnsons baby shampoo and bath when i first went into uni. in 2007. HAHAA.
then i stopped last year. and my splits end came back. hair started getting brittle and it was never in place.

Then i bought the bath wash again. then i got the shampoo free, so i thought,
MAYBE it is the the shampoo that helped me.
So i did some google and so on.
it does help!! ;DD
i've been using it for 5 days.
never felt any better. HAHAAA

So, those who are tired and needs to change.
Go BACK TO BASIC. ;DDD

dreamland



This is where i will be dreaming tonight. HAHAA



if i could just RUN ACROSS THE BEACH NOW!!!
hahaa.


or swim around. looking at fishies.
enjoying the water.

if i could just see it.
(i would tonight in my dreams)

HAHAAAA..
Maybe i should change from wanting a sony T to a olympus.
So i can go underwater. HAHAAAA

Friday 29 May 2009

Tagged by Piyao

How many people have you had strong romantic feelings for this year?
one

Your number 1 walks out of your life, do you go after them?
DEFINATELY!!!

Could you ever be friends with someone who hurt you badly?
maybe.

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
other than hubby. i dun think so..

Do you like to cuddle?
yes. ;D

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
ytd. HAHAAA

Who did you text first this morning?
none.

Are you missing someone?
yes

Are there any saved birthday cards in your bedroom?
yes

If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
3 weeks back.

Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad?
erm. yes. ;DD

Can you swim?
yes

What were you doing at 11:00 PM?
doing my work

Is there anything wrong with your eyes?
yes.

Are you happy right now?
yes. but also nervous

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
no

Is there something you're looking forward to?
yes

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
yes

The last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?
hahaaaa. i dunno. can't count.

What's the 1st thing you do when you're mad?
think of strawberries. HAHAAA

Ever been called a bitch?
yes

Honestly has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past week?
yes

Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
later?

Who is on your mind?
hubby, liying, gacky, piyao. hahaaaa

How do you feel about your hair right now?
i wish it's longer.

Have you ever had someone sing to you?
yes

Three hours ago, were you touching a person of the opposite sex?
yes

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
hubby's mom bought for me. hahaaa

Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
hubby

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
yes

Where were you at midnight last night?
sleeping

How's your heart lately?
confused.

When you were in elementary school, did you change best friends a lot?
not sure.

Last thing you touched not computer-related?
rambutan. AHAAAA

Does the song you're currently listening to remind you of anyone specific?
hubby. HAHAA

Country or rock?
both

Are you talkative?
yes

Would you dye your hair?
yes..gonna die it red or purple and black next.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
yes

Who was the last boy/girl you talked to?
hubby.

Who is your number one on MySpace?
dunno

Do you have unlimited texting?
yes

Do you listen to love songs when you’re down?
yes

Did you date anyone this past summer?
yes

Next vacation you’re going on?
hoping it would be redang.HAHAA

Are your underwear and socks folded in your drawer or just thrown in?
folded

Sleep on your back or stomach?
both

Shoe size?
3 to 4

What was the last TV show you watched?
american next top model

What did you last buy?
johnsons baby shampoo

Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
put up my hood or nothing.

What is your most important possession?
dunno. ;DD

What are your turn-offs?
fat?

If you could marry any celebrity today who would it be?
casson liew kar soon. HAHAHAAAA

YOU'RE TAGGED!!!

hillari, liying, heleness, carol, xian, gacky, julz, shanelle, shanice, Karen,
and EVERYONE ELSE!!!

Tagged by Piyao

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Chinese tea (ice)
2. Last phone call: Munyee
3. Last text message: Hubby casson
4. Last song you listened to: You belong with me by taylor swift
5. Last time you cried: dun rmb.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes. ;D
7. Been cheated on: yes.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: yes
9. Lost someone special: yes
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: yes.. hahaa

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. pink
13. black
14. white

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes
16. Fallen out of love: no
17. Laughed until you cried: yes
18. Met someone who changed you: yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 90%
23. How many kids do you want to have: .__. i dunno. this depends how many god gives. ;DD
24. Do you have any pets:i wish.
25. Do you want to change your name: no
26. What did you do for your last birthday: with hubby.
27. What time did you wake up today: 12? or was it 11?
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: strawberry!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: last week?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your lie: me being smarter.
32. What are you listening to right now: insomnia by craig david.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no. HAHAAA..
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: going to the police station.
35. Most visited webpage: facebook and blogger
36. Whats your real name: catherine ailing cheong. ;D
37. Nicknames: cathy, ling... etc.etc.
38. Relationship Status: married. HAHAAAAAA
39. Zodiac sign: virgo
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary?: amc
42. Middle School?: amc
43. High school/college?: Limkokwing
44. Hair colour: copper brown
45. Long or short hair?: medium
46. Height: 158cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: hahaaaaa. this is a stupid question.. everyone knows. ;D
48. What do you like about yourself?: having a lovely boyfriend
49. Piercings: yes
50. Tattoos: not any now.
51. Righty or lefty: righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: no.
53. First piercing:12
54. First best friend: natalie. HAHAAAA
55. First sport you joined: swimming
56. First vacation:austrlia.. i was 3.
58. First pair of trainers: i dun even have one now. T__T

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: nothing
61. I'm about to: go to the police station.
62. Listening to: nothing
63. Waiting on: finish work

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yes
65. Get Married?: yes
66. Career?: earning money. HAHAA

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: MATURE
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both
73. Sensitive or loud: NEITHER
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: NEITHER

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No!!!
77. Drank hard liquor: yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes
79. Sex on first date: hahaaaa
80. Broken someone's heart: yes
82. Been arrested: No
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: 50/50
87. Miracles: yupp~
88. Love at first sight: i'm fine wif it
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: yes
91. Kiss on the first date: NO
92. Angels: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
95. Did you sing today?: yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody?:no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: hahaaaa.. 3 weeks back.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: my birthday. ;D
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: use to.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes



I TAG
hillary, gracie, gacky, julz, liying, jonathan, heleness, carol,
xian.

AND EVERYONE ELSE ON MY LIST!!!

another final.

So, for my presentation for my communication skills, i've decided to do on stencil. ;DDD.. and i've picked this picture. HAHAA..

Gacky, hope you won't mind. ;DD..

So, have not try it yet.but will on sunday or sat. and presentation is on Monday...

how dead i am..*wish me luck*

the stencil will look like that. ;D

Thursday 28 May 2009

final.








_____

So, final pictures are finally approved..
and edited. there...
just left for printing..

Today, went to uni and saw the fashion design student's photography.. OMG!! i felt like hiding my photo's man.. they were like so good... *envy*

Wednesday 27 May 2009

argh

So angry now.

FUCK ILLUSTRATOR!!!



FUCK CS4!!!!.. i gave u the bloody serial number and you fail on me...

FUCK LA>>> I"M FUCKING ANGRY D>>>

Gatherine





So, we had out science six gatherine last sunday. it started from 9.30 in the morning till 7 in the evening!! such a long gathering. HAHAA. i'm sorry i didn't stay all the time . ;DDD so busy with finals..


Hoping to go for the next one. ;DDD

Sunday 24 May 2009

something inside me

To a very dear friend of mine (whom i feel it's better not mentioning your name),

it's been a while since we've met, it's been a while since we've talk. We've lost contacts and not even msn. I only heard about you from friends and never knew more. There are so many happening ever since we both had turn to a different life. So many things i wanna say, but yet have to be careful with words and with what i say. You may many friends, here and there. from boys and girls and you were welcomed anywhere, everywhere. Even if you were placed with a crowd of strangers you could easily group them and laugh with them as if you've known them for days, weeks or even months. You even drag out the silent once and push the inner side of them out. which is what you did to me.

Those days weren't something i would want to go back to. But you were always there for me. In these years, reluctant times i want to call you to talk to you, but i just felt that i didn't want to bother you with all my troubles. You were willing to listen. to talk. to help. The days i cried, i hide and you've always pull me out. Without you, i don't think i would have even made it through high school. Soon, there were people in between who pulled us apart. making us misunderstanding each other and soon we talked less. and less till we had no more contact.

Recently, i met you.

'how are you?' you asked.

i wanted to reply ''i'm fine'' like i do to everyone. But then it would be lying to you. and i felt. maybe i should just give it a try.

''not so good'' i replied.

''why not? what happen? you asked.

'well, lots of things did happen. around friends, around uni. around family.'' i replied.

''tell me.'' you said..

and i finally roughly told you in a long story cut short of my darkest secret i ever feel. You held my hands. As if you knew i needed a hug. your hands on my head saying ''oh my god. what you've been through.''. tears were weavering in my eyeballs but i knew i had to pull them back, cz i didn't want this to go out in public. So, i just kept silent. For the fwe weeks, you have held my hand. Like telling me you will always be there for me. thank you.



You were something to me. a very good friend. like a BFF whom i can talk to and talk about anything. But there's just too many people in the way.


You won't read this. cz i know you don't know this blog exist. But, i hope, somewhere, god will pass the message and have someone else to be there for you like how you've been here for me. thank you.


.A very dear friend of yours.

._.

i wanna take a nap. i wanna sleep. but if she's on my bed. HOW TO SLEEPPPPP?? i told her i want to sleep. then she ask me to off my laptop. what fuck?? i'm just taking nap la!!. then she ask me to sleep next to her...
wei miss!!! don't even come 1 metre near me weh!!!. being in my room is bad d.. cannot watch this or not. i have to keep all my stuff and hide them.


FUCK LA. i damn pissed off d.. i'm tired. i'm sick. i can't sleep on my bed. i ask her to go away she'll act childish saying i don't care her...

Tagged by Liying

1.How far away is the last person you kissed?
Erm? about 1km away????

2.Has someone ever told you they would be with you forever?
yes. and i hope it's true.

3.Last person you were in the car with?
.____.. alone... well, unless if you consider my dad. who i fetched. which was the second last time i was in the car. HAHAAAA

4.Any plans for tomorrow?
wake up...presentation...drive. fetch hubby.. home. dinner.

5.How long does it take for you to take a shower?
average would be 25. ;S

6.When is your birthday?
14th sept.

7.Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
it HAS to. my presentation is tomorrow.

8.Did you kiss anyone on Friday?
Yes.

9.Ever thrown up in public?
erm...YES!!!!!! in secondary school. i was sick.... ran out the class but didn't make it to the toilet or even the drain.

10.What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
it's so fucking hot and i want my hubby!!!

11.Who was the last person you talked to?
lilian..;DDD it's been ages since i talked to her.

12.What is the WORST subject they teach at school?
history?????

13.Have you seen anyone lately that you don't get along with?
yea...

14.What is your favourite colour shirt to wear?
erm...white?? black??

15.Have you ever been in a car accident?
sigh.. yes. a few times. some major. some minor.

16.Whats the closest thing to you that's green?
my bra which is acorss the room.. the tree which is outside the window.

17.Where would you like to be right now?
redang with hubby.

18.Write down some lyrics to the song your listening to?
''I'd go hungry, I'd go blind for you I'd go crawling down the aisle for you There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do To make you feel my love ''

19.How many dogs do you have?
none at the moment

20.Is anything bugging you right now?
the f-ing heat.

21.How is life going for you right now?
ups and down.

22.Is there someone you care about more than yourself?
Yes.

23.What made you laugh today?
science sixers. ;DDD

24.What was the last movie you watched?
Angel and demon

25.What's the last conversation you had about?
spray paint. ;D

26.What were you doing at 7:00 this morning?
i was getting ready.

27.Do you like your hair long or short?
Long.

28.Do you want to see somebody right now?
of cz!!!

29.Do you like the rain?
if the whether is too hot. YES!!!

30.Do you think you'll have a Valentine this year?
yea. ;D

31.The last person you kissed needs you at 3 AM, would you go?
DEFINATELY!!!even if i had to sneak out.

32.Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else?
Yes, already am.

33.Honestly, if you could go back 1 month and change something would you?
i don't think so.

34.How do you feel about girls getting drunk?
HAHAA. erm. i dunno?

35.Could you see yourself with someone forever?
i daren't dream much. but yes.

35.What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
any msg from hubby.

36.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
Yes. ;D already am.

37.Do you forgive or forget?
i try. depends.

38.Do you trust people?
Not all of them.

39.What are you not looking forward to?
going back to kl.

40.Do you get mad easily?
quite.and i try not to

41.Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
erm...once... ONLY ONCE!!

42.Do you have strange dreams?
all the time.

43.Ever licked someone’s cheek or forehead?
HAHAA> YES!!!!

44.Last time you fell asleep in someone’s arms?
.__. on thurs night?

45.When did you last throw up?
omg. erm. fri..

46.What do you have on you at all times?
erm. lip gloss. comb. phone. wallet. stitches. panty-linear. ...etc

47.Would you go out in public without getting dressed up or put together?
yea.

48.Do you like fruity or minty gum?
Both.

49. Favourite musician group?
HARH??u are joking... i can't favourite them. there's too many

50. Favourite film of all time?
.___. me?? HAHAAA

51. Favourite computer game?
yor.. so many...dota, need for speed, black and white. worms. and so many online games and arcade games. and..BLAHHHH

52. First album you ever went and bought with your own money?
jay chou. HAHAAA

53. Think back five months ago, were you single?
no.. HAHAA

54. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
yes..

55. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
yes. ;DD

56. Last thing you bought?
johnson's baby peach bath

57. Are you a jealous person?
not quite.

58. Does it take a lot to make you cry?
no.. HAHAA

59. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
yes.=

60. Have you ever had your heart broken? If so, how many times?
yes.. allot. can't count

61. Do you like to cuddle/snuggle?
yes. ;DD.. all the time.

62. Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
Yeh. :(

63. What does the sixteenth text in your inbox say?
'without wibby is like that. if you go aussie i also dunno how. haiz.'' casson hubby. this msg really touched my heart.

64. Would you like anybody to text or call you right now?
yes.

65. Is your life anything like it was a year ago?
errr. slightly

66. This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
the same person. ;D

67. You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it?
cold water.

68. Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
Yups.

69. What is the last thing you said out loud?
bye!

70. When was the last time you cried?
sigh... dun rmb la. try not to rmb.

71. Do you have friends you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
Yes. kawan TERbaik. kawan KACAUUUU. ;DDD and a few more.

72. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night
listen to hubby sing.

73. What can't you wait for?
away form shit.

74. Have you ever told anyone you would marry them?
erm.. jokingly yes.

75. What's the worst way to say "i love you?"
in a very angry way. or fighting way screaming'' i love you! don't you know that??'' now. THAT"s bad..

76. Seven days from now will you be in a relationship?
HAHAA> already am..

77. Are you mad about anything?
yes...

78. What is the last thing you got in trouble for with your parents?
coming home at 4 in the morning. bt that wasn't really trouble..

79. Are you mean?
Sometimes.

80. Were you happy when you woke up today?
Not really.

81. Has a boy/girl called you babe or baby in the past two days?
Yes ;D

82. Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
no. unless they puff straight to my face damn lanci kind.

83. Do you have anything that belongs to a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Yes.

84. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Yeah.

85. How long do you think you will live?
dunno?

86. Does it bother you when people respond with one word?
hahaa. sometimes yes..

87. Do you believe once a cheater, always a cheater?
not to all.

88. Who disgusts you?
Not mentioning names.

89. Name one thing people think about you that's not true?
i dunno...

90. What would you do if your best friend turned gay?
nothing.

91. Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
curly. hate it.

92. Do you drink tea?
yea..

93. How do you feel about chocolate covered strawberries?
i want one NOWWWW

94. Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
yes

95. Have you ever stripped for money?
no

96. Is the last person you kissed more than a year older than you?
no

97. Ever kissed someone with the letters c, a, s, d, k, or j as their first initial and who?
yes.. c,a,s..haha. that's 3 letters!! ;D

98. Two days from now this time, where will you be?
KL

99. Do you think you are a good person?
Yes. And I believe everyone look at themselves the same way.

100. who will you tag?
EVERYONE!!!!
hillary, julia, gacky, heleness, gracie..
EVERYONE ON MY BLOGLIST!!!!

KANI!!!

omg...waste my time. being such childish...

soon i'm gonna explode lar!!!

you think i so free meh? i no need to do my work a? i no need my private time a? i no need to laze around ga???? whatever i do you have to fucking interupt me. EVEN HOW I LAZE around you need to give me a one hour lecture.

i hate going to super markets with you cz even if i took a glance at a top. you'll give hundreds of lecture. on how expensive it is. and then how hard you need to work for it. or how many clothes you have already. or how clothes are still clothes and it's so darn not worth it. and how useless i am. how much i spend. how this. how that. how this. how that.....

it's so hard to go shopping with you!!!!


with hubby it's different! i can do WHAT I WANT!!!. though i can't look at clothes too much but i understand him??? i seriously don't understand you!!! i use to be able to control my anger. but right after you go over my limit.. i just lost it. Fark you shit la....and you blame me for not having self control..then send me to psychiatrist la!!!! i'll be so glad...i can blast everything i want to the doctor and so he'll treat you also la!!!




Maybe, just maybe part of me is waiting for a grown up to talk to you, to make you understand i found out d. and i no longer need to tolerate this shit!!!. but that someone is not anyone!!!. cz aunty esther tried it. you turn around and bitched about her saying she doesn't understand and stuff like that. a few other aunties did too. but you did the same thing. you just don't listen!!! ARGH!!!!!

how i wish there's a stop button, or a pause button...i'll just stop the button and wait for someone else to play it. by then i'm already far away.....and maybe i should erase your memory. then you won't remember me... SEEE???? i'm too soft hearted. i even think of a way how to not make you feel the pain.. what fuck shit am i??



ARGH!! i'm so mad at myself.

Does your boyfriend really like you?

Did this quiz in facebook.. HAHAA. now. this is smth we all need to know. ;DDD







well, more like smth. I NEED to know.;D i love you too

LOOoooooOOonG day.













____


Today i had a very long day.

well, more like a long afternoon...After lunch we went for CAR WASH....yeay yeay..god. it's making me sing the song car wash by christina aguilera. HAHAA...

anyway, after that, went to kam seng house, then rachael, got ready then went jj. and took picture for my assignment... Reached jj at 4. finished at 7..

The picture above aren't edited yet....don't have time and energy yet. HAHAAA. gotta sleep early cz tomorrow will have to wake up at 6 smth again .____. smack them!


*sings* smack them! all on the floor. smack them! gimme somemore. smack them! till you get more. *sings*







sigh..being so random right now..comment on pictures. ;D . i know i'm not perfect. hubby would be so much better director and photogrpaher compared to me..*sigh*. what to do? noob ma...=/.. i suck so much. sigh.

Saturday 23 May 2009

Americon Idol


This is Kris Allen. So much better compared to Adam right? Kris really deserved to win it.





After listening to his. he really deserve to win it.. It's so lovely. I"M GONNA LEARN THIS SONG...i just love this song. it's singing over and over in my head.


Imagine if adam won, then america would change to a punk emo rock style,. HAHAA. jk. ;DDD.

Friday 22 May 2009

home. again

omg. been home for the past 4 weeks. everyweek i'll be saying ''ok! this week i'm coming back! next week i'm not!''. at the end? also come back. First week was kam seng's birthday. Then second week Kam heng birthday. then third week? Mun yee's birthday. ....

bloddy hell. next week I"M NOT COMING BACK ALREADY!!!!

how to finish my work?? omg. i'm still not done yet. Don't know if i can finish or not....Stress a!!!!!

i wish i would faint or drop into coma.. then got excuse for uni. BUT! if the fail me. then i repeat. then DIE and KANTOI!!!! choi choi choi!!.

should be saying.. i wish i got better brains and better energy. so i won't be so F-ing LAZY!!!!..geeezz

sick

omg. food poisoning. Of all weekends and days to have it. T___T i hope it will be gone as i don't want to be dragged by it cz FINALS is here..

*sigh*

Thursday 21 May 2009

Angels and Demon



___









Yesterday, me and hubby went to pyramid after class. had carl's jr. ;DDDDDDD

Then, we walked around and then went for movie. ;D. angels and demons. the movie started at 9.10 and ended at 11.30. it was so worth it. first time ever i saw hubby watch a movie sitting up straight and leaning slightly forward. HAHAAA. ;DDD. The movie is fantastic. you gotta watch it. ;D

another crave of mine

the lovely itouch.

and the iphone. ;DDD






___________










All along, i've always wanted one, but never really had the initiative to actually buy it. Till yesterday, me and hubby were just at the apple store in pyramid and me and hubby just stood there like 30 minute playing with the itouch and iphone..
i want the itouch now.....*sigh*. this is so depressing. HAHAAAA



anyway, most probably will be getting a new phone soon cz my phone is dying on me.

rawr

bored. ;D

crave.

i saw the loveliest pair of pointy stilettos. ;DD. really loved them. but i didn't get them. HAHAA.



How can we not love stilettoes?







____

bought a top today. cost me Rm27 after 50%...
anyway, saw quite some nice clothes. but not able to wear them in MALAYSIA!!!!! geeezz. so most prob will get them when i go to aus. ;D. now THERE's a place i can wear anything without worrying people staring.

Wednesday 20 May 2009

sick again

i've got the BIG L all over me...=/






















omg. so lazyyyyyyyyy

Tuesday 19 May 2009

assignment




So, presentation is next week and decided to do a stencil. .___.
don't know if it works out or not. HAHAAA..

So lazy...after 3 slides. which are not finished. i feel like sleeping d. *sigh*

Tagged by Liying

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People (but don't say their name):

1. I really miss you

2. i hate the way you make me angry and smile at the same time!!!

3. leave me alone!

4. Can i go?

5. What did i do to deserve this?

6. Shut the fuck up!

7. So what?

8. you're such an. #@$%$#@#@!!!!

9. you're not worth it!

10. I love you!!;DD


Nine things about myself :

1. i am sensitive and i'm trying not to.

2. i wish i were slim and not fat.

3. i want more shoes.

4. i wish i can hve my volkswagen EOS.

5. i'm planning to get a itouch and a LG phone. anyone sponsoring? ;dd

6. i want long nice fluffy bouncy hair..

7. i have really bad attitude (according to some people)

8. i look in the mirror alot.

9. i get freckles easily.

Eight ways to win my heart :

1. Tell me something I'm interested.

2. Give me candy or lollipop.

3. Spend time with me

4. Show me that you care and be yourself.

5. SUPRISE!!!!!

6. tell me jokes.

7. Show me magic

8. Don't show your temper.

Seven things that cross my mind a lot :

1. Am i faT?

2. How do i lose weight.

3. Do you love me?


4. sigh. why am i not creative?

5. i want to sleep.

6. I need that shoe/dress/clothes/earrings/bag/parfum.

7. if i were smarter



Six things I do before I fall asleep :

1. drink water

2. Brush teeth, wash face, toner, moisterizer.

3. ask for a good night kiss and a story or a song.

4. Stretch body and make myself comfortable

5. Cover blanket and tuck me in. ;D

6. Arrange my teddies smiling and close my eyes.



Five people who mean a lot (in order) :

1. Casson Liew

2. Sis

3. Liying, jeanette( friends)

4. friends.

5. Family

and friends.

Four things your wearing right now :

1. boxers.

2. hubby's shirt?

3. rubber band.

4. glasses



Two things you want to do before you die :

1. Travel around the world with my love ones.

2. Be rich and buy whatever iw ant.


One confession :

1. I can't live without you.



If i tagged you its either
YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO DO THIS
or
YOU'VE TAGGED ME BEFORE.

Tag everyone!!! :)

Tagged by Liying

Dearest Liying.
I love you.
You have a nice smile.
You make me wanna smile.
You should COME BACK TO IPOH!!!.
Someday I will be in perth with you.;D
You + me = laughs.
If I saw you now I'd be smiling and laughing.
I want to take picture with you.
I would build a something creative just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would friends forever.
We could take many pictures under the stars.

Love,
cathy ailing. ;D

(P.S. i love you and i'm not lesbian)

Oh and I am going (going/not going) to post this under my notes and see what you write about me.





I TAG
hillary, carol, jeannete, heleness, casson, jason, drao, shanice, gracie, gacky, julz, janice, karen. and EVERYONE ELSE!!! plz Copy the stuff below and post it in ur blogs. I WILL CHECK EMM OUT soon!!!


Dearest AiLing.
I ____ you.
You have a nice ______.
You make me _______.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You + me = ________.
If I saw you now I'd __________.
I want to ________ you.
I would build a _______ just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
We could __________ under the stars.

Love,
_______________

(P.S. ______________.)

Oh and I am __________ (going/not going) to post this under my notes and see what you write about me.

laughs.

i finally managed to change my blog's font. ;D. weeee..

niceee... it looks so much better than the old font.. we will never get bored of century gothic don't we? ;D

hubby just went of to class.

and i'm here chatting on msn.. and didn't knew i had jason in my contact. HAHAAA.

i still cannot believe i made him feel so paiseh. HAHAAA...

^Js^ says: (3:02:06 PM)
then i tot i recognise wrong person adi
^Js^ says: (3:02:08 PM)
terus lari


hahaa. see how he ran away. i wonder he must be all blushing thinking he shout at the wrong person. HAHAAAA

Tagged by Liying

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
my cheeks or my forehead. ;D

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
i want to go back to sleeeeeeep.

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
erm...rachael!. and elaine.

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
by hubby YES. by parents. NO!


5. Will you ever donate blood ?
yes when i'm brave enough.


6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Yes


7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
under anger yes.


8. What does your last text message say ?
still haven't finish? i wanna go pee pee. (._________.)


9. What are you thinking right now ?
i cannot believe that was the last message i sent! haha


1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
right now? NO. i'm going to sleep after this.even though it's 11 in the morning.


11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
2am


12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
it's hubby's shirt. HAHAAA. from giordano


13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
haha. yes.


14. Who was the last person who text you ?
hubby


TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz :

1. Gacky
2. Jeanette Thong
3. Janice
4. Heleness
5. Gracie
6. Hillary
7. Drao
8. Carol
9. Casson
10. Shanice


15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
Adam?


16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?
Female


17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
HAHAAAA.omg. i dunno... so far.


18. What is no.1 studying about ?
if i'm not mistaken graphics in tar. HAHAA


19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
erm.. dun rmb.


20.Is no.4 single ?
no.haha


21. Say something about no.2
awwww... there's so much to say. i love her. she loves me. ;D. knew her for ten years. my BFF. she's just fab. use to argue but we've got it over. ;D. she's hot. she's sexy. she's slim. she's fun. she's naughty. she's sporting. she's too much to talk about. HAHAAA


22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?
HAHAAAA. then the world would have another rextra L couple.


23. Describe no.9
omg. why ngam ngam is him? HAHAA. i love him. he's everything. he may be quite hateful at times. but he always have his ways around me. he's fun. he's nice. he's fat. he's chubby. he's going to the gym to build up. he eats ALOT. he love sports. he loves girls. so girls?? feel welcome. HAHAAAAA.


24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
stop them!! before world war 3 comes up. hahaa


25. Do you like no.8 ?
DUH!!! my life would be so different without her. if it wasn't for her persuading me to go home. i don't think i would have when i was 14. and so many things. though i hate her sometimes. but i still love her.


(why all the questions so ngam. 2? 9? 8???) hahaaa
love you all ;DD

Monday 18 May 2009

history.



whoa. i remember back then in secondary days where BOA use to be my idol. i've always loved how she danced. she can really move...till uni came and i didn't really catch up on her till i just saw her video on channel V less than 5 minutes ago.

her new song "eat you up"

she never grow old. she still can dance as amazingly as last time. if i could dance like her. i'll be darn happy. HAHAA..


____________
i think i love you
i'll bring you to my room
and i'll eat you up..


(part of lyrics)



Sunday 17 May 2009

pissed.again.

a reason NOT to kill you?!?!?!?!?!!!!

i am so pissed off with my mom right now!. i just want to slap her in the face!!!

she is so illogical!!! she plans everything thinking i don't have any plans!! i'm not 9 ok! i got my own mind, my own friends, my own style. she expects me to wear fugly oversize clothes she buys.which is like 10 years ago.... even clothes which are 5 years old are consider new to her.

you all left me alone and you call me irresponsible? what bullshit is this?

HOW am i suppose to go out????? how many billion times my boyfriend looked at me in shame cz i don't have nice clothes????? Does she even think about that? go on! call me a slut! ... but i don't hear u calling carol that!!!



and everyone has been asking.. ''you should tolearate her!''

tolerate her???

maybe i should just close my heart against her.
then i won't so PISSED OFF!!!


___
i am so glad i'm leaving TODAY>

argh.pissed.off

i hate my brother!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he squashed my soft toy!!!!!
it's flat!!!
of all place to squash it!!!

the bed against the wall???????

mooo is not small! and it was squashed! flat!!!!! and all the dust!!
i feel like wacking him not stop man..

After that time hubby put him outside, that's enough to collect dust. now again???


now it's grey instead of white!!. what the heck. so pissed off now.

Saturday 16 May 2009

.__.

pls don't tell me it's another infection again.

what's wrong with me and all the symptoms? oh god. This just makes me want to kill myself.

and i can't go asking me dad to bring me for a full body check or he'll think there's someting wrong with me and start scolding or nagging. what shit.

I just do hope it's nothing.

Friday 15 May 2009

.___.

i feell...omg.
it really hit me when sherry came and tell me about it.

he looked so fine when he taught us last semester .___.

sigh*. this is what cancer does to people.



mr.lawrence. rest.in.peace.

Thursday 14 May 2009

bang.!



yesterday, me and hubby went to pyramid to watch 'Sniper'. ;DD

the movie overall was ok only. not as exciting as the english version of sniper as hubby said. HAHAA>


ok. gotta go back to my work