home i am

so now i'm home..

i left desa at 12.30pm...but reached home at 5.30pm

wow...whole day travelling..

wow

i'm leaving in an hour time and i just woke up..
not pack yet..
and still online..
damn.
gonna keep this short...

ming, i love you..
muakzx
dun think so much ya..
toodles...^^

there's just so many things to say

but so little time

haha...because i have short term memory and by the time i finish my first sentence, i forgot my second one already..haha..

well, i'm going back to ipoh tomorrow..
cz my mom bought the ticket's...
what can i do?
well, so i won't be online for two days..
until sunday
well, i would mayb in ipoh back home?

but i am thinking of doing my comic..
presentation is next week..!!!
omg..
haihz..
so much yet so little..

camwhor-ing

that's just sayang with his turtles

patrick on me..haha

me and sayang at a shop..we look like travellers..haha

me and sayang at mynews..

me and sayang at bristro

camwhor-ing again..haha..there's loads more.but i only post a few
^^

time

time passes by so fast..
that sometimes you don't even know how fast it is passing by..
wow..
it has been two months since sayang and me.
it has been 8 months since i've been not in high school..
and it still feels that i just took my spm last month..
haha..

but now, i'm in college..wow..
doing design?
havig a wonderful boyfriend..
wow..
it's reli amazing..
^^
and time flies by..
it's merdeka..
the next thing we know..
it'l be my birthday..
let's see how many people would remember..
haha..
anyway...

HAPPY MERDEKA!!!^^

victoria station

today, after class we went to bryan's house and changed.
then we left for Victoria Station, took us 2 hours to reach there. Well, it was jam..
it's merdeka's eve!!!

kevin..me..sayang and bryan..
the two brothers..haha...all black..^^
bryan and sayang

there are so many other pictures too..
but the pictures are with sayang..
so i'll post them later..^^

woke up late...

today, i woke up at ten..i was late..took a cab to campus again...freaking 12 bucks!!!...

anywayz, i missed the lecture on how to draw the structure of the head.

but that wasn't reli what made my day..

i'll post it in another post le..
^^

honey, i love you
don't think so much la..ok?
muakzx
huggies...^^
muakzx

what is in my mind now?

why am i being moody???

*ish*...

trying to be calm and tolerating here..

ignoring all the irritating...

what is this???

This...this... this...talking..this tone of talking..

It just reminds me of my mom...god...

what is music to me?

Today, I went to 1u. I often do that most Tuesday, cz it’s the only tim I can spend with sayang.

On fri and sat are not sure. We din go out last week nor we are going this week. And since sayang’s friend, Simon was fetching us there. So, it was no problem.

We watched ‘secret’, Jay Chow. Omg.. I just love the way his songs are compose and produced and arranged. Lovely. Isn’t it sayang? =]

All along it was him who kept me with my spirit in music.

Talking about music.
*sigh*, and to think I had try giving up on it because when I met sayang, I realized that so many other people are just better than me.
So, why waste time? and my effort thinking that I am good in music?
Would somebody here tell me something? Should I drop it? Give it up? Well, since my parents isn’t a supporter here to the music no matter it is front stage nor back stage. So what’s the point to go against them? Wait a minute! This is my life! So why should anyone care what I do? I know, I know, I know. They love me and care me, but…*sigh*. So, I should put it this way, no one should control me! I mean, they have their own life to control. Right? Why me? *sigh* but what’s the point of saying it? Dunwan some other’s to think that I am repeating the same thing over and over again.

I dun normally go to an emo situation like this. But, why am I like this? Because I have failed and do not know what the hell is comin on in the future? I am not talking about me and sayang. I am talking about literally every single second in my life. How I have to confront my parents to let me go?

You know what is the thing that hurts the most?

Is that the deepest secret is kept from you. That’s not the worst. The worst is .. the worst is you know it! You know that deepest darkest secret and they don’t know that you know it! They don’t know you know it. And you are just waiting for them to tell you.

It just hurts that you want to cry but you can’t. you want to talk about it but you don’t even know what to talk about. Or whatever you say sound the same, you seem to be using the same words over and over again.

You try to think straight but you just don’t seem to have the strength the and spirit too. You’re tired of pretending. And every slight thing has effect you.

roses are girls best friend?

Me? Cheong Ai Ling... never receive any flowers from any one before.
i'm actually crying now. i'm actually crying because my boyfriend gave me roses. not just roses but flowers. a bouquet of it.
i use to tel myself when i see others having flowers..flowers only ma. i also have them in my garden la..but when i held it in my hand. i don't know why, there is just this feeling.
and right now i'm actually crying because i received flowers.

27th august part ii

After my class, Bryan, me and Edwin were in plaza chatting and all sudden sayang came and ask me to follow him.

I was shocked and blur, confuse at the moment. So, I followed him.

Then, he walked to the entrance and ask me to turn around. I was stone and stun. In my heart, I thought he was coming with frost. Haha. Because that was what I have been asking for like….days…haha..

Then he ask me to turn back around, I saw him holding a bouquet of flowers. I was like…’omg..omg…omg…omg’

I couldn’t believe it. And the next minute I know, it was in my hand.

The roses were in my hand.

My hand.

27th august part i

Today, I feel it was one of the greatest day I’ve been in kl. In campus is more like it.

Today, I some how felt dressed differently. At first, I wore jeans and my pink top. Then, I realized that I haven’t been wearing my white pants since the last semester. So I changed to my white pants. Then, I realize that I can’t wear my shoes, I need to wear my heals. So I took my silver heals which suited my outfit most. Then, I suddenly realize that I can’t carry my nike bag, so I had to change to my pink fluffy bag, and hold a few books. And voila! There I was all ready to go. With my camera because I had photography class today.

some random thing i do to kill my boredom

1. Do you like chinese food?
- still ok with it. some of them are really good.

2. How big is your bed?
- er...super single at home and single at hostel..

3. Is your room clean?
- are you asking about my hostel or the one at my house?

4. Laptop or Desktop computer?
- crappy 3rd-hand laptop..gonna change to mac book pro end of year..=]

5. Favorite comedian?
- not any specific one so far..

6. Do you smoke?
- No..

7. Does anyone like you?
- of cz..=] sayang likes and loves me the most.

8. Whats the sexiest thing about
Condoleeza Rice?
- who??

10. Sleep with or without clothes on?
- hey! isn't this suppose o be a secret?

11. Who sleeps with you every night?
- one big family, patrcik, footy, snuffles, snufflies, stitches, blanky, pilly, and all my pillows and bolsters..=]..sayang too..

12. Do long distance relationships
work?
- are you asking about me or an opinion? but overall it depends on both sides.

13. How many times have you been
pulled over by the police?
- you kidding? never!!

14. Pancakes or French Toast?
- i can go with both...but who's making them?

15. Do you like coffee?
- nope. never really sat and enjoy.

16. How do you like your eggs? -
- well, depends on when i eat them and with what..^^

17. Do you believe in astrology?
- yes..i'm a believer..

18. Last person you talked to on the
phone?
- sayang

19. Last person on your missed call
list?
- sayang

20. What was the last text message you
received?
- i love you from sayang..^^

21. McDonalds or Burger King?
- well, i never had Burger King back in Ipoh. so i'll go with McD

22. Number of pillows?
- haha..my mom often says my my bed has no place for me cz it's all pillows..3 big 3 small.

23. Last thing you ate?
- sweets..

24. Last thing you bought?
- food for me to survive in the hostel.

25. What are you hearing right now?
- hilarry duff- stranger..nice song..^^

26. Pick a lyric?
- come what may from the movie

27. What kind of jelly do you like on
your PB & J sandwich?
- jelly? hmm.. let's say my parents were strict so i don't know what's that.

28. Can you play pool?
- yes..

29. Do you know how to swim?
- definately..

30. Favorite ice cream?
- wow...don't torture me by asking me to pick..choc chip, sherbet and so many more..

31. Do you like maps?
- what kins of maps are you talking about?

32. Tell me a random fact:
- errr...love is a very beautiful thing?

33. Ever had a hard on at work?
- of cause...

34. Ever attend a theme party?
- yes..=]..love it...

35. Ever do a leg stand?
- a what???

36. Craziest place you've slept after
a night of drinking?
- haha..does the toilet sound crazy??

37. What is your favorite season?
- winter...it's the best..

38. What is the first music video you
ever saw?
- haha... if i'm not mistaken..it should be spice girl..but not sure which song..

39. Pick a movie quote:
- oh snap!!

40. Favorite quote:
- hehez....=]..i don't know?

41. What is your favorite hangout? -
- are you asking back in ipoh or here? anywhere with sayang..

42. Best friend's name?
- bryan..^^..mun ee..^^..xian..^^..sayang

43. How long have you known them? -
- bryan and sayang..months..mun ee and xian..years..

44. Last time you laughed at something
stupid?
- haha..define stupid..

45. What time did you wake up this
morning?
- 12 smth?

46. Wake up next to anyone?
- patrick!!=]

47. Best thing about winter?
- white snow covering the yard before the snow-shovel comes..

48. Name a couple of favorite colors:
- black, white, red, pink, blue

49. How old are you?
- gonna be 18 soon..sadly

50. What month is your birthday in?
- september

51. Do you think pirates are cool or
overrated?
- no comments

52. What are you doing this weekend?
- going back to my hometown...it's independent day!

53. Who will take this survey?
- someon who is as bored as me..haha

calling it a day

here another week coming.
I just finish my story for my comic..
and i have to start drawing them..neatly..and fill in with colors..
presentation is not the 7th of september...
might say still got time..
but do u think so?
it's not so easy o..
haha..
but lucky my storyline is done..
too bad i don't have a proper table to do my work..
or even space..
a neat comfy place also i don't have..
poor me..
food ain't reli good too..

what have i eat today?
i woke up at 12.
ate some bread at 3. at 6 i fried 4 sausages.
yup..and i've been eating sweets and biscuit the whole time..
well, that's my food life here..
what do u expect?
when u don't have a car.
you can't go out.
*sigh*
and you are just hoping for the frost and sandwich your boyfriend will one day give u.

i can and will die if i continue with the food like this.
please don't ask me to cook because i can't.
it's just so disgusted
i just can't go on.
i'm really really very sorry.

well, today..
i did something reli crazy..
REALLY extremly crazy..
I CUT MY OWN HAIR..
it wasn't much different.
but i just took a scissors and snip snip snip..
haha...
I really need a new hair-do.
i badly need a new hair-do.
i just need the cash to do it.
damn it.
*sigh*...
i hate my hair!
I hate my hair!
i hate my hair!
hate hate hate hate hate hate hate!!!
ugh..
i hate it so much..
it grows so slow and it doesn't satisfy me..

Then i remove my nail-polish which was red and painted it silver.well, i'm really very sorry that the camera isn't very good..
i wanna get a digi cam..
a small and compact one..
haha

what should i do now?
i'm just gonna post this.
then i'll get a nice hot bath..
then i'll wait till my hair dries..
then i'll go get my beauty sleep..
then i'll just call it a day..
^^

i've finish

FINALLY!!!
i have finish my story..oh my god..
i have finally finish it..haha..
so god damn happy...^^

the toilet is not working agthe hell am i stuck with again!!!
oh my god!!!
why la my unit??
gosh....
i'm gonna sue this place one day..haha..
hostel then say..??
geez..

i'm half and slightly more done in my story.

I've done sketches for my comic too.

really really very rough sketches.

i'm currently watching a show about Princess Diana.
pity isn't it?
i am watching about her. It says that she has been followed by paparazi for 15 years..
wow...imagine..millions and millions and trillions of pictures.
Some even have thousand of books..with pictures..only pictures.
wow...what else? she never had her own privacy and she never had any ugly picture.

She just reminds me of those 60's or 70's prom queen.
mayb it's because of her hair..
haha..

anywayz, miss sayang alot..
i want frost...

a few pictures

That is sayang with a rose.
we were at Mdm. Kwan's at KLCC..

sayang with his little pets...
cute?
haha... we were at the small little park near sayang's house.
really brings a smile to our face..

who would ever thought that we would still be playing with these?
and go hyper and happy?
those little innocent children who play,
and do not need to worry about anything..=]

another sunday

so here i am.

another sunday.

i feel so dead.

msn is having some freaking virus. so i just signed off..

sorry friends..

i am here trying to do my work..

but so far i've done nothing...

i woke up at 12plus today and realized that my gum is swollen..

T_____________T

i want to cry..

it's because my wisdom teeth is growing. the gums are hurting...

my stomach is graving for sandwich and frost...

i feel so restless..

i'm sick...

with flu...

dammn it...

and i miss my sayang alot...

bored

bored i am here..

sitting and watching tv..

*sigh*

someone please help me here.
omg...
i reli dunno how to say and tell already..
i'm so pissed and angry..
i just want to yell out to the balcony and cry.
but why am i holding back??
because i'm telling myself i'm strong and i'm being strong.

why is this happening to us?
god please help me.
what am i suppose to do?

stop telling him to think.
would somebody tell him that he doesn't have to keep repeating about his good intentions..
i know.
we all know...
*sigh*

lee ming yew just killed me

i'm dead here..

no more knowing what this world is.

i don't think i know what is black and white anymore..

my boyfriend, lee ming yew has just killed me.

what have i been doing???i ask myself

really, sometimes i do wish i would stop wasting my time.

Today, the whole day i have been trying to do my comic. Editing is not an easy thing to do.

That's what i can say.

So, what have i been doing?

Watching tv, playing with Patrick, cooking, watching tv...
So that's just me and patrick..hehez...cute and adorable right?*perasannya*
sayang got patrick for me that day...^^
it has been with me for long time..even to campus..

so sad

*sigh*
would you please stop thinking?
*sigh*
please just remember what i've said..
i'm just tired..

skely??

well, that's me, brya, jang, gerald and edwin with skely the skeleton..haha...
it was life drawing and we had to draw it..^^

stuck with default fonts

ok, so i gotta be stuck with this fonts..

i'm cook with it.

i just can't use my other small century gothic fonts anymore..

so sad.

two movies...

Today, I was having Creative Studies. I am so tired.

I have to finish my comic but I’m still here sitting and watching tv..

Haha..

I spent the whole afternoon with sayang. We watched Devil’s wear prada. Wow, I finally got to see the show..^^

Then we watched rat-ta-toi-ee…hehez..^^.

Both also very paris..hehez…lovely..

Well, I’m glad that I spend the day with sayang..=]

fantasy???

Wow… I feel so young again..

I was flipping through the channel and I stopped at TV3, because they were showing Harry Potter and the Sorcerer Stone..haha..i’m going to watch it..^^

Wow…I’m doing my work here and watching it..hehez….

internet at hostel

Well, for now, I’m using Geralds account to online.

Went to the registry today. They said gonna change to streamyx.

Well, hope it changes fast and well, because this is a hostel and how are we going to do our work?

Damn…

a second of me

I’m so bored…
this is me now, in my living room.
laptop, and I’m watching tv..quite interesting, but I don’t know what show it is. Who can tell me what show is it?
Wednesday night, NTV7 and it’s 9.10pm..
haha….
see Patrick? He’s with me all the time…^^

I’m suppose to do my work…but here I am….*sigh*

some random pictures..

Patrick..=]..sayang bought it for me today..
I saw it today and I was so excited and I ran over to the glass, the next thing I knew, sayang was in the shop paying…I’m so touched..=] thank you sayang.=’]

Sayang holding patrick in A&W..=] so cute…^^

I went to Popular with sayang while Bryan they all were at speedy. I saw that they were having offers, so I got this two books..i wanted to get more..but was running out of cash…got budget..

I got a new cover for my phone. SE W850i.
It has an angel there and it is white..please pray I dun get it dirty..=]

i was with sayang in the studio yesterday, and I was drawing this. It was more like doodling..it’s the bunnies in a club..haha

Taken outside the studio, that’s out cafeteria..
big? Crowded and HOT!!! Why can’t they put it into indoor, with air-con, then maybe they should open a mall..^^

I wrote that on my hand in 1U yesterday, cause sayang was scared I dunwan him. So I wrote there. “ this girl belongs to Jonathan Lee Ming Yew” ^^

My two turtle work..haha…it was so random…
Thanks Bryan..for the help you gave today..

honwy, sayang.
i love you very much..
i appreciated spending time with you.
i thank you for patrick..=]
i love you...^^

i feel like i'm dead

Today was quiet a day.

I’m so tired and exhausted.

Msn ain’t working now.

*sigh* I’m suppose to be doing my work but I ran out of inspiration.

I just feel so damn lazy.

Sometimes these lecturer just put so much pressure on you until you don’t know what you are doing anymore.

Today I hang out with sayang again.

Unfortunately I forgot to beig my wallet..*sigh*

Right now, I’m so tired..

Been brainstormin about my problems..

Ish.. but so far, what I came out is, as long as I stay n desa, the problem can’t be solved..

I’m so tired of being the strong one.

a boring afternoon

Today was another day. What do you expect?

Had photography lessons today and sat next to Edwin and Jang. We all have our camera’s except Gerald.

Assignments were given today and we are given two weeks to take those pictures..*sigh*..somehow I just feel lost.

After class, we waited for sayang to finish his class then we went to streetmall to eat lunch. Could not finish my plate of chao kuai teow..

After that we went back to hostel. Spend some time there until 1.45pm, followed Bryan back to campus and sayang stayed at my room.

Class was hell and boring.

We were sleepy and bored..me and Bryan were just doodling behind…

Then I went back following Kevin, and then spend more time with sayang till he went home.

We watched 200 pounds beauty.^^

i'm not fat!!!

So, I wasn’t here for a night. At least, I did not have to be there for so long.
anywayz, I ate a lot when I was gone. Damn… but at least, I don’t have to be the one paying.

Hey..i don’t eat doesn’t mean I don’t like eating.

Well, my dad use to say I’m the biggest eater among the children, but as I grow up I realize I was ‘bigger size’ so I cut down.

Right now, as long as I have money, I eat. Haha.. I don’t care. Because I know that if I am so desprate, there is always London body shaping, or all the funny funny products to cut away those fats..hehez..

I’m not fat, other’s are just thin..haha..

Ok, why am I even saying this? Well, at least it’s positive thinking..haha…that’s good news to sayang. Right? ^^ hehez..

another outing day

Today was another outing day,

Went to 1u again. With sayang ofcz.

We left campus at 12 and reached at 3. we took the bus, all the waiting and so, that’s why so long, ate at chicken rice shop and we watched two movies.

Rush hour 3 and Evan almighty.

Both shows were hilarious. Quite empty too. So, we laughed quite loud. Haha.

Anywayz, we got a student price. It’s the first I’m actually using student price here. Haha

Anywayz, just got home, tired.

Trying to keep it short.

Don’t want to bored u guys.

Honey, I love you.
I had a great time today.
just hope nothing would change between us.
I really love you.
I want things to work between us.

Currently listening to Umbrella-Rihanna

My mouse ain’t working anymore.T______T

please trust me...i'm trying my best

I’m trying my best here.

I really am.
The reason I’m keeping quiet it’s because I don’t want to make things worst.
I had this same feeling in the previous relationship, and I was told to voice out,
We ended up having an argument,
Everyday,
I tolerated,
With his way of talking to me.
Right now, it’s not your way of talking,
But I only beg you not to think so much.
Life would be so much better if you think positive things.
It is worth making yourself sad when you can be happy?
I’m trying my best here,
And I hope you understand,
It’s not that I am not tolerating,
But I just hope you would stop making me tolerating before the worst happens.

In my previous,
I have been tolerating,
Day by day,
I kept it to myself,
And one day,
I just released it at him.
Yelling at him and leaving him.
And yet, he still did not budge and said it was my fault,
Said I was responsible,
But how much did he know?
Does he know how much I have been tolerating?

Honey,
I want you to know,
Because I don’t want you to go one day and misunderstand what we’ve done for each other.
I want you to know how much I’m sacrificing for you,
I want you to know how much I’ve done for you.
I want us to appreciate what we’ve done for each other.
I want my dreams to come true.
The reality is just there
Waiting for time to come.

Sayang,
I love you.
Sayang,
I need you.

Never I thought a dream of mine where I have packed and give up hope,
Dumped in a box and under my bed for years,
Coverd with dust and cobwebs
Is finally taken out by you.
Do you know how big a thing it is for me?
I have been told that dreams are just dreams.
I have been said I’m here is a waste of my parents money,
Who ever says that to their own girl?
But you? You take me, and everything from me.
You love me for who I am.
You treated me differently the way others treated me.
I trusted you the day I met you because the deepest darkest secret was told by you to me.
What can I do to gain your trust?
Please tell me.
Because I really love you.

sayang

honey,
how are you?
very sorryi miss you very much..
i'm really very sorry that i can't chat with you 24 hours today,
i mean,
not that i can't..
but not instantly..
cz i'm doing my work..
kinda rushing.
because i have to hand in tomorrow.
i do hope you understand.
muakzx
i'll always love you my darling.

A day with heals

This morning, I woke up at 7.30. As usual I will snooze it. Then when I saw, it was 7.56 am. I though I was late, i jumped out of bed, and then I realized that I thought it was 8.56 am.

Took quite some time to think what to wear, I always seem to be out of fashion and not know what to wear.

So, I got ready and went to Kev’s place, and then we went to campus.

I was out of credit, and I could not tell my darling, felt so bad.

Met up with my darling before class then I headed for the flight of stairs to go up. Haha. Poor me.

We had design studies. Check out my xanga to know about it.

So, I hanged out with darling in Wing’s café, was kinda restless. Don’t know why. *sigh*. But I was tremendously happy and glad that I was able to spend time with my darling.

So, went back to class at 2 and then ended like 3.15pm. searched for darling and he passed me his laptop, then I sat at the courtyard and do my work. After that, when he finish, we headed to hostel and spent time here.

Fell asleep again. Omg. I just wanna sleep. I’ve been so restless and could not sleep so well. Anywayz, sayang just went back, I am gonna do my work and wait for him on msn.

Honey,
I love you so much.
I had a great time today with you.
hopefully we will be able to learn swing.
hehez. Then we can tell the whole world we can swing.=]
I can pounce for all I want.
hehez.
you’re mine..

Currently listening to
I don’t wanna miss a thing-Aerosmith

crazy people part ii

Well, here we are again.

Sometimes I feel like I am staying in a rock concert hall more than a hostel.

What the fuck is wrong with these people? Geez..

Something must be out of their ming.

Screaming like that,

Especially those FELDA malays..

Get a life!

Like some bunch of monkeys.

Even monkeys are tamer than them..

Ish..

They start singing and hitting their bloody kompang.

Ask the security to lock them up in a room la.

They should have a cellar here.

Gosh..

crazy peopl part i

Again those freaks are yelling and making noises.

Yelling at the whole hostel again!!

What the hell is wrong with them?

Do they really need to release their stress and tension in that way?

Jesus Christ! Send someone to stop them! It’s just annoying!

Those freaks are just across my window!

And people ask me why am I thinking of moving out..

Puh_lease….with noise like this. I must well stay at the market..

jealousy

Sometimes I really wonder what the fuck is wrong with these people.

Just because people don’t have things u have.

They get jealous,

Don’t let them effect u.

Can you? Please?

ignored i am

*sigh*

sometimes I feel that I am being ignored.

Being the only girl in the group is nothing wrong?

But being ignored is something..

Or am I just being sensitive?

*sigh*

friggin malays

Sometimes I really wonder what is in their mind.

They start screaming for no good reason.

What’s up with the loud crash and bangs?

I hate the malays.. I don’t give a damn if you’re going to say I’m racist or what.

This is one thing not good about staying in the hostel.

*sigh*

I so wanna puke everytime I use the toilet!

Because my friggin toilet is built in a way that it can’t be used well.

I wonder who the friggin constructor is.

I’m tired and I’m going to sleep soon

Honey, I love you
muakzx..
I will never forget you,
and you are the one I want.=]

Currently listening to
Avril Lavigne-Keep holding on.

friggin internet

So, internet wasn't working for the past day...

Ish...

so unfair...

made me got stuck and not knowing what to do..

to think about it.

i've got so many friggin useless assignments..

*sigh*

lazy to do themm..

just waiting for my darling to help me..

and waiting for my darling to force me to do too...*hint*hint*

hehez...

internet just came back..yay...but msn is so fuc**** up...ish...

still can't chat with my darling...

bryan, how do you do your profile?

honey, i miss you alot.
sorry that msn isn't working well.
i really miss you alot.
too bad i can't see you tomorrow.
but i will see you on wednesday right?
love you,

where's the current??

No electricity for 2 hours.

Just came back.

3.45 pm
Sunday afternoon.

bored

Bit bored here today, wanna start my work. I have two friggin journals to work on. But I’m so lazy to start. Haha.. cz I need sayang to help me print out some stuff first..hehez…hopefully sayang don’t mind.=]

3.30pm
Sunday afternoon.
currently listening to ipod shuffle.

part iii of a long exhausting day

My darling picked me up from butterfly park yesterday morning. And then we went joy-riding.=] he took many pictures of the buildings and landmark. We went to sungai wang to eat at hot mama’s.

My darling was so cute and adorable. Hehez. He was telling me a story, about him in the past. I really pity him. So sad..sayang, I take revenge for you ya.=]

Whole day I was with him. So happy. Then I came back to hostel with him. Had some private time with him and then he left.

part ii of a long exhausting day

I had to stay over a night in Uncle Brian’s place as it was too late and I can’t go back to hostel alone. So, I slept on the floor. While mom and Candy slept on the bed.

Did not really sleep well that night
1. I’m sleeping on the floor.
2. only on four big pillows.
3. the pillows were dusty.
4. my mom was there.

So, I woke up a few times at night. Recently I just have weird dreams of frightening dreams. Wonder what’s wrong with me. *sigh*

I actually pulled myself up at 8 in the morning, my mom was already up, got ready and so on. Was about 8.45. then I just sat in the living room and typed another msg with my darling’s dopod. [a msg for him]

So, I really wonder what he thought about it.

Then, uncle B came down about 9.15 and we left the place for butterfly park there. We reached in half-an hours time and then we went to the food court there to eat nasi lemak. My darling had not come yet, so I went into the butterfly park and saw Bryan with Edwin. Kevin they all got lost, so, they did not go there.

part ii of a long exhausting day

I had to stay over a night in Uncle Brian’s place as it was too late and I can’t go back to hostel alone. So, I slept on the floor. While mom and Candy slept on the bed.

Did not really sleep well that night
1. I’m sleeping on the floor.
2. only on four big pillows.
3. the pillows were dusty.
4. my mom was there.

So, I woke up a few times at night. Recently I just have weird dreams of frightening dreams. Wonder what’s wrong with me. *sigh*

I actually pulled myself up at 8 in the morning, my mom was already up, got ready and so on. Was about 8.45. then I just sat in the living room and typed another msg with my darling’s dopod. [a msg for him]

So, I really wonder what he thought about it.

Then, uncle B came down about 9.15 and we left the place for butterfly park there. We reached in half-an hours time and then we went to the food court there to eat nasi lemak. My darling had not come yet, so I went into the butterfly park and saw Bryan with Edwin. Kevin they all got lost, so, they did not go there.

part i of a long and exhausting day

It’s been a few days I did not blog. I’m sorry.

On Friday, I went to school as usual. We had a presentation on our comic story line. *it was really hilarious*

Then, I finish at 12 plus and met my darling at One World. Sat a while and went to KLCC by bus, train and legs. Haha..

We were like spies on mission, with our alert eyes. Because it turned out that my mom was there too..=_____________________=….she came down to kl unexpectedly.

So, spend the entire lovely day with my darling even though we were both tired. Then after all the drama with my mom, I ended up in KLCC waiting for my mom.

Two hours later, she came. In the mean time, my brother and dad kept calling me time to time. ish..made me got stuck listening to convo I only say yes or no and I could not msg my darling.

Then, I was told to survey around KLCC to find for my canon camera. So, I did, another drama with my uncle and finally we made a decision to get it in KLCC..[wise choice huh???*haihz* but what can I do?]