sat night.

Last sat, hubby came back to KL. and i went out to Shanice, Shaney and Shanelle that night. (theyhave such nice name) especially Shanelle, it just reminds me of Chanel. HAHAHAAAA.

So, anyway, went jj. bought like...stuff. hahaaa. it's been a while since i went shopping. ^^Shanelle and me. >.<

me and shanice [with damn mengamuk face]

Sooooooo, after that, shanelle suggested to go RiverBank for yum cha. haha. goodness. it was a saturday night and i thought it'll be full. turns out rum jungle is under renovation. Nowonder people who are at riverbank are those who yum cha and eat only. HAHAA. Dj on leave also. Shanelle knew rum jungle was under renovation. HAHAA. if not i'll be so confused.

Me, shanice, shaney(the really quiet one)

HAHAA. it's been a while since i've been out with girls. ;D

hehez.random.

advantage of hubby's laptop.
it's HD TV-able.
HAHAHAAA.xD
so, look at him just using the tv screeen. compared to the laptop is..
so big difference. ;DD
(hubby's looking at our picture)

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i just love how you crawl into my life and bring light into it.

happy birthday grandpa.!

weee..:DDD
last sunday it was grandpa's birthday
(i know.i know. i'ts kinda late update right? hahaaa)
but just some random picture for carol.

As usual, they argue around where to stand and where to sit.
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i kinda feel it looks like a wedding cake to me. HAHAHAAA

finally.

weee>.<
after one whole day of wiggling and installing and wiggling again.
i've finally got windows XP on my mac. with the vista theme. HAHAAA> ;DDDD

cz i formatte my mac. so i'm kinda reinstalling most stuff here and there.
hehez. feel so wuliao. but darn happy. ;DDD
playing around in windows till i get a little bored then i'll go back to mac. HAHAAAA

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loving the feeling of smth new.

me.mac

i just reformatted my mac.
after i back up everything into my new baby.drive. ;DD
it's as fast as new. weeee

then i installed windows xp into it..
hahaaa.
so i now have BOTH mac and windows on my lappie.

NEXT.
i'm gonna put vista themes into my xp.
HAHAHAAAA..
so i have a stable 'vista'. ;D

me.love

i FINALLY got me lovely external harddisk. ;D
look look look!!!. hehez. there's 3 colors. but red was out of stock.
i got the pearl white one instead. ;DDDDDDDDDD

isn't it just lovely?
i'm gonna take a picture of the one I HAVE.
hehez.
it's the exact same one. hehez. just that is more..photography looking.

weee.

HAHAHAAAAAAA

went for another shopping spreee. :DDDD

well, not really shopping spree la.

but i bought this pair of yellow pants. hahaaa.

hubby! i din follow u a!

just that i like the material and the cutting. 

also bought stuff from skinfood,

watson,

MPH.

and small stuff here and there.

hehez. 

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i love you hubby. =]

new.brower

was going through downloads.com to see what's new and something i can use.

and found something call OmniWeb. reminds me of OMNIA. hahaa. it's another browser like safari and firefox. ;DDDD.

so i'm testing it on on blogging here. weeeee>.<

Just came back from hubby house. and...poor hubby so sleepy. hehez. but i kept disturbing. probably after i left hubby feel very quiet and not use to it leeeee...haha. but so quiet he can fall asleep. 

*being so random*

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dinner tonight. don't want to go. but mom's been fussing ALOT. it gets on my nerve that she calls me and ask me to go home. to do what?? nothing! so she won't be alone! go sign up for some yoga class! or baking class! make more friends la! so don't have to stick to me all day long. mind you. i'm not being disrespectful or anything. just...not someone that likes her mom to stick around all day long bugging into my life and nagging every single thing about it..

dad:''you know recently newspaper have been all about accidents, burgular, rapist, kidnapping''

girl:''it's everywhere dad!''

Dad:'' just becareful!''

Girl:'' i know..i know..''

mom:" stop giving me that tone.''

girl:" what tone? ''

mom:" you talk as if you don't want to talk!''

girl:''............"(what? i never say anything at all!)

mom:'' we're just warning you and ask you to be careful!''

girl:'' i know! and you've said that a thousand times. saying it a thousand times doesn't mean that i won't get raped or molested! if the person is eyeing it and wants t so badly, he will do anything for it!''

Mom:'' (pissed off) you dress like a prostitude exposing here and there. that's asking people to rape you!''

Girl:'' excuse me??at least i don't dress like your eldest daughter okay!''

Mom:'' Those men will pick you over her! that's why i'm protective over you! ''

Girl: stands up "do you see me exposing my boobs or butt NOW?'' (wearing shorts and t-shirt)

Mom:'' you could wear long pants, cover up your legs!"

Girl:'' in THIS WHEATER?? this is hot! 100 degress here! not winter, no snow!''

mom getting really pissed off.

Dad:'' girl, listen to you mom!" (saying it so mom won't get mad)

Girl: (tolerate)

Mom:'' if you wear covering up clothes. and stay at home. don't go out so much. people won't see you! and things won't happen to you!. no kidnap! no accident! no rapping!

........

girl goes to her room and slams the door

''wow.. no going out will prevent me from accident and rapping? robbing and things? what if the burgular came to the house? rape me? kill me? what if i sat in the living room and a car smash into the living room and kill me! this is not the golden ages. this is the millenium years!!!!''

girls really pissed off..

yor!! and yet, you all say i never talk to you. when you can't have a simple conversation with me! everything is about you! everything you say is correct. what we say is immature and little kids. Do you THINK we would talk to you? do you THINK we would want to tell you things and listen you say ''you shouldn't do that! it's wrong!''. Everysingle road you drive, you follow every single rule. and when people horn at you, you blame people, when you are driving in the middle of the road. and you expect ME to treat you like a friend???

i'm bemused. 

i.love

sleeping in the middle of the night where i receive a chinese msg from hubby.

and as usual.... it isn't perfect . HAHAA> xD. so after guessing for.......16 hours. i finally found out what it is written:

越来越爱你，爱到发神经，神经到要娶你。
我都不知到我自己写什么，我给你猜。
哈哈哈哈哈。我真的很爱张爱玲一生一世。

omg. how sweet that is.. i just can’t stop loving him.

update.

remember the day hubby suprised me by coming to KL? ;DDD
well here are some pictures of that day.

for dinner. we went to JOGOYA. hahaa.
i din take much pictures. due to lack of camera.
but i will when i go next time. ;D

Just look at him goobling up the food. HAHAA..

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The day before that, we went to pyramid (a.g.a.i.n)

hehezz. hubby look so cute. he was staring at the fish. xD

small little nemo's..

isn't he just cute? =] *wink*

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i sudden realize.my blog is bout hubby. and things that make me happy? hubby.
omg. i'm so crazy for u baby.
pls don't scold me for posting it.
I just want the whole world to know i love you,
and i hope that you know that.

your smile just puts my trouble away.

to go or not to go.

I want to go to singapore. *sigh*. after all this time. i finally got what i wanted. what i wished.
But yet. it's not how i wanted.
a school field trip??? well, it would be fun if i had friends going with me.
._____.

so near yet so far.

we are allowed to bring other people as well. RM175 per person though.

i've told my parents about it. but HEY!

i got an idea. but being really naughty.....

i.picture

i'm having 2 photography subjects this semester.
omg. it is fun. but it is really tiring.
pictures being banned
and banned
again over and over again.

They say, ''the hardest in photography is to create a simple image''

(image above belongs to gackys =p)

.stuck.

i seriously feel like a kid whining that you don't bring me out anymore.

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i suck. at my work. and at my own. i'm so friggin lazy.. that i just am lazy to do my own work. no inspiration at all.
*sigh*.

tell me what to do.

.bored.

This is how i feel.

.bored.

shocked.

i love surprises.. especially if it was given from hubby.

Yesterday, hubby kept telling me that he's not coming to KL. and i kinda fuss about it a while, and then i didn't want to tsay more as i didn't want him to think i'm making a big deal out of it. SOOooOOOOO, carrying a heavy heart, i just ignore him and accepted the fact i won't be seeing him till friday.

THEN, today, he msg'ed. so, i was actually sleeping, but didn't want to ruin the conversation so i replyied saying yes.anything? then he asked me to clean the house. Frankly speaking, i DID clean the house before he called, so anything, i decided to clean it MORE. then when i finished cleaning i was in the room on my bed, when all sudden i heard them coming in. then, before i decided to go out. i heard hubby scream my name 'CHEONG AI LING!!!!!'. i was like. fucking omg. i was SOOooOOOOO happy.

omg. i sudden realize,
how deeply in love i am with hubby.
*sigh*
i'm just so helpless.

miss.you.like.crazy

Words can't express how i feel.
And i just feel so empty without you here.

All day long i keep thinking about you,
missing you like hell
and it's been torture to me.

Do you feel the same? i wonder.

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Hubby's not coming down to KL tomorrow=/. i don't blame him. traveling every week just gets u tired.
But i don't know why hubby don't let me come back on wed. Maybe also good la. i don't need to troublesome hubby.

awaiting for marcus to come to KL tomorrow. then i'll get windows on my mac.
WOHOOOOOOOO. was really thinking of getting vista. it just looks so lovely,
BUT, everyone's like. NO! get xp! not vista. hmmm. shall see how.
At the mean time, wondering whether or not to reformt my mac. it's been running REALLY slow.
i've only got about 20GB left of space. and i've used up almost 100GB space. ahhhhh.
i do really need an external hard disk.
But might have to wait for a week or two to get it.
Definately got to have one.
money. money,money.
* how i wish they grow on trees *

hard.to.let.go

it's just so hard. to let go and watch you leave. Though i know it's not like i'm not gonna see you again, but still, nobody's gonna play with me. Nobody's gonna tease me. Nobody's gonna ask me if i've eaten, or push me to bath. Or poke me saying i'm fat.
Even if there's somebody. NOBODY could ever replace you.

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i feel so cold here.
waiting for your call
as i sit, as i wait.
i want you.
All i need is you.

the big L overwhelming me.

ahhh..
Me being LAZY.
the big L has overwhelm me. GOD. *sigh*.
hubby's gone over to wangsa maju with his friends. me here doing work.
freezing to death.
covered up in a blanket.
finding things to munch on.
hugging both stitches and moo moo.
still couldn't believe what i did today.

BLAH.

change of luck

Doesn't this remind you of something? HAHAA xD
i want my da wu lu. hehezzz

hubby, finally a number of bad luck, has been convinced to cut his hair. HAHA. xD
from this.....

TO THIS> hahaaaa.
after months of long hair with him.
i sudden feel ...
haha. ok. i'm not gonna say it here. xD
but i LOVE your hair baby. =]
muakzx.
now hubby can spike his hair d. hahaaa

HUBBY!!!

Nomatter how far apart we are,
i'll always be in your heart
Whenever you need me,
Just look up to the sky,
and know i'll be there.

I'm in your arms and all the world is calm,
when i'm with you i feel alive,
it's a touch when i feel bad,
it's a smile when i get mad,
i learn something with you around.
Everyday i LOVE you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUBBY.
i love you forever and i know,
words can express all i feel about you.

*sigh*

trouble do always stick with me. i wonder if i'm jinxed. hubby's birthday is tomorrow, but....i SUCK. at this point. i wish i could kill me self.
NO wait.
why can't i be much more a better person than someone who just brings trouble and inconvenience to everyone?

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bad.day

where is the moment when you need it the most.


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today has been another bad day for us. so unlucky for hubby. But as people say. luck turns. So, i pray and hope and KNOW that hubby's luck will be better.

i.suck

=/.. being really gloomy right now..
BLAH..
why am i like this?
i just feel so fucking bad, fucking useless, worthless.

why can't i be perfect for you?

decided.i

i've finally decided that an iPhone isn't really what i want.
but the design does really attract me.
Well, unless if i get it for a really low price.
OR
i get for FREEE. HAHAAA.

after long time consideration,
i felt that the iPhone isn't what i really want.
firstly,
THERE ISN"T ANY BLUETOOTH.
secondly,
THERE'S ISN'T ANY 3G CAMERA
thirdly,
I CAN'T DO A HORIZONTAL SMS
forthly,
NOT ALL APPLICATIONS ARE FREE
fifth,
THERE'S NO EXTERNAL MEMORY.
sixth,
NO VIDEO!!
seventh,
IT'S TOO EXPENSIVE.
eight.
WHAT HAPPENS IF SMTH IS WRONG????
ninth,
IT DOES NOT CENSOR FINGERNAILSSS....
tenth,
IT DOES NOT FIT TOTALLY WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR.

thought, the SAMSUNG OMNIA,
which i have been eyeing before.
it's expensive.
but for the price i'm paying.
i feel it's worth it.
my own organizer,
my own PDA.
with 5.0 mp auto-focus camera,
front camera too. so i can have 3G!!!. =]
it's alluminium,
it's slim. 1.25cm.
i can touch with my fingernail. wohooo.
i can type horizontally.
it's windows.
well, i think it's fair.
that my laptop is mac and my phone will be windows.. HAHAHAAAA

050309

went back to uni for photo-shooting session yesterday.
bored le..

i wonder why they use the white background instead of colored one.
i really wanted the black one.
but i'm not in charge. hahaa.

This is what happens when one picture is taken.
everyone just gather around and look at it. hahaa.
all the ooohhss and the aaahhhhs.

the big reflector.

after that, hubby took so long to come. that i fell asleep.
HAHAAA

040309

i am quite a good student. ^^
look at my notes. hahaaaa.
but i was so boredd.

look how sunny it is. *sigh*
that guy in front is a random guy who got in the way. hahaa.

four myvis' there. HAHAA.
i took the risk to park at the slope.
cz there wasn't any parking space in there.
made me walk so far. *sigh*

i.crave.

STRAWBERRIES!!!!!

i want strawberries... T_T
how i wish i have them now..

Don't you just LOVE strawberries. =)

where am i.

i feel useless. that hubby is having his exam's tomorrow and i can't do anything to make him feel better.


i wish i could help.
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Too lazy to do my research. but still. yet. lazing around.
hubby's asleep. supposingly taking a nap.
it just hurts to wake him up.
seeing him asleep.
is the most beautiful thing.
like a baby in my arms..


ANYWAYZ,
hubby made me cry today.
well, he didn't treat me badly or anything.
and i know he did it on purpose.
well, i wasn't crying at first, i was screaming.
u know when u're restless, like a baby.
and u're stuck at a position.
you just feel so restless and i jsut cried.
cz i was just SO ReSTLESS at that position. and he didn't let go just to see how i would react.
=/

but he did cheer me up later on.
i got ice-cream. HAHAAA...
i'm finishing hubby's cornetto.

make more better.

my lecturer says
'Now next procedure is next and research you next week explain to me'

.________.
i'm speechless. HAHAAAA..
what he wanted to say was 'Now, next thing go home do your research and present it in class next week''

how perfect my lecturer is.

and he also says 'it's normal and put that make more nicer ... you can get the better what you want.''

i had to guess what he's teaching the whole lecturer.....

untouched.

the urge to just leave.

disappointed with everyone. and i thought you would be there to comfort me. Although you did not disappoint me. but instead, u left me crying. untouched.

What ever did i do? To deserve this?

To think of the times that i tried to be good and changed. but YET, you all still look at me the same way.

There isn't any faith, loyal, love and especially trust.

If you insist that there is. I'm SoRRy. i don't feel it. and don't blame me for not feeling it or being sensitive for not knowing it. If you actually know that i'm sensitive. maybe you should be more considerate to show more to me.

I've tolerated enough. and enough IS enough.