i dunno what i'm feeling inside.
emo?
sad?
hurt?

i know, i feel isolated in this world...
where am i?
i do not know where i stand.
i do not see me in a mirror.
it hurts so bad deep inside,
that i sometimes wonder,
should i be here?

when you wander of with her,
my heart felt angry.
this jealousy is what i felt,
i told myself there's nothing going on
but thoughts and wonders kept coming in.
I felt lonely,
i ask myself,
should i be there?
should even be existing?
how important i am to you?

i love you and that's all i know,
silently being behind you,
and sometimes wondering,
do you see me there.

I don't know what to do.
all i know
everyday
i'm falling deeper and deeper for you...