Look what i found

haha. such random pictures i still have. xD
Photographer was Carol.

Taken in New Zealand in 2006.

More

i need to take more pictures of my and hubby. >.<

internet sucks

T___T. internet SUCKs badly. raise your hand those who agree with me...=/

It's so badly i can't blog properly, can't play facebook properly, can't surf the net properly, can't download stuff nicely and face. T_T. argh.


went for Dental appointment today. (i go every 2 to 3 months). and... the Dr finally told me i had a decay. T__T. wtf. i'm not pissed at haing a decay. is that. i told her like 6 months ago. she told me ''it's fine! your teeth are perfect!'' i'm like. ok.... Then, it still hurt whenever i eat or bite. 3 times she say it's fine. TODAY!!!! finally somewhere digging through my teeth. she said ''oh! there's decay there! you need a filling!''. i thought maybe ok! this is gonna be my 3rd filling.. i've done 2 before. Then, she sent me to the other dentist. And, when the other dentist looked at it. INSTANTLY, she said. oh! you have a bad tooth. Then, i'm like. yea. i was told. Then, she started drilling it. and this time. IT HURTS!!!!! i was tearing!!!! and she kept accidently hit my gum. i'm like...FUCK!!!!!!!!. i eyes were all red and teary. Then, carol and matthew started coming in. i had to hold back everyday. i was holding on to my hand, my fingers were deep into my skin to bear from the pain.
and then still more..i don't want to say or think about it.


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Yea, i've been eating alot of lollipops and sweets. But hubby's been stopping me. WHICHISGOOD. so, hubby. don't let me eat sweets k? T___T.
i so wanna cry now... feel so lonely.

Time Passing By

We never really notice how fast time passes by. One month has almost past by for 2009. wow. it's 30th of Jan already and it's the fifth day of chinese new year.

This year, it's much different. Somehow, things are. Maybe it's because there's me and my sister's bf. Parents seems to be different. Those days were all family and relative. Cousins going out for movies together and so on. Now, it's boyfriend time :D. Well, all my cousins and nieces aren't here either. Aivan came down from KL. and Hubby's in Ipoh too. But, jon's back. isn't staying long either. I think the second reason is that, school days are only One week. and some colleges and Uni's have only 2 or 3 days. *Do hope things get better within the days*


So, sitting here. randomy typing out this blog..waiting for hubby..xD> OH! he's here!

my love.

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you

written by Courtney Kucha.
but bringing the exact words from my heart.

Guilt kills

.___. i feel really bad for hubby. Seeing his unhappy face, i don't even know what to say or to do to make him feel better. =/.

Feeling so guilty and useless. i'm sorry.

KL

Me mom.

Me dad.

I wanted to buy this. But they didn't have it anymore. =/. the only size left was L.

So i got this cz i somehow found it cute. =]

such random poses.

i sudden realize i've got toooOOOOooo many pictures to load. i took like 500+ pictures.
check them on facebook then. HAHAHAAAA

:DD

Just came back from KL.

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It's the third day of Chinese New Year today :DDD. i went down to KL on monday afternoon. missing hubby so much. taken quite alot of pictures. HAHAA. so, i'll have to put them into different post. =]

On the first day, hubby came!!!! :DDDD.

The crowd. they were more people. don't know where they went. HAHAA> :DD

and hubby came. =]

Soon people left.

but hubby stayed with me.

Look at him and his kikapoo! :DD

I just kept taking his pictures. hahaa. i think was annoying him a bit. =]

Then he asked me to stop it.

But I DIDN"T CARE!!! :DDDDD
i still continue taking his pictures.

weeee ^^ ...
i love you so much hubby. =]
you really mde my day.

things that ruin my mood

church. WHO goes to church on chinese new years morning?
never in my 19 life!!!!!! What a way to start a chinese new year .__. just thinking about it piss me off.
It's not that i don't love you GOD, but... i just don't feel going church everyday is gonna help me with life. no offense to anyone out there also. but it's my opinion. I just went to church today, i'm going to go there again tomorrow?

Going to church just makes me hate it okay!! so, please. don't make me hate it.

Bad enough today was already a bad day. But lucky i got to see hubby a while which actually made my day much happier and better.


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sorry isn't anything to you, So you do you make a big fuss of it?

chinese new year here.

Chinese new year is here !!!! :DDD.. Just got back form KL yesterday, and mom woke me up at...9 this morning. sigh. she started to fuss around again.not letting me out. but i told myself. I DON"T CARE!. i'm going out. then at the end, she let me out too. hehezz..

waiting for hubby to come now..

Chinese new year a...i wanna see lion dance.. T_T.
i want to see those on sticks.. never seen those before. sigh. so sad.

but still waiting for the best part hehezzz *picture above*. :DD

home again

KL was...fun :DDD weeee. i ate ALOTTTT.. seriously. why do they need to have such good food. HAHAA. too bad i'm not like those skinny people who eat alot and STILL is skinny. sigh. hubby's been complaining about me perut buncit. T________T

On Thursday night, went to Sanctrury, First time been there. hubby brought me there. hehez. Chee Mun, joshan, daniel were there too with others (don't rmb names). Joshan got piss drunk. HAHAAAAA. Samantha too. but at least she could still walk. anyway,.. i wan's bored. =] *fun is always around with hubby there*

hehez :D how i love you hubby.. muakzxx

luck is with me :D

How lucky can i be?
The only cinema which still has Twilight. and it was the very last day that it's on also :D
And i can finally watch it with hubby .. weeee :D

We were suppose to eat Carl Junior, but then there's no time to eat due to the time delay finding for car park.
So, when we bought the food, it was already 9.15 and the movie starts at 9.20 :D
so we decided to stuff the food in my bag and sneak it in. HAHAAA.
then we went in to watch twilight.
hubby somehow din eat. xD. cz there were too many people there.
so there i was, watching twilight, eating my fav food. with my hubby next to be.
How happy i am. xD.
hubby do spoil me. =]

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So, i've been in KL since Tuesday. i came by bus. and it got hubby a lil worried and pissed off. *i think* hahaa.
i took a bus from ipoh to kl. expected it to reach puduraya bus station LIKE ALL BUS SHOULD!!!. Then, i reach KL at 12.30. went into town, then all sudden, the bus driver received a phone call and then he made a big turn, at first i thought maybe he left someone out and was going to pick him up. but NOOOOO, he stopped at Hentian Pudu, and ask all of us to get down.

O_o???? <--- this was how everyone looked like. question marks around their head. But then the bus driver told us that he's not sending us there cz the police were there and he'll get saman .___. so, we had to get down. Then after hubby and i were so confused and not knowing what to do. I finally found a rapid bus going to pudu.. this was the first i actually was glad there's rapid bus . :D so, after reaching there. i finally go to see hubby :DDD after.....2 weeks. weeee

diNNeR

Just came back from dinner. took some pictures with my crappy phone. :D
at least there's picture to blog about.
It could my blog more interesting. it's been kinda boring. *sigh*. i suck..

anyways,

Me and my mom. She randomly stood there. HAHAA> xD

i wore the blue dress cz hubby requested. hehez.

Then there's carol. who's been missing for ages.
Don't like taking pictures with her.
she makes me look fat
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but oh well..

Then , it's my parents. haha.
no comment *blink*blink*

to be continue ... ...

will edit this post with more picture because currently. Photoshop is lagging and not letting me edit my photo's smoothly, i can be quite impatient.
and there's like a few more. So, please wait. =]

Smile when you're happy

me going down to kl next week. on tuesday. WOHOOO!!! never been this exciting the whole holiday. well, except for new years. =]. hubby knows why.

I LOVE YOU HUBBBY!!!

god. i just wanna scream out at the roof top of jaya-jayco. HAHAAA

ok. NEw years resolution:
1) get better grades.
2) compose more songs
3) keep fit & get slimmer and nicer body
4) LOVE hubby more. >.<
5) don't be so stupid
6) work and earn more.
7) save money..

to be continue --- --- ---

can't think of any now already..

It's satuday night. Just came home from dinner at jj. at mcD. Spend jj with mom. she bought me two tops.
PADINI got sale a hubby!!! >.< *hint* weeeee :D

Then, dad went taiping in the afternoon and came back at....almost 12 midnight. it's 1.30 now gotta sleep cz tomorrow will have to wake up early early. hahaa

clumsiness

This is due to the clumsiness inside me. T__T.


i fell down the stairs..

A.G.A.I.N.


*sigh*. such a klutz right?

Right now it's swollen. internal and external bleeding together.
so lucky i don't have anything or anywhere to go. if not i'll die.
but have to be better by this sunday. got dinner.

soo..yea. speaking of dinner...
*sobs* to the dress...sigh

So near yet so far

The dress. So near, Yet so far. T_T.


bloody dress. why did u have to be so beautiful? Why did you have to fit perfectly?

blah..loving it but still can't get it. such sad case.

love

Love Quotes

Hubby's back in KL. it's been only..about 3 hours since i left his house and he left ipoh. and i missed him already. I don't know why. i wanted to cry when i was driving home. Well, not really, just the feeling only.

How can i stop loving you? It's just unexplainable.

update. :D

Finally, after days of neglecting to update. i'm back.

i applied yesterday (saturday) but i still have to go back to limkokwing i Feb to study another semester because i applied for the July intake and my dad doesn't want me to go so fast. mom's fussing around and so on. don't want to drag such a long story out..

ANYWAY, was thinking of gong down to kl to fix my laptop. Dad was ok with it. but mom made a fuss out of it A.G.A.I.N. *sigh* how bad can my days be?

hubby's been.....=]. hubby's going back to kl TODAY. TONIGHT. T____T. i'm gonna miss him badly.

Right now,
i jsut came back from church.
and i'm lying on my bed online, updating this and that. watching shows and so on. my maid is here cleaning up the room. and i feel really really really bad. cz ... i keep asking her to do this and that. HAHAA :D. nyiah~ >.<

Yes. this is my brother with POOKY on his head. hahaaa. xD.
it's just smth to make things..NOT SO BORING. :D

my blog seems so empty without any pictures. hahaa.

to my love

hubby,

I LOVE YOU.


baby.

here i come

tomorrow! i'll be applying for australia.. wee >.< and i hope everything goes along well..
HAHAHAAAA.. and i also hope that the uni sends my transcript by tomorrow...
if not..
i'll start calling and bugging A.G.A.I.N!!!!!!


so now, everyday. we're just praying in get in. =]

Busy Days

Been quite busy these few days. Preparing to apply to Australia maybe Tomorrow or Friday.

everyone....

PRAY FOR ME TO GET IN!!!. xD.

i don't want to spend another semester there. long story why. but.. i just don't want to. *sigh*.

gLoomy is here

grandfather was admitted to the hospital. cz he couldn't breath.

and i here i sit. felling really scared. Feel really really bad that i can't do anything to help. T_T.

wanted to talk to hubby about it this morning. But, something just made me hold back. So, i didn't. But now, i wish hubby would be here. so i can hug him. i miss you being around me hubby.

Mom and Dad just came back, and they're really unhappy. i asked how grandfather is. As usual, she just says it's ok. But Dad, he said ''Not really well.As he's old.'' That just didn't sound good. They weren't in the mood to talk. So, i just went back up.

And here i am. Trying to concentrade doing my work. i will....start soon.

Would you?

Hubby, Would you tell me a bedtime story?

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you gotta watch this show if you haven't. I didn't expect it to be that good.
i laughed so hard.
NO REGRETS watching this. xD

(below)
BUGSY!!!.xD
ain't he cute?

E.V.I.L.

i curse her.

what is the curse, it's in my head.

1st time permission granted. xD

HAHAAA...i went to Rum Jungle For New Year's Eve Countdown. xD. with permission granted from my parents! WOOO!! i actually told them i'm going clubbing! with hubby and friends. well, it's true!. i'm so happy. hahaa..
Dad was like asking the next day .
He : ''Did you have fun?''
me: ''yea.'' *smiles*
He : ''Who was there?''
me :''erm..casson, casson's friend. Rachel, Liying, Jane, Carrie ...... (naming a list of friends some didn't even go. just to fill in the blanks.. hahaa. )''
He : ''what about xian?'' *pointed next door*
me :''yea. she was there too =]''
*hugs my dad*
me :''thanks for letting me out''
He :'' well, you were under casson's care, i trust you and him.''
me :''weeee >.<>
he :''what time did you come back?
me :'' erm...3? >.<''
He :''waaaa..so late..''
Me :''hehez...dunno? xD *shruggle my shoulder*.

He: (smiles) ''happy new year''

me: ''happy new year!!'' and starts running around the hosue like kid yelling happy new year to everyone. hahaaa. xD.


Here are some photo's.

Before i left. when xian came over. bit blurry though.
(the picture! not me!)

weee. then i met her there. :D

ahhh. the part where i was super hyper and clinging on hubby. haha. xD
i look like i'm drunk. BUT I WAN'T!!. =]

haha..liying's camera looks so clean. xD.

haha.
i love this. xD. we ask him to take picture of us. he take himself. haha.
you do that all the time don't you?xD
Such a great way to make sure people remembers u. so smart. =]

Well, there are more pictures. xD. see it in facebook. haha. or i might upload them a little later. =]
hehez. after i get the picture. :D

BLAH!. i sound like some kid who hasn't been to club. haha. it's not that. it's just that. i never thought my parents would allow me to go. i guess. years have passed isn't it. it's already 2009. shit. i'm like 20 this year!. xD. well, that's in 9 months. hahaaaa

2009

it's already 2009.
now..it's the 2nd.
omg. One single day has passed by so fast!!!!!! still. i keep forgetting it's 2009. haha. i keep confusing this year and last year. weeee >.<
i'll list New Years resolution later. hahahaaaaaaa...

akk. it's 2009 d. means i need to hurry up on my portfolio and send them in ASAP!!!.xD

Everything

Baby you're my everything.
You gave me the strength to face the world.
i want to give everything to you also.
All you need to do is say you love me,
You're love is everything to me.

Wang Lee Hom's New Song.
Everything from the album 'HeartBeat'
i kinda like the some songs. =]
Hubby, this song is for you.
love~