getting ready

here i am getting ready for the ball. hmm. waiting for the washroom to be unused. =]

sayang went off to class and i'm here alone and i jsut changed my blogskin again. now to the new ready-made templates instead of the html blogskins. this is much more easy, but i lost most of the things. but oh well.=]

nose is getting a little annoyed though. hmm..

-sayang i miss you-

i'm hungry

i'm hungry and really in the mood for mcD nuggets..zomg.

i love mcD so much. sayang, i wannna eat now.T_T. Would you bring me out to eat mcD?

my eyes are like so heavy and they just won't open. but i'm hungry, and sayang has been so busy he's not talking to me. or have i done something to make him mad? *whines..

i'm hungry and the more i think about it, the more i want mcD....T_T

-i am craving for nuggets-

falling sick?

am i? *goodness..no i can't. T_______T

my nose is like a leaking pipe and it's killing me. I miss sayang much.

Been thinking bout my work till i'm so confused. *i really am.

sleepy pig

i'm such a pig. :D . i love to sleep so much and eat. no wonder sayang calling me pig. XD. so here i am in kl again. *gosh, i've been up and down that people think that i haven't been in kl at all. haha. cz it's like everyweek they see me. =].

sayang left his watch and his wallet here again. haha..speaking of watches. they had the watch in jj. but then sayang sed that ytd when he went there, it was out of stock. *sobs

*someone help me find it

-i'm melting here in the plaza. so hot. wanna go back but waiting for transport.

Sleep disorder?

you may have it if you :

-snore loudly when you sleep

-stop breathing during your sleep

-Have violent movements during your sleep

-Find it hard to stay awake in boring situations.

-Fall asleep or get drowsy while driving

-Get sleepy during certain times of the day, but have trouble sleeping at night

-Get so sleepy during daytime that you have to lie down or take a nap.

-Sometimes getting muscle weakness when you are emotional [especially laughing]

-Get unpleasant [creeping, crawling] feeling in your legs when you lie down at night, legs feel restless when you go to sleep at night

-Have disrupted sleep

-worry about your sleep

And also if you:

-are sleepy during daytime in spite sleeping 8 hours a night.

-Have violent behaviour during night

-Always feeling sleepy

-Kept awake by restlessness

-remain unsatisfied with the quality of sleep.

*kinda think of it. i think i have it. *gasp

my prince charming

i seriously was amazed and dazed and it is really a feeling i'm unable to express myself. It's like a fairytale, where prince charming comes and the princess just feels so dazed by his charm. That's how i feel bout sayang today. serious.

He came in and i did not even notice. Most prob mom open the gate for him while he was coming in and she was coming out. hmm. such coinsidence. when he got down the car. all white. *squeals. haha...xD

Went to jj and sayang tried on suits and coats and

 tie. [i almost fainted]. haha. kinda think back, i almost humiliated myself. X_X .   the watch. zomg. i saw it today. they had it in jj. i love it so much and wanted to buy it.but, i dunno. having some doubts on buying it or not. but i really love it. T_T''

-iloveu.my.prince.charming-

the world is spinning

the world seems tilted to me. my body is straight but i feel like i'm leaning forward. what's wrong? i stand up feeling straight. but everything seems so far apart and i am actually leaning backward if i look in the mirror. omg. what's wrong.

i just came home and wasn't really in the mood to talk because my brother release his anger on me. i forgive him, it's not his fault that he's having so much stress. [pls dun say i'm stupid] and then i accidently closed sayang's boot quite hard and i think he must hve thought i was releasing my anger on his car. no i'm not sayang. i'm sorry. cz my car have to bang quite hard but i din realize your car so easy close. i'm sorry. [i think he's mad] *sigh. not my night

my eyes hurt and my stomach hurt when i was on the way back. *sigh. home again i am. sayang asked why i dun like coming home and i din know how to answer him. maybe because whatever i say would sound silly and never comes out right and sayang would get the wrong idea and think i'm childish or something like that. *geez. i grew up the with a wrong attitude. [which i'm trying to change]

here i am gonna start doing my work again. yay for me. another late night sleep. this morning i really could not wake up. i was so dead tired and dead asleep. maybe it's because i did not really sleep that well at night. hmmm..

*janice-pls dun rmb to send me your blog link. :D-

-i feel dizzy-

it rained this morning

Was quite suprised that i could actually wake up at 9 smth in the morning before sayang did..haha..he's reli fantastic. class at 9.00 but 9.45 still sleeping. haha..so cute..XD..of cz le, if not how can he be my sayang.

Didn't really sleep well through the night because my stomach was feeling unwell. Moved quite alot but was afraid to disturb sayang though. Lucky he didn't make a fuss of it. Or maybe he was sleeping like a pig and didn't notice i was moving alot. :D .

sayang went to class today at almost 11 and then i went to lunch with his bro at bout 12. I started doing my assignments when i came back, but then i fell asleep half-way. such a pig i am. :D.

Sayang came back at 5 and woke me up. so, that was the time i woke up. didn't notice i slept that long either, but then sayang would need to go out with frenz for dinner. Didn't get to have a meal with sayang today. =/ . but sayang's friends birthday ma. so, can't really do much if he insist to go right? don't wan to be so selfish. 

i'll better stop here and start doing my work already. 

-busy busy busy-

feeling sick

it sucks to be sick. and I AM sick A.G.A.I.N.. my stomach feels like half a burning hole with a tornado inside. you seriously do not know how it feels. it kills you. Don't really have the mood to eat anything. It feels empty, cz i'm hungry...but somehow, my mouth just doesn't wish to eat anything. T___T. want to eat but seriously don't know what. i'm waiting for sayang to come. i wanna cry and wish he was here, i feel so sick. 

-please cure me-

being in campus

Dad gotten me the celcom broadband thing. I just gotten it activated yesterday and took me a hell of time. One thing annoyed with mac is that all the settings and setups have to be done ourselves, on th other hand, windows autosets it. *ugh

so i guess when i'm annoyed with sayang around i'll just plug it into his and then i might be able to use it without any connection termination which i am always having problems with. T____T *cry

Just finished showing my lecturer my mind-maps on the Beijing Olympics and right now, i'm in dead shit to do others things too. X_X. i have to sketch and draw the mascots, building and so on. 

Dad's being unhappy bout me taking art too serious. He wants me to take up business..T_T. well, maybe i should, maybe i shouldn't. But well, i have to follow accordingly to the plan and work hard and it.  So, you go girl! XD..*apologizes

Tummy ain't feeling any better anywayz, but still surviving. Missing sayang alot. dear a? dun notti when i'm not around a... :D

-working hard-

my dream phone

Most people have their dream phone..Sayang too..=D. Sayang wants an iPhone. Too bad i can't get it for him. He can't wait also. hehez..XD..

The phone i want is sony Erricsson Z770i. the clamshell phone. haha..i've always wanted to look for a phone similiar to it. This phone is amazing and i loved it. but too bad it doesn't have wi-fi features. not that up to that huh? but it's the best i could find. i feel in love with it once i saw it. Haven't check the price yet. so anyone knows. tell me k?=]

The sony Erricson Z770i is designed to browse the internet, receive the latest news and retrieve email. With Exchange ActiveSync, consumers get emails pushed straight to the phone. Connect the Z770i to a laptop [via USB Cable] and use it as a modem. Web browsing is easy through the Magnetic Mouse POinter by the navigation key. Pan and zoom into an area for wasy reading on the 2.2 inch screen. Receive RSS feeds from news or entertainment as the action happens or click on the RSS tile for instant access to favourite web pages from the phones' desktop. In addition, the Z770i has built-in weather forecast application, allowing users to receive regular weather updates. 

couldn't you pay a lil more attention?

give some heart into it would you? sometimes, it just hates to make myself look so desperate in spending time with you or going out with you. 

What happen to those days where you will call me and ask me out.

everyone has watch 'Forbidden Kingdom' but me. Sayang has watched it ytd with his frenz. without me.T__T.*ugh. but nvm la. As long as he's happy, it's fine with me. And it's not like it's a must for him to watch with me [i wish]. *sigh

Have been home the whole [hate it]. can't see sayang.[not talking to me]. i feel like sleepin, but am afraid sayang would call, so i'm just friggin lazing around and getting annoyed of the heat. 

*sigh

-someone help!

do you miss me?

-i wonder-

the best i've heard. my idol

this kid is amazing. he's on 11 this year. he picked up guitar 3 years ago. serious. he's great.

missing you

I'm home, sitting here. all alone. hmm..went to jj after dinner with dad. had dinner with mom. spent time with my bro in my room. hmm..but i missed him. din reli want to bother him that much on the phone.
Saw him at jj. He looked..zomg..the feeling i had was exactly like that day during new years. Or through the past years. but this time, it was deeper. Where you walk alone, you stare around and wonder if you'll bump into him. nomatter what others are talking to you, your heart just wish you could bump into him. And when you finally see him from far. you pretend not to but you are so excited you hope he would notice you, and talk to you. You walk from far and stalk him, turn a direction and purposely walk pass him pretending you din notice him and see if he calls you. and if he does, you smile and flirt. This feeling. The flirtation.and then you regret not being yourself and regretted not talking to him. zomg. i never knew my feeling for him would grow deeper and deeper. and i don't know why i'm talking like i don't know him at all.
i saw him, behind me. he looked so. handsome. so sweet. so wanna kiss him. so wanna hug him.
so miss him. and his smile.
He smiles to me.

[omg. i better stop. i sound like i'm crazy. well. I AM!]

sayang

What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

-i'm officially missing you-

the thought

just having the thought of being alone makes me so unhappy. *sigh

what to do when you chose the wrong collage? at the wrong place. where it's so isolated and far away..T_T

Paula Abdul

she may look old, but she has the talent there. Once a singer and a dancer. Now? One of the american idol judges. but she's still a hit out there and people still love her. I did not know she could sing till i heard her latest song 'Dance like there's no tomorrow'. But you know, sometimes, you heard the song from the hitz.fm, it nice, but you do not know what song it is, so all you do is just get whatever lyrics it is and just try to google it up online and youtube. it's easy to find that way. and i found out she sang this song.
Back then, she was so oldies..1990 [ i was barely even 1 years old]

you hold me in your arms,
and held me tight,
i prayed to God,
that you would never let go.

i just know,
Even if i'm dead,
i'll still love you non-stop.

i Don't believe that there is no us.

i.love.u

All it's missing it's just a name

-when.will.i.get.it-

this is the front view.
This is how it looks like inside. XD..just like how i wanted it..
I bought it from Maggit-T for 20 bucks..dun get it. XD. so we won't be crashing wallets..haha..[but it's ok if sayang wants it.XD]

This post was a request from carol. So, carol..it's here..=D

It happened so quickly
The world must have shook.
I’d always hoped it would happen
Like it does in a book.

He looked at me softly
And then touched my hair.
I felt so special
Like he did really care.

He leaned over slowly
My heart upped its pace.
Right at that moment
We were face to face.

When his lips touched mine
I thought I would melt.
His kiss was the sweetest thing
I have ever felt

-the kiss-

This is a must-to-watch show. XD. It’s hilarious and amazingly funny. I went to pyramid to watch it with sayang. ~love~ . Been watching quite some shows recently, and still am not done with all. Haha.. turning into a potato couch I am along with sayang. XD

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

-we belong together-

zomg. i'm so happy that i really do not know how to discribe myself. I'm seriously apologizing for the previous post, because of a small misunderstanding i got quite upset about it. Sayang suprised my on sunday night. I was so suprise that i wass excited the whole night and i loved it. :D. thanks sayang. i always loved you. 

Then, when i saw sayang on tuesday, i just couldn't resist it. love..:D..

My Aunty once told me "Love is a very beautiful thing". and i totally agree with her, as long as there's love, it bring happiness and joy. It's such a beautiful thing that those who don't have would wish that they had. 

-the greatest thing is to love and be loved in return-