A.L.O.N.E

Hubby went back home d.
As in Ipoh.
but i'm in KL here. *sigh*.
no sound from hubby at all.
it's 2 in the morning now.
and i'm cold.T___T
i'm HUNGRY, i'm cold, i'm tired.

so i'll call it a night.
and continue tomorrow.


hubby, i miss you.
Do you miss me?

Random

Janice says i haven't been blogging much.
haha.
sorry about that. XD
i didn't really have the time.

Komenasai.

This week has been busy.
Lecturer wouldn't accept my work because i don't have my docket. and why don't i have it? THANKS to another lecturer who is not HERE!.
if you are in this bloody uni then you'll know why.

*ugh*

It does really frustrate me alot that i can't hand in my work.

Next week is raya week. but i still need to go to class on tuesday to make some approval. T__T

sucks.

Must Check This OUT!!

OMG. Espen Lind voice is....XD. hot. HAHAHAHAAA..i love his voice. check this video out. He sings' hallelujah, a soundtrack from Sherk. And he reli did a good job. XD

*help*

i need a red cheongSAm. T___T. *squels*. HELP.

Second test

I had my second and third test for Computer studies today. *i got full marks*.XD

i transformed the top picture to the bottom picture. XD
with photoshop.
I don't know why the lecturer is so obsess with cars
._.
Cz the next test is also with cars.
HAHAHAAA..
i might use a lamborghini murcielago
It's cool. XD
There's so many i don't even know which to use.
And i will also be using Batmobile. HAHAHAAAA...XD

Any comment? *smiles*

MOSQUITO!!!

I HATE MOSQUITO!

THEY BITE MY NON-STOP!!!

HATING THEM.

WISH THEY WOULD DISAPEAR.

Test

I've got a test coming up tomorrow.
yaiks!
I don't know if i'll get high marks or not.*sigh*.
i suck badly at my course.T____T
Today have been quite an emotional evening.
it almost ruined my day.

All i can say is that it could even ruin my relationship.
I hate it so much. *sigh*.

Hubby, i love you and thank you thank you were there to cheer me up.
Although not instantly,
but you made it get off my mind.

I want a hug.

i wish you would hug me and tell me that everything's gonna be alright.

i thought

Is it for me? i suspect not. cz you never wrote anything about me before.
i don't doubt you. but you always think i doubt you. which makes me sad.

i wish i could cry, rather than to hold back all these emotions. i want to walk in the rain with you, so you won't know how much i'm crying.

i don't care if you said i am an emo person, because these are emotions in me. I somehow wish, i could be someone else, but the thought that if any of my past life have changed, i wouldn't have met you. i couldn't resist that thought.

i read a friends blog and she mentioned a question. Would you rather have someone who loves you more than you do, or have someone whom you love more than he or she does. I could say i love him more than he does.

Or maybe it's just him handling situations in another way.

Why can't i be the one you talk to?

I'm sorry i'm such an imperfect person to you.

看不见，听不见

一时，我真的觉的我和透明人没分别。
你从不听我的，你从不看我的。
我从来是没对的。
想告诉你，教你，你又不信我。
难道我是真的那么差经的吗？
你看到我也哎声了，
你有曾经想过我的感受吗？

First Project

This is my frst project. hehez. i've got loads more pictures.
but i haven't got the pictures yet.=]
XD
Right now,
this pair of shoes is mine.
HAHAHAAA..
so i have my own designed shoes.
Don't be suprise to see me wearing it in the streets one day.
hehez.

*smile*

laughing out my tears

omg
i can't stop laughing RIGHT NOW!
HAHAHAHAAA

i'm still chatting with my brother.
and he makes me laugh.

omg.this is the convo..XD

matthew says: (1:05:47 AM)
2ml i gt confesion

[!=ing]i *heart* casson || i'm yours forever.love. says: (1:06:00 AM)
so what are you going to confess about?

[!=ing]i *heart* casson || i'm yours forever.love. says: (1:06:05 AM)
that you love your sister alot?

matthew says: (1:07:29 AM)
no

matthew says: (1:07:34 AM)
i say i hated u b4

[!=ing]i *heart* casson || i'm yours forever.love. says: (1:08:03 AM)
HAHAAA..

[!=ing]i *heart* casson || i'm yours forever.love. says: (1:08:23 AM)
hmm. actually. the most important thing is what do you think is the worst thing that you've done?

.....

and it goes on..

till here

.....

matthew says: (1:12:44 AM)
i gt 1 gud 1

matthew says: (1:12:53 AM)
listen r

matthew says: (1:13:43 AM)
father

matthew says: (1:13:46 AM)
i confess

matthew says: (1:14:09 AM)
dat dis is my 1st confesion in 7yrs

matthew says: (1:14:12 AM)
haha

matthew says: (1:14:26 AM)
i beg u lord's 4givnes

matthew says: (1:15:03 AM)
haha

[!=ing]i *heart* casson || i'm yours forever.love. says: (1:15:34 AM)
u make me laugh seriously

matthew says: (1:17:31 AM)
den i hav 2 say

matthew says: (1:17:39 AM)
pardon me lord

matthew says: (1:17:48 AM)
i hav mede father vomit

matthew says: (1:17:53 AM)
plz 4giv me

matthew says: (1:18:56 AM)
den i also hav 2 say

matthew says: (1:19:04 AM)
4giv me lord

matthew says: (1:19:34 AM)
4 i hav made al de other confirmance 2 delay their confesins

matthew says: (1:22:52 AM)
plz 4 giv my other sins

matthew says: (1:22:54 AM)
haha

[!=ing]i *heart* casson || i'm yours forever.love. says: (1:15:35 AM)
ahahahahha

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How cute can my brother be? His confession tomorrow and yet he still can joke around. HAHAHAHAAAA

Blur sister

HAHAHAAAA

i was chatting with my brother on msn.

Short form nowadays has showed my stupidity more.
XD
but my brother's so cute.
HAHAHAA..i never expect him to say something like that.
so, carol! i blame u for buying food for him.
HAHAHA...*jokin jokin*.XD

Memories

I was chatting with a friend. And all sudden she left the convo. and came back apologizing her sister was using the computer.
HAHAHAAA..
this reminded me of the dayss.
WHere my house had one ONE desktop. Remember back then in the days in was the gigantic huge type where it takes up the whole table and the cpu fan will whirl so loud you can hear from the other end of the house. HAHAHAHA..XD
i remembered the days, where i knew nothing about the internet.

HAHAHAAA...
and i started of with friendster.
i din even have msn. then i had. aand i only had one contact! my sister HAHAHAHAAAA...
wow. as time passes by, internet has been part of my life.

i use to write a diary.
i really mean it. i will buy a pretty book with colorful pages.
and i'll buy those colored pens and perfume ones. HAHAHAAA..and write them.
i love writing.
till blogger came
HAHAHAA>.
no wait.
i started with xanga. hmmm..
then only to blogger.
HAHAHAHAAA>..cz more people use blogger. XD

and now?
internet is daily life for me. XD.
i even have my own laptop.
my macbook pro.XD
my sister has hers.
and soon my bro will have one.

wow...
Now, multiple players uses the same number of laptop as the players. with internet connection
THOSE DAYS??
a cd to install the game.
and 4 to 6 person cramp into one keyboard to play a game.
HAHAHAHAAA...

those days..

hmmm..

bring back memories.

*sits back,closes eyes, and those memories starts to wander back*

*smiles*

Like a dream

She dreamt that he came back last night,
But she was so tired the night before
she dozed off and slept like the dead
She slept well cz she dreamt he came back,
hugging her,
'i love you'
he whispered into her ears.
She smiled,
she wanted to hug him
and tell him that she loves him too.
But she couldn't lift her arms,
Or even open her eyes.

She woke up in the morning,
Saw the door left open,
Alarmed and shocked,
she rushed out to check it out
But there was no one but her,
But then, she found out.
He really did came back,
and left before she awoke.

She hated herself,
for being so tired.
But it felt so warm,
and so comfortable,
like a dream.
and she could still remember it.

call it a night

I'll call it a night as it's 1 in the morning.
*hmph*.
missing hubby.
Don't know if he's thinking about me or not.


i'm hungry.
but gotta stop eating so much.
T___T
so i'll go to sleep now. =]
and wake up tomorrow to continue my journey of life.

Muakzx hubby.
i know you most probably won't see this.
But hope you would know,
i'm always here by you.
i'll be your best.=]
i love you