dreamland

I'm gonna be dreaming of langkawi tonight. T___T

hubby has put that thought in my head. omg. i'm sorry. it's not your fault hubby. JUST...
sigh......if things would happen how i dream of it...

i apologize

Liying, half of this is for you and your friend ^^.

i met liying yesterday. HAHAA. she was with her sister, brother and grandma? She was about to leave.

After she left, her friend, IF I"M NOT MISTAKEN!!!, i do not know how to spell his name. but i think it was Xu Zhi Shen. Liying, was that the friend who was there too?

hahaa....(the funny part)

confidently, he spoke to me, (really loud with confident). he said ''AILING! liying just left!!' (in mandarin ofcourse). i stared at him blankly. and smiled?? HAHAAAA... and he just stood there thinking like ohshit!she doesn't remember me!. and he started rubbing and scratching his head! LITERALLY!!!. hahaa. the poor guy quickly wave, turn and ran!! he RAN!!!! hahaa. poor thing. omg.

i was shock cz i din remember. and DIDNOT expect anyone to call my name so confidently. HAHAAA..

So liying, please do apologize to that friend of yours. xD. tell him i did rmb. i was just shocked

A month

it's so fast febuary already. 2nd of febuary year 2009. Time has really passed by right. Ten years ago, i was standard 4. Ten years ago, i had a new neighbour (xian), ten years ago, i assigned to sit next to Yen Koon. Ten years ago, i was nothing but a troublesome kid. Ten years ago.. ... i wondered what i would be in ten years time. [THAT'S NOW!!!].

Back then, days were shitty. all at home and no going out so on and so on. sigh...just thinking about it makes me feel life really does suck.

ANYWAY,


It's Feb already. the month of V-day. the lovy dovy season. =]. i don't know what to do. T___T. i suck at being a girlfriend. sigh....

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i will always love you

Look what i found

haha. such random pictures i still have. xD
Photographer was Carol.

Taken in New Zealand in 2006.

More

i need to take more pictures of my and hubby. >.<

internet sucks

T___T. internet SUCKs badly. raise your hand those who agree with me...=/

It's so badly i can't blog properly, can't play facebook properly, can't surf the net properly, can't download stuff nicely and face. T_T. argh.


went for Dental appointment today. (i go every 2 to 3 months). and... the Dr finally told me i had a decay. T__T. wtf. i'm not pissed at haing a decay. is that. i told her like 6 months ago. she told me ''it's fine! your teeth are perfect!'' i'm like. ok.... Then, it still hurt whenever i eat or bite. 3 times she say it's fine. TODAY!!!! finally somewhere digging through my teeth. she said ''oh! there's decay there! you need a filling!''. i thought maybe ok! this is gonna be my 3rd filling.. i've done 2 before. Then, she sent me to the other dentist. And, when the other dentist looked at it. INSTANTLY, she said. oh! you have a bad tooth. Then, i'm like. yea. i was told. Then, she started drilling it. and this time. IT HURTS!!!!! i was tearing!!!! and she kept accidently hit my gum. i'm like...FUCK!!!!!!!!. i eyes were all red and teary. Then, carol and matthew started coming in. i had to hold back everyday. i was holding on to my hand, my fingers were deep into my skin to bear from the pain.
and then still more..i don't want to say or think about it.


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Yea, i've been eating alot of lollipops and sweets. But hubby's been stopping me. WHICHISGOOD. so, hubby. don't let me eat sweets k? T___T.
i so wanna cry now... feel so lonely.

Time Passing By

We never really notice how fast time passes by. One month has almost past by for 2009. wow. it's 30th of Jan already and it's the fifth day of chinese new year.

This year, it's much different. Somehow, things are. Maybe it's because there's me and my sister's bf. Parents seems to be different. Those days were all family and relative. Cousins going out for movies together and so on. Now, it's boyfriend time :D. Well, all my cousins and nieces aren't here either. Aivan came down from KL. and Hubby's in Ipoh too. But, jon's back. isn't staying long either. I think the second reason is that, school days are only One week. and some colleges and Uni's have only 2 or 3 days. *Do hope things get better within the days*


So, sitting here. randomy typing out this blog..waiting for hubby..xD> OH! he's here!

my love.

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you

written by Courtney Kucha.
but bringing the exact words from my heart.

Guilt kills

.___. i feel really bad for hubby. Seeing his unhappy face, i don't even know what to say or to do to make him feel better. =/.

Feeling so guilty and useless. i'm sorry.

KL

Me mom.

Me dad.

I wanted to buy this. But they didn't have it anymore. =/. the only size left was L.

So i got this cz i somehow found it cute. =]

such random poses.

i sudden realize i've got toooOOOOooo many pictures to load. i took like 500+ pictures.
check them on facebook then. HAHAHAAAA

:DD

Just came back from KL.

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It's the third day of Chinese New Year today :DDD. i went down to KL on monday afternoon. missing hubby so much. taken quite alot of pictures. HAHAA. so, i'll have to put them into different post. =]

On the first day, hubby came!!!! :DDDD.

The crowd. they were more people. don't know where they went. HAHAA> :DD

and hubby came. =]

Soon people left.

but hubby stayed with me.

Look at him and his kikapoo! :DD

I just kept taking his pictures. hahaa. i think was annoying him a bit. =]

Then he asked me to stop it.

But I DIDN"T CARE!!! :DDDDD
i still continue taking his pictures.

weeee ^^ ...
i love you so much hubby. =]
you really mde my day.

things that ruin my mood

church. WHO goes to church on chinese new years morning?
never in my 19 life!!!!!! What a way to start a chinese new year .__. just thinking about it piss me off.
It's not that i don't love you GOD, but... i just don't feel going church everyday is gonna help me with life. no offense to anyone out there also. but it's my opinion. I just went to church today, i'm going to go there again tomorrow?

Going to church just makes me hate it okay!! so, please. don't make me hate it.

Bad enough today was already a bad day. But lucky i got to see hubby a while which actually made my day much happier and better.


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sorry isn't anything to you, So you do you make a big fuss of it?

chinese new year here.

Chinese new year is here !!!! :DDD.. Just got back form KL yesterday, and mom woke me up at...9 this morning. sigh. she started to fuss around again.not letting me out. but i told myself. I DON"T CARE!. i'm going out. then at the end, she let me out too. hehezz..

waiting for hubby to come now..

Chinese new year a...i wanna see lion dance.. T_T.
i want to see those on sticks.. never seen those before. sigh. so sad.

but still waiting for the best part hehezzz *picture above*. :DD

home again

KL was...fun :DDD weeee. i ate ALOTTTT.. seriously. why do they need to have such good food. HAHAA. too bad i'm not like those skinny people who eat alot and STILL is skinny. sigh. hubby's been complaining about me perut buncit. T________T

On Thursday night, went to Sanctrury, First time been there. hubby brought me there. hehez. Chee Mun, joshan, daniel were there too with others (don't rmb names). Joshan got piss drunk. HAHAAAAA. Samantha too. but at least she could still walk. anyway,.. i wan's bored. =] *fun is always around with hubby there*

hehez :D how i love you hubby.. muakzxx

luck is with me :D

How lucky can i be?
The only cinema which still has Twilight. and it was the very last day that it's on also :D
And i can finally watch it with hubby .. weeee :D

We were suppose to eat Carl Junior, but then there's no time to eat due to the time delay finding for car park.
So, when we bought the food, it was already 9.15 and the movie starts at 9.20 :D
so we decided to stuff the food in my bag and sneak it in. HAHAAA.
then we went in to watch twilight.
hubby somehow din eat. xD. cz there were too many people there.
so there i was, watching twilight, eating my fav food. with my hubby next to be.
How happy i am. xD.
hubby do spoil me. =]

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So, i've been in KL since Tuesday. i came by bus. and it got hubby a lil worried and pissed off. *i think* hahaa.
i took a bus from ipoh to kl. expected it to reach puduraya bus station LIKE ALL BUS SHOULD!!!. Then, i reach KL at 12.30. went into town, then all sudden, the bus driver received a phone call and then he made a big turn, at first i thought maybe he left someone out and was going to pick him up. but NOOOOO, he stopped at Hentian Pudu, and ask all of us to get down.

O_o???? <--- this was how everyone looked like. question marks around their head. But then the bus driver told us that he's not sending us there cz the police were there and he'll get saman .___. so, we had to get down. Then after hubby and i were so confused and not knowing what to do. I finally found a rapid bus going to pudu.. this was the first i actually was glad there's rapid bus . :D so, after reaching there. i finally go to see hubby :DDD after.....2 weeks. weeee