MERDEKA

It's MErDEKA. XD.

i know i know. i haven't been blogging for some time. Cz i haven't been really free to sit front of the laptop and release words here. XD.

Well, two reason.

1. Internet has been REALLY really unstable!
2. i've been busy. XD


So, Was back in Ipoh. and last night. Merdeka eve, hubby brought me to see fire works. Although it was less than 5 seconds. But it was really pretty. hubby drove all the way to rush to let me see it with my own eyes. But the fireworks didn't wait for us. =/ hubby was quite dulan.

Now, trying to get my box done. but i'm facing difficulties. T____T. i wanna ry so badly. cz presentation is NEXT WEEK!!!! i'm SOOOOO f***in dead.

i am so dead tired..i wanna sleep.

i am so pissed with my brother!!

Tao junior. XD

What i had for dinner. XD. dad must come and try. Although i know mom would start complaining. XD. but still. it's worth to eat it once a while.

-Live to enjoy-

missing

Somehow i'm feeling like something is missing here in this room. and i'm so FriGGin lazy to do my work...=/

But oh well! i've got to start working on my second project. First project ain't done yet also.sobs..T________T

i was thinking of wearing a denim jeans, heels, a top and a blazer over it. XD. but don't know hubby approve or not le?

it's been a while

When was the last time we taken any? It's been a while. i miss it. T___T.

.i sound like a desperate cam-whore girlfriend.

XD

.i'm such a bad influence girlfriend.

HAHAAAA

StarHiLL

Finally went to Jogoya to try out the food. At first, i was a little worried as i'm not a BIG eater. but i could tell you. it's WORTH it. The amount of unlimited food you could get and drinks. They even have alcohol. But it was Gin, didn't want to take the risk.=/

We left at 5.30. {apparently]. but after all the delays and all that. we reached at like almost . HAHAAAA..by the time we walked over, and started getting food was 8? *blur* i don't remember.XD

Eating Japanese food is cheap here then, the salmon is thick and fresh.XD ohhhh..*tingles*. 

The rock oyster. Omg. One would cost 50 bucks outside. But this is jsut. Hmmm..so cold. so nice.XD. but i couldn't eat much. Wasn't too use to it.XD.

Prawns being cooked in many ways. Friend tempura, Tepanyaki way. Salad. Fresh sushi way. and SOOOOOoooooOOOO many more ways.XD

They have scalop, abalone *omg*, lobster, crab, and so many i don't remember. 

Must eat! it's worth it. =]

BUAHAHAHAAAAAA..i was full and bloated. Wanted to eat the fruits. The apple look so juicy and nice. but i didn't get to eat them=]. too full. HAHAAA...my dad should come. He'll be so satisfied. 

p/s. pictures were not taken by me.=]

omgoodNess

i knew she was a bitch. but i never knew she was SUCH a BITCH.
i'm So glad i'm much a better person compared to her. hmph. the nerves of hers. such unbelieveable.
what's she gonna do? Blame it on the guy? Well, she should have the cow sense to reject.

i'm so speechless. but i'm glad in a way that i feel much a better person compared to her. not trying to be perasaan here. but hell YEAH! i'm so fucking happy i actually know about it without doubting with thoughts and twingelz. hmph.


Well, i think i better have a bath and call it a night. i've got a day tomorrow.

The thought of work being DUED tomorrow is stressful. T_T. and i'm not even three quarters done yet. It's almost seven and i'm craving for bak kut teh. will hubby bring me there. XD

Don't really know what to blog about. just . bored.

Have class tomorrow and am REALLY lazy to go to uni. *sobs*

confused indeed

Was surprised that a friend of mine is leaving tomorrow. Well, i don't know why. i don't talk to her. i mean, it has been AGES since we've talked. SO, it's not like we're really REALLY that close. but part of me inside wants to wish her good luck, all the best and good bye. * don't know if she' reading this or not *

some part wants to apologise for not being such a good friend. But at least, i'm glad we still talk. Not really that close.

Don't know how i'm feeling. The thought that she mentioned that she's excited but yet not wanting to leave just makes me feel like such a bad friend for not being able to make her feel better.

I hope she does feel better and settle down. And the thought of Australia is creeping into my mind. The excitement but yet to leave the love ones. i just want to cry.



To my dear friend,

i wish you all the best and don't forget me. =] . i dont know what to say but to apologize all the time. HAHAAA.. i'm so sorry i'm so bad at words. *again i'm apologizingXD*.
Well, it was a suprise that you were leaving. i heard from my parents that you were going to states. but i didn't expect you to leave TOMORROW. haha.>XD. well, all the best girl. =]

Love,
a friend.

Finish and On with the Next

I've finally finish the First series.

i'm just waiting to buy the next book.XD

*sleepy

i'm SO lacking of beauty sleep.=/ seriously. i need to do something about my diet.

i don't think anyone is really supportive of it.


Her: i'll just have a Roasted Chicken Salad
Him : You Gotta be kidding! Get something eatable.
Her : i want that! *points at the menu*
Him : No! i don't want to hear you complaining you're hungry and all that again! Eat something!
Her : who says i'm not eating something?
Him : Fine! you're fat anyway!

Her : ...... *looks away*
Him : *pokes fat*
Her : *glares* Stop it!
Him : *pokes*pokes*pokes*
Her : Stop it i say!
Him : Fat! fat! fat! *pokes non-stop*
Her : *pushes hand away* Stop it!
Him : *stops* why you so mad?you are really fat!
Her : This is public and you're poking me and saying i'm fat!
Him : so what? nobody's looking! *getting a little annoyed*
Her : .. ... ... fine! i'm having the salad!
Him : Fine! Don't complain to me that you're hungry!

*silence*

As she sat there, half annoyed at him, fully hating herself. "Why can't I be more understanding and just go on with the joke?
Why do i have to be so sensitive towards me being fat?" she asks herself.
Maybe it was that she had finally got to tone her body down over 6 years and then now she's getting fatter again due to the love of food. Points at her and she'll break down and cry. Sometimes she wonder, ever it occur to him that it's sensitive about being called fat as she was a girl? Which girl does not love her beauty? Which girl does not mind being fat? Does not mind having a zit on her face? Why does he act so annoyed when she just doesn't like her body or her face because she has a zit? But poking her in public saying she's fat. She feels disrespected. But on the other hand, she just hated herself for making her own boyfriend annoyed.

She hates herself more and more EVERYDAY

R.A.I.N

It has been raining for the past few days. It just makes me wanna be cosy with hubby. *if we could*.

Family will be going to Redang today and i was suppose to go but decided not to. i wanna preserve going to a beautiful place the first time with hubby. =]. *hints*

Lost in love

" i love you "
" i know you do."
" PLEASE don't leave me. "
" it's a nice day today, isn't it?" *looks away*
" i'm begging you not to."*stares into his eyes*
" i can't promise you. you know that " *holds her hand.

she stays silent.

"i know... Then, please stay as long as you could"

*hugs her tightly and kisses her as a promise*

i lay down and called it a night relaxing.

Twilight

I bought this book yesterday and i LOVED it.it was published in 2005, but noticing now is NOT TOO LATE.=]

YES!!.XD. no regrets about it. i have read the first 100 page this morning and i fell in love with it. TOTALLY got my mind of hungriness i have having. I really want to read it more and more and finish it. but i can't. cz then i would be bored when i'm done with it. i can't wait for the movie to be out. XD.

I Would but the whole series. XD. and hubby's gonna start complaining again. hehez. XXi love it.XX

will comment about it after i finish the whole book.

The book Twilight is from the view of Bella (isabella Swan).
The book Midnight Sun is the view of Edward Cullen. Same period of time. XD. How can i NOTLIKE the book?

Then the other three books,
New Moon (published in 2006)
Eclipse (Published in 2007)
Breaking Dawn(Release Just recently, 2nd August 2008),



It is about a human girl who fell in love with a vampire. and a LONG LOVE ROMANCING STORY. =]. read it. HAHAHAAA

First Test

I got my first test ever since i started this new semester.XD. woohooooo. i got full marks. Ten out of TEn...XD..YES!!!! i'm soooOOOOooo happy. lalalalalalalala *dance around*

This is what i did in ten minutes and got full marks for it. It's the test given today. =]. the lecturer was reli impressed with it. HAHAAA

But the sad thing is...sean pointed out i'm fat in class today. T____T so loud. ok. i know i'm growing FAT. STOp pointing that out ok! *looks in the mirror and cries*. you don't know what it feels to wake up and find that you can't fit into your skinny jeans anymore. Or get your shirt up right. Or look nice in shorts or skirts. Your look hideous in tubes. And you look like a tightly wrapped up poppiah in your clothes. On top of everything, people are pointing out that you're fat. How does it feel. AND, i'm a friggin girl ok! i'm not a guy! and then, mostly guys are the one saying i'm fat. and girls too. and my mom! and my cousins. and even my BOYFRIEND. how does that make me feel? so STOP SAYING I"M FAT!!!!