bluek*stick tounge out*

It's the holidays and i'm..

Here..

not feeling really well.


and the song Hotel California is STUCKINMYHEAD. so i'm singing that song over and over again.
HAHAHAHAAA...

*i'm bored*hmmm

it caught my eye

OMG..i fell in love with this camera the moment i saw it.
it's the Sony Cyvershot T700...XD

HUBBY....I WANTT!!>!!!!!..XD

somehow.. it hurts

I wish i could go parachuting or bungee jumping.
cz i feel so stressed.
and depressed.

T___T.
i wanna cry.
but i know it doesn't help a bit
i wanna jump off the cliff.
but it'll kill me

So, i wanna go parachuting. At least, i jump, but i stay alive.

Sometimes, i wonder, how lucky you are.

pain

1 thing.
She is ALWAYS such a pain in the ***....*sigh*

She keeps calling me and bugging me. How many time must i tell her i'm not free to keep her off?????

ugh!>
and such unreasonable people living in this world.

the call

Hubby called. XD
omg.
i'm so happy
hahahaha.
i don't know why i'm so excited to receive your call.

i love you hubby

hammy.XD

this IS SOOOOOOOOooooOOO cute. XD
and adorable
hahahaha

A.L.O.N.E

Hubby went back home d.
As in Ipoh.
but i'm in KL here. *sigh*.
no sound from hubby at all.
it's 2 in the morning now.
and i'm cold.T___T
i'm HUNGRY, i'm cold, i'm tired.

so i'll call it a night.
and continue tomorrow.


hubby, i miss you.
Do you miss me?

Random

Janice says i haven't been blogging much.
haha.
sorry about that. XD
i didn't really have the time.

Komenasai.

This week has been busy.
Lecturer wouldn't accept my work because i don't have my docket. and why don't i have it? THANKS to another lecturer who is not HERE!.
if you are in this bloody uni then you'll know why.

*ugh*

It does really frustrate me alot that i can't hand in my work.

Next week is raya week. but i still need to go to class on tuesday to make some approval. T__T

sucks.

Must Check This OUT!!

OMG. Espen Lind voice is....XD. hot. HAHAHAHAAA..i love his voice. check this video out. He sings' hallelujah, a soundtrack from Sherk. And he reli did a good job. XD

*help*

i need a red cheongSAm. T___T. *squels*. HELP.

Second test

I had my second and third test for Computer studies today. *i got full marks*.XD

i transformed the top picture to the bottom picture. XD
with photoshop.
I don't know why the lecturer is so obsess with cars
._.
Cz the next test is also with cars.
HAHAHAAA..
i might use a lamborghini murcielago
It's cool. XD
There's so many i don't even know which to use.
And i will also be using Batmobile. HAHAHAAAA...XD

Any comment? *smiles*

MOSQUITO!!!

I HATE MOSQUITO!

THEY BITE MY NON-STOP!!!

HATING THEM.

WISH THEY WOULD DISAPEAR.

Test

I've got a test coming up tomorrow.
yaiks!
I don't know if i'll get high marks or not.*sigh*.
i suck badly at my course.T____T
Today have been quite an emotional evening.
it almost ruined my day.

All i can say is that it could even ruin my relationship.
I hate it so much. *sigh*.

Hubby, i love you and thank you thank you were there to cheer me up.
Although not instantly,
but you made it get off my mind.

I want a hug.

i wish you would hug me and tell me that everything's gonna be alright.

i thought

Is it for me? i suspect not. cz you never wrote anything about me before.
i don't doubt you. but you always think i doubt you. which makes me sad.

i wish i could cry, rather than to hold back all these emotions. i want to walk in the rain with you, so you won't know how much i'm crying.

i don't care if you said i am an emo person, because these are emotions in me. I somehow wish, i could be someone else, but the thought that if any of my past life have changed, i wouldn't have met you. i couldn't resist that thought.

i read a friends blog and she mentioned a question. Would you rather have someone who loves you more than you do, or have someone whom you love more than he or she does. I could say i love him more than he does.

Or maybe it's just him handling situations in another way.

Why can't i be the one you talk to?

I'm sorry i'm such an imperfect person to you.

看不见，听不见

一时，我真的觉的我和透明人没分别。
你从不听我的，你从不看我的。
我从来是没对的。
想告诉你，教你，你又不信我。
难道我是真的那么差经的吗？
你看到我也哎声了，
你有曾经想过我的感受吗？

First Project

This is my frst project. hehez. i've got loads more pictures.
but i haven't got the pictures yet.=]
XD
Right now,
this pair of shoes is mine.
HAHAHAAA..
so i have my own designed shoes.
Don't be suprise to see me wearing it in the streets one day.
hehez.

*smile*

laughing out my tears

omg
i can't stop laughing RIGHT NOW!
HAHAHAHAAA

i'm still chatting with my brother.
and he makes me laugh.

omg.this is the convo..XD

matthew says: (1:05:47 AM)
2ml i gt confesion

[!=ing]i *heart* casson || i'm yours forever.love. says: (1:06:00 AM)
so what are you going to confess about?

[!=ing]i *heart* casson || i'm yours forever.love. says: (1:06:05 AM)
that you love your sister alot?

matthew says: (1:07:29 AM)
no

matthew says: (1:07:34 AM)
i say i hated u b4

[!=ing]i *heart* casson || i'm yours forever.love. says: (1:08:03 AM)
HAHAAA..

[!=ing]i *heart* casson || i'm yours forever.love. says: (1:08:23 AM)
hmm. actually. the most important thing is what do you think is the worst thing that you've done?

.....

and it goes on..

till here

.....

matthew says: (1:12:44 AM)
i gt 1 gud 1

matthew says: (1:12:53 AM)
listen r

matthew says: (1:13:43 AM)
father

matthew says: (1:13:46 AM)
i confess

matthew says: (1:14:09 AM)
dat dis is my 1st confesion in 7yrs

matthew says: (1:14:12 AM)
haha

matthew says: (1:14:26 AM)
i beg u lord's 4givnes

matthew says: (1:15:03 AM)
haha

[!=ing]i *heart* casson || i'm yours forever.love. says: (1:15:34 AM)
u make me laugh seriously

matthew says: (1:17:31 AM)
den i hav 2 say

matthew says: (1:17:39 AM)
pardon me lord

matthew says: (1:17:48 AM)
i hav mede father vomit

matthew says: (1:17:53 AM)
plz 4giv me

matthew says: (1:18:56 AM)
den i also hav 2 say

matthew says: (1:19:04 AM)
4giv me lord

matthew says: (1:19:34 AM)
4 i hav made al de other confirmance 2 delay their confesins

matthew says: (1:22:52 AM)
plz 4 giv my other sins

matthew says: (1:22:54 AM)
haha

[!=ing]i *heart* casson || i'm yours forever.love. says: (1:15:35 AM)
ahahahahha

-----

How cute can my brother be? His confession tomorrow and yet he still can joke around. HAHAHAHAAAA

Blur sister

HAHAHAAAA

i was chatting with my brother on msn.

Short form nowadays has showed my stupidity more.
XD
but my brother's so cute.
HAHAHAA..i never expect him to say something like that.
so, carol! i blame u for buying food for him.
HAHAHA...*jokin jokin*.XD

Memories

I was chatting with a friend. And all sudden she left the convo. and came back apologizing her sister was using the computer.
HAHAHAAA..
this reminded me of the dayss.
WHere my house had one ONE desktop. Remember back then in the days in was the gigantic huge type where it takes up the whole table and the cpu fan will whirl so loud you can hear from the other end of the house. HAHAHAHA..XD
i remembered the days, where i knew nothing about the internet.

HAHAHAAA...
and i started of with friendster.
i din even have msn. then i had. aand i only had one contact! my sister HAHAHAHAAAA...
wow. as time passes by, internet has been part of my life.

i use to write a diary.
i really mean it. i will buy a pretty book with colorful pages.
and i'll buy those colored pens and perfume ones. HAHAHAAA..and write them.
i love writing.
till blogger came
HAHAHAA>.
no wait.
i started with xanga. hmmm..
then only to blogger.
HAHAHAHAAA>..cz more people use blogger. XD

and now?
internet is daily life for me. XD.
i even have my own laptop.
my macbook pro.XD
my sister has hers.
and soon my bro will have one.

wow...
Now, multiple players uses the same number of laptop as the players. with internet connection
THOSE DAYS??
a cd to install the game.
and 4 to 6 person cramp into one keyboard to play a game.
HAHAHAHAAA...

those days..

hmmm..

bring back memories.

*sits back,closes eyes, and those memories starts to wander back*

*smiles*

Like a dream

She dreamt that he came back last night,
But she was so tired the night before
she dozed off and slept like the dead
She slept well cz she dreamt he came back,
hugging her,
'i love you'
he whispered into her ears.
She smiled,
she wanted to hug him
and tell him that she loves him too.
But she couldn't lift her arms,
Or even open her eyes.

She woke up in the morning,
Saw the door left open,
Alarmed and shocked,
she rushed out to check it out
But there was no one but her,
But then, she found out.
He really did came back,
and left before she awoke.

She hated herself,
for being so tired.
But it felt so warm,
and so comfortable,
like a dream.
and she could still remember it.

call it a night

I'll call it a night as it's 1 in the morning.
*hmph*.
missing hubby.
Don't know if he's thinking about me or not.


i'm hungry.
but gotta stop eating so much.
T___T
so i'll go to sleep now. =]
and wake up tomorrow to continue my journey of life.

Muakzx hubby.
i know you most probably won't see this.
But hope you would know,
i'm always here by you.
i'll be your best.=]
i love you

my thoughts.

hubby cut his hair..XD.
so cute.
when he came and pick me up from sunway lagoon.
was suprised. and shocked.
i wanna pounce on him and tell him how much i love him.
omg.
CASSON LIEWW KAR SOON!
you just make me faint.
*smiles*

hubby got an ipod nano pouch for me. XD
it's pink outside,leather kind.=]
There was a black one.
and hubby and munyee were fighting over who to get the pink one.XD
hubby loves me so much.

This is how it looks like inside. it flips open.=]
So pretty and nice.
omg.
This is making me fall even deeper for hubby.
And making me cry over hubby.
haha..*silly me*.XD

Hubby now not home, went da zhai [don't know what's that in english]. HAHAAAA..XD. pity hubby whole night cannot sleep. i guess i'll have to be a good girl and don't make hubby angry o.=] .i love you hubby.

我的心痛痛的哭

我真的没想到你竟然会这样的想我。

难道我还不够好吗？

我知道如果一个人的心不在，无论多好是没用的。

但是我很失望，

我很心痛。

你指出我的语气不好，

但是你可要了解每个人会有不开心的时候，

我知道，

你很想你爱的人，你女朋友，

开开心心的过日子。

但是，人是有开心和伤心的时候。

口口说别女孩多好，

她们多开朗，多大方。

你可要知道，那是表面，

你说她们不开心的时候还会带副笑容。

你以为我不想吗？

我不想和你吵，

所以，虽然你错，我还是让你骂。

我会改，

我会付出我的一且成为你心目的女人。

我需要的只不过是时间。

我很想听你告诉我你爱我，

你的真心话，

我很想一切都听，把它记着。

因为我很怕，

万一有一天，没有机会能听到。

嘉顺，你爱我吗？

T___T

i got kicked out of class.

DON"T BE WRONG!

i didn't do anything wrong. it was the bloody system. =/

i went in to class as usual and like how EVERYONEDOESIT. but it was full. there were like thirty long tables and twenty five were filled with black people .___. i don't mean to make any offence here. But, yea, THEM!. i was like "omgy! where do i sit!*. And i stood there for less than a minute, more like 15 seconds, and everyone started turning their head and stare at me. Those people even started to get up and tried to talk to me. Before i could think i walk out of the class, Then went back in again, and this time, one indonesian guy offered me his chair, but before i could sit down, *thinking i could hide from the humiliation* The lecture called me and shooed me to the next class ._____. So, i went, then i was shooed back, then i was asked to leave. So, i went to my department and look for my year leader and see if she could do anything. but ASUSUAL, she doesn't, she ask me to go to the language department which is like.....THEENDOFTHECAMPUS T__T. after all the stairs and walk. *it was hell, after playing badminton yesterday*. Then, the department didn't know anything and sent me back to my class *blink*blink*. so i went back and then the lecture gave me a tone and told me i didn't have to be in the clas,s it was cramped enough...


OKAY! i feel like screaming. WTHISWITHTHISBULLSHITCRAP????

sorry for being rude. i'm just unhappy. You would too if you were in my shoes.

Sports.XD

Had badminton session this morning. Hell of an exercise._. well, for someone who has NEVER play badminton. HAHAA...unless if you consider those 5 mintues trying to avoid vase and tables and chairs playing in the house with a tennis racket and loss feather shutter-cock. HAHAHAAA...yeap, i never held a badminton racket till......no wait! i did use to play. with xian. but we failed! HAHAAHAAA..but that was like. ten years ago!> HAHAHAHAAAA...i forgotten how holding a badminton racket was till i met hubby. XD.

There were those days where we would sit together as friends in the school court watching the school team playing badminton. It looked so easy and it was so tempted to pick up a racket and just hit the shutter-cock. HAHAA..but today, i only knew. IT"S NOT EASY!. XD. 

the first time i played with hubby was with munyee and her friends, but we didn't do any serious playing, so, yea... but today! hubby made me run up and down. and hubby's friend, chloe, made me run front and back. and me being as clumsy as usual had to bend up and down to pick up the shutter-cock. T_____T. results of no exercise and clumsiness..XDD

sorry hubby that i'm such a lousy player and i can't be your partner in badminton. XD

but thanks for teaching with patient. hehez.

i love you.

Hope you would bring me again.=]

weee....((>.<))

It's been days since i've updated. XD. hehez..So i'm gonna update EVERYTHING now and here...

((>.<)) * * * * * 

Starting from my birthday. XD. I didn't want anything, although yes, i had unhappy moments. 

1. I'm not telling the first issue. 

2. I had an arguement with her [it was cause she didn't understand me!) you might say i'm wrong and all that. but i don't think i am. *hmph* 

On saturday night, the night before i went out with hubby.=]. and then, hubby and i came back at 11 something i was SUPRISED that hubby wanted to stay with me till 12 and he started singing. XD. so sweet. HEHEZ.. it still rings in my ears. i love you hubby. muax. 

Everything was normal the next day, woke up in the morning and fetch my brother to church and went to find hubby. Unlucky thing happen that day, My digi number got barred .__. i know, the PUK number is in my k750i WHICH my brother has ruined it.=/ omg. i still am a little pissed about that issue. *ugh*. So, untill this very day (it has been four days) my digi sim card is still locked. T___T. Then, nothing much happen. It was just like another ordinary day, but then, i was glad hubby was with me. 

Nothing much happen but i rather have him than any other else. Then, at night, we went back to KL. and there the suprise was. HAHAHAAA.. i was packing the things, putting the eggs in the fridge. THERE it was, i saw a cake box on the water filter. XD. haha.. at the moment i was thinking 'a cake???' then the next moment hubby was pulling me apart and ask me to go to the room and pack my things, he was kinda erm...controlling voice? HAHAAAXD. so i went back, Then, hubby called me out to cut cake. HAHAAA..*so it was mine..wink wink*. 

Then, here was the suprise. HAHAA..hubby came and gave me a present. a small box. Wrapped. So, i opened it, and there it was. A key-chain with the number 14. 

XD. then hubby left. I turn around and saw stitches holding another present. HAHAA..so i asked him. hubby ask me to open.=]. it was wrapped with layers and layers and layers of newspaper. *like how i use to do it.XD*. Then, it was an ipod nano!!!!>.

OMG OMG OMG. i know!. i was.....

speechless.

and..

i cried.


HAHAHAHAHAAAA


so touched.

i love you hubby.

omg.


Till now, today, i'm still going omg. XD.

then hubby apologiZed and said he wanted to get the red one. But they didn't have it. So, he wanted to pink one. but again no stock, so he got the silver one. Well, it matches my laptop.XD

if hubby really got the red one. I would scream. LITERALLY...XD




HUBBY!!!i love you.XD muax.
thanks.
love you.
you are the best thing that has ever happen to me,
in my life.
you are all.

14th September

It's the day.
But it's just another ordinary sunday.
Nothing much special.

But one thing i'm happy,
is having hubby.

i love you.
I don't need a thousand presents
or a birthday bash
All i need,
is you.

.____.

i thought luck was with me after a rough day, but NNNNOOOOOOOooooooooOOOOO 

such luck. *ugh*. must be pms that i'm feeling like this. i feel so uncomfortable and it's like i'm so easily annoyed and get ticked off. i hope hubby would be able to bear with me. =] i'm so sorry hubby that if i just get ticked off easily. i apologize. =/. i feel so bad now. 

Haven't been doing much lately. Suppose to be doing my work. but internet is so slow. *ugh*. so who do i blame? hmm... 

i have a feeling that it's just gonna be another sunday.

BAD DAY

you had a bad day, you're taking it down, 

you sing a sad song and you turn it around.

Yesterday was a bad day for me ._. Presentation itself wasn't well. Firstly, i wore jeans. cz i THOUGHT it would be okay. but turns out it's not.  =_______=. *sigh* so, i need to get shirts and skirt like ol...omgy. So, Then, my packaging was wrong so i had to REDO. 

THEN, on the way back, i almost got caught by the cops. No wait, i got caught. but i didn't get anything.lucky me. but unlucky me cz i bribed him. .___. .i'm so bad. HHAHAAAA

Then, my stomach was like. not well. i don't know why. Most probably is the food i ate. Then, internet SUCKS!. so, yea, yesterday WAS a bad day. my body aches. help *squeals*

   *   *   *   *

I'm a little sorry that the picture is small.XD. This is the new ipod Nano. the 4th generation, also-known as 'Nano Chromatic'. HAHAA. it comes in 9 colors. 8GB and 16GB. i don't have the new price though. =/. sorry. XD. but you can always check the apple website. 

this is a close up look. when you tilt it sideways, the screen goes sideways too.XD

but somehow, i still prefer the 3rd generation. 

small, compact, and cute. XD

说你爱我，你想我。是真的吗？老实说，我生日愿望不是什么大，只不过要被你爱，被你疼，被你关心，被你哄，被你‘仲坏’，我就已经很满足了。我什么都不要，只要你的爱。

我，好不开心。但是又不能告诉你。你口口说我什么都可以告诉你。但是，您有没有告诉我呢？你口说没有，但是就是有。看着你流泪，我也心痛。

scars

Woke up at 7 this morning ._____.  DAmn tired. wanna sleep now. *sigh*. Should i talk to them about it? But some parts say, what's the point after knowing? It'll just cause a drama. =/. But if i don't say, i'll just start getting depress and stress over it. But let's say this. You have to be in my shoes to understand the situation. if not, don't think you understand.

-Deep scars are left in me-

searching for you

Everyone's asking, 

where are you?

Is it wrong??

Some people are just so small-tempered and SELFISH! all i did was kept quiet and speak as usual in my happy voice. But there he goes getting so tight up and making a fuss over it. geez. what's the big deal??

i could get annoyed and be mad at him all the time but i'm just tired of it. *sigh. it's already 0057 but here i am still watching Moonlight Resonance AND full metal alchemist.XD. not at the same time, but one after another. HAHAHAAA..

i've go to get up like, 7? .____. so early. i wish i could sleep in. *sigh*

emotionless

Today, has been raining. From drizzle to cat's and dogs. My feelings have been the same.

Things that annoys me.

mylife the way it is
myhair the way it is
mybody the way it is
my.............. so many things the way it is.

-Never regret anything something once made you smile-

*blink*

*cry*


It is DAD's birthday this saturday. Was actually planning to bring him out at night. but he has his lodge meeting. so, oh well!. most probably i'll be in jj on saturday afternoon getting him a present. XD.

Then the following week, is Mooncake festival, 中秋节, on the 14th of september. The same day. and on the SAMEDAY, mom and dad are going to macau! and they never told me anything about it. hmph! and they were always teaching about sharing. =/.


Mooncake festival..hmmm. well, in Chinese, there is a story behind every festival or special day. =]. But of cause as time passes by, stories changes and this is the version i've been hearing since small. =]


There once was an acher, Houyi. He was a mortal and fell in love with an immortal, chang'e. He wanted to be with her but the kind of heavens would not allow that to happen. After long persuading and bugging the emperor, They had a deal. There were ten suns and Houyi was asked to shoot nine down and leave one behind. And so Houyi did it. The emperor kept his promise and gave him a pill but he was only allowed to eat it one year later. So houyi hid the pill in Chang'e's jewelery box. Chang'e, out od curiousity swollen the pill and the next thing she knew she was flying out of the window to the moon. Houyi chased after her but failed so he went to the emperor and ask for another pill.But the emperor did not have the same pill, the one he gave was to fly to the sun. So he did and built a palace in the sun.

Every 15th of the full moon they will be reunited. So the the moon is bigger and brighter.

Well, so it's part of a love story. =]

internet

3G networking here is so bad. i can't really go online here alot. hmmm..

So, i'm here trying to struggle to finish my work. *sigh*. and i have to start on my second work. where can i get traditional costumes rental???anyone knows?? please tell me ok? the best if could get the rental from ipoh.XD

Don't know what to actually blog here.

hubby bluff me.T_T. hubby say got update hi blog. bluff people wan. *pouts*



i need a facial. my face is bad. T__________T.

been watching 家好月圆 . haha..and i cry every episode. XD. i'm such an emotional one. hehez..Here i am crying again over that drama. haha...so many tears.



. . .

Didn't really have a good night sleep last night. So, i'm really tired and wanna have a good sleep. hehez. but i've just finish watching the drama. now i'm watching GARFIELD. hehez....XD