Sometimes i really wonder what you are thinking. Though i sometimes i feel that i'm nobody. Not someone to judge you or stand in your way. but after all this time. Don't tell me feelings never occur between us? The toleration i have to go through. Sometimes i'm sick of all your bullshit and stop treating me like this.
At times i wanna stand up and just hit the table and tell you that you're so stupid, but at times i feel that maybe it's not worth it. Whenever you smile and put a smile on my face, i forget about everything, all the frustration and the hate within me. But whenever things like this happens, i feel so .. UGH!. i can't say i hate u. cz i love too much to hate. Sometimes i feel that you're just so darn selfish but i daren't say anything. wtf.
*sigh*. i don't want to write much in case you understand what i write. anyway, a lesson to learn? Maybe i should stop trying to put so much effort and wait for you to put more. cz at times i feel like an idiot like i'm so despo for it.
don't want to say much. ciao
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