5 hours to go.

excited as i am. there's only 5 more hours to go. =]

hubby came. =]to my house!. inside. xD. baby was in my room. weee>.<>.<)) cz my mind was still unbelievable you came. hehez. =]. i love you baby.


On the other hand, i was quite offended and pissed off by three other people. Some people should learn to mind their own business. Just don't think i don't know what's going on. This world ain't that big just so that you know.



so, i won't let that ruin my mood. xD. i can't wait to get ready. xD. so i'm going to dinner. i won't be blogging till it's 2009. hahaa.
so.
here
i
say
good bye
to




2008. xD




and hello


to



2009. =]

it's been a year,
this one year,
we've been through so many.
through joy and through tear.
and everysingle day,
i'm falling for you,
harder and deeper day by day.
i Thank you, for giving me these memories.
i love you baby.

i love you

i love you and that's all i know.

to an END..

to an END to the year 2008. goodness gracious, it's been so fast.
ad the year 2009 is just less than 24 hours away.

wooww..
i still can't believe it. xD.

i'm gonna be celebrating with hubby.
one year.!
baby, ONE YEAR!
it may seem nothing to everyone. but to me, it's just amazing. How one year just past year so fast. How i'm 19 going to 20. no more 18 going to 19. How everything seems like it's been 3 months. but it's already 12 months.

I just feel like jumping up and down screaming 'I LOVE YOU!' or just hugging you tight isn't enough either. I just want to be there. with you. cz you're just all i need.

-FOREVERknowingYou're [theone]-
-listening to,
The time of our life- D.cook

Camwhor-ing. xD

See No evil, Speak No evil, Hear No evil. xD

BLAH!!!. xD. and there's so many more to come.
upload later. =]

Home Sweet Home

i'm home!.=]

gonna see hubby later. so excited. weeeeeeeee


but deep down am afraid and worried. i want everthing to go well. i KNOW everything will go well. so i'm staying positive. *smile*

Listening to,

-Walking On The Sun by Smash Mouth-

hills.

i am not sitting here. in the balcony.
i can see Genting from here. Shimering lights blinking and blinking.
Far away i can see towns. hmm. i wonder if that's rawang. HAHAA. or some town. it seems big.
and here?
it's quiet.
i'm on earphones. listening to... sleeping child by Michael Learns to Rock.

Doing my work currently at 1.51am. i'm tired. but din want to go sleep, cz ..hahaa. *secret*.
anyway, hubby's in Ipoh now.
miss him badly =/

internet is crap here. no signal. no nothing. but i manage to struggle through...
Don't know what to do. my mind is just. hubby. hubby. hubby. casson. hubby. casson. kar soon. hubby and more hubby.
blah! it's been days since i see him and i feel f***ked up. like i'm the only one feeling this.

what happen to the day where you'll use to call me to tell me you miss me?
or you call just to hear my voice?
i really wannt call you.
to hear your voice.
to talk to you.
Or when was the last time, you call me, just to want to see me. just to spend time with me for the sake of being my side and no other reason?
what about the times where you would find me just to see me?
those times. where we would be do nothing but for the sake of being together we'll go somewhere.
the times, i really felt that you loved me.

Officially missing you

Here i am going online in the reception.

._.

there's only internet at the receiption. suck >.<


been missing you. don't want to go all emo cz i know u don't like it.

but i can't wait to go back tomorrow.

to see you. =]

Wondering if you are as excited as i am.

X'mas day.

hmmm.....messing around with photo-booth. xD

merry x'mas to all.

hehez...stitiches and i do wish merry x'mas to all of you out there. =]
my friends and my family.

and here comes pooky. =].
Isn't he cute?
Pooky wishes Garfield merry x'mas.
hahaaaa.
sorry Garfield, i stole him from you . :D



* * * * * * * * * *







weeeee>.<
rmb the cow i so at jj.
it's here. with me

wa cinta xian. =]
she got it for me..
weeeeee
it's so cute.
hehez. i'm gonna call it....
MOOO.
hahaa. triple 'o's. xD hahaa. cz it's a cow.
i wanted to call it Caress. cz that's the name of the tag sticking out from the arse. haha.
but MOOO sounds cuter. weeee..
so, this is mooo.

And the bag. =]
haha. xian got me a white bag.
it's so nice. =]
me love you. :D

carol got me......smth from LaSenza. hahahaaaaa. xD
weeee. ok. people, your presents will be coming soon. =]
sorry that it's coming a little late.

-christmas is lonely without you-

x'mas

Merry Christmas to you. =]

all of you.







x x x x x x x

x'mas seems so lonely without you being here.

Merry Christmas =]

i love you hubby. =]
and merry Christmas to you.
Although it wasn't clarified that i WAS a x'mas dinner and celebration.
xD
but i'll talk it as one part.
weeeeEEEee >.< i'm so happy.

* * * * * * * * *

We went to watch a movie 'IP MAN'
it's funny. and it's nice. so you should really watch it.
no regrets. =]. even if it takes to be seating at the 6th row

he whispers: Dear?

she lifts her head up: yea?

''I LOVE you", he says while smiling and really meaning it.

She smiles with happiness ''i love you too'

and she gave him a kiss before letting him see she was smiling like the sun never shone before. =]








we went to dinner later on after the movie. =]

Look at hubby. xD. hehez...so cute.
just makes me wanna pinch him face. HAHAA. xD evil me.

my food. xD
cheese Chicken Chop. it's quite alright.
but i gave up cutting the chicken. so hubby cut it and fed me..
weee...
i feel so loved. >.<... hahaa. i love you hubby!

that's HIS dish. xD
the Garlic Chicken Chop. haha.
kinda think of it. i din get a bit. T_T
but oh well, i din take any notice either. =]

* * * * * * * *

I don't need a hundred gifts beneath the tree
Don't you know the best thing you could give to me
Nothing else will do
All I want is you this Christmas

*blink*blink*

i try to forgive and forget.

but i'm sorry i just can't.

Some other people just don't want to do what their suppose to do. it's fine with me.

i am not someone who opens my mouth and goes ''wei! where's my money!''

or

''hey! i thought you're suppose to give that to me?''



x x x x x x x

-Don't keep your promise if you can't make them -

x'mas

ahh..

Christmas is here again. Somehow rather. the spirit is not here. i wonder where it's gone. =/




in the search of it..

akk. there's a slightly bit of it.

Then, the confusion. is it really the spirit or just us camwhor-ing. xD

whatever

yea.
i'm fuck pissed.

cz seriously, i can't say what i wanna say cz my sister reads my blog.

but seriously, i feel like i'm living in a home. NOT my home. i mean. what the heck is with rules and none- privacy?

and stop giving me shit like i should appreciate what i have! but i don't need people to annoy the shit out of me.

and if you got a problem with it. BUG OFF! yea i sleep a little late. SO WHAT?? it's not that i ruin my life right? and so many more i don't even wanna bother speaking about it. because right now. i just WISh i could go away!!!!!

Unable.

The times where i feel the inability to express my self,

in words.

in action.

i will always love you.

knowing you is more than a dream come true. , :not me.

._.

i miss you. and somehow these insecure feelings are here again.

how i wish i could spend more time with you.

Just like last time,

where we use to just lie there hugging each other.

Where you look me in the eye and tell me you love me.