zomg...official results came out today..T____T

PA[malaysia studies]-dunno why i have to take this subject..haihz..c-
life drawing - i so suck at it..T_T...c-[also]
creative studies..thought i could do better - B+ [disappointed]
design studies..haihz..sad..- B+ [not good enough]
communication studies..what did i do wrong?T_T- B-
photographic studies,,should have gotten better - A-
history of art..unexpected - A+

i'm so disappointed at it..godamnit..T___________T
so wanna wish iknow where i did wrong..
no wait..then i'll be even emo cz i knew where and what i did wrong..T_T
*sobs*
sem3 starting next month..and tough work coming up..T_T
hope i can do better..

i just came back home..it's 5.11..went out to lunch just now with mom..and now. i'm going out with mom again in ten to fifteen min..hmmm..
i saw this pair of glasses frame just now...lovely..i just liked it.. i tried it on. it's philip morgan..
i wanted to search for an image so i can show how the pair of glasses looked like..but i jsut couldn't..but i promise to post it as soon as i find it.^^

woke up at 7 this morning. no wait. it was more like 6 smth in the morning..T_____T
mom was hammering at my room door...geez..
the car key she was using couldn't open the car door and it made the car alarm rang. then she had to use the key i was using.
lucky she din start scolding or nagging cz i'll be quite pissed off, but she shut the alarm and took my dad's car. she couldnm't open it, so i had to get up and find the key for it. couldn't find it for an hour, searching the whole house. till i decided to clean my room abit and when i took the rubbish bin, the key fell onto the floor..i was like..thank goodness...

but then i couldn't sleep back.
so here i am online,
on the chair.
at a very akward position,
and i can't even move my laptop
cz the wireless internet connection will be lost..
zomg...neck and back aching
cz i'm sitting on the edge of my bed
i need to get a baby small stool...
hmmm...
kinda bored now..
waiting for later to go back to skul..

kinda had a small conversation with baby ytd night.. felt like a fool. i always have this bad attitude. godamnit.T___T
i wanna change..i'm just so super-ultra-extreme sensitive and just naive and selfish..ugh..
that sounds bad..=/
there's so many things i wanted to ask baby, like what he had done, but just din dare, cz later hell think i'm bossy..hmm..i just can't wait till the weekend, if he'scoming back.that's great.^^..if not i'll be going down to kl to see him..^^..and then the following week after cny i'll be going down with him again..
zomg...i jsut can't wait for it..
haha...
XDDD

MY HAIR
zomg zomg zomg...
i seriously need to do smth about my hair..T___T
it's just so messed up and crazy and all..ugh...
i hate it..
i'm so regretting cutting it short..but at least!
it's growing..
hurry hurry grow faster..^^

being very random here.apologize..

this shirt was lovely, but M was a lil small and L was bit to large.so at the end i din get it, have to lose some fat first..haha..
but i love how the pink splats are around

this top is from topshop, i kinda love it.love i bought a similiar black tank top from dorthy perkins, but now i kinda regreted not buying it.

off-shoulder top from SUB..love it, there's red and pink, thru pic i look great but in real live, ugh..all the fat's are coming out..T_T...so sad..i love this picture..love the skirt too..^^

another from SUB,there's a black and a white one.they were both lovely..XDD...omg..there's just so many i love..

this is the same shop as the first..but the pink one looks better and i like that more..XDD

omg...there's just so many more in kl..but i jsut can't b'liv it and imagine and...omg....
then there's perfume i wanna buy, but dunno which..

一天比一天的日子过得真快。不只不觉也到了一个月的时间。在这一个月里面的感情变了很多。再多几个星期就来了，真的好希望能够是一个你永远都会记得的第一次。认识到你我真的好开心，也不知道你会不会去读我写的这些。如果你是有心的，我回好开心。和你相处了之后，让我发觉世界上还有很多东西让我去学习，而且有你的存在带领我，教导我，我好开心。虽然说是等你，但是我好开心我能在你身边。
爱是如何？爱是能看见吗？爱有是哪儿来的？
我爱你，是真的。你有的过去和我的过去是不一样。你是第一位能让我开心，让我学习好多东西。没一次，我伤心，不开心的时候，你都会在我身边。别人也可以在我身边，但是他们给不到你的温柔以及笑容。
你比别人不同，你好特别，没个人都会有优点和缺点，但我相信在时间以内问题可以解决。我也不是一个十全十美的女孩。我只不过是一个深深的爱上了你的以为普通女生。
你可以说别人靓仔帅哥，你可以说他们有钱人好，但是你无论怎么说几百次也好，你也不能说服我你所说的，因为在我所知，你是帅哥。我丛不觉得我需要那一位，有钱地位来做我心目中的百马王子，因为你就是我的百马王子。
等你是我愿意和唯一的选者，如果在这时期里，有别的男生，就当他们倒霉来错时间，因为我的心里，只有你一位。

整一个星期和你一起，我好开心，因为有你的存在，在我身边，这段时间让我更觉得我等你，是值得的。因为，我真的爱上了你。

再想起来，你着星期尾后我又有得见你。但是有怕我什么读做不到但是只是带麻烦来就不好。

今天，我又和他看戏来。好开心。因为他的存在让我觉得今天的天气比昨天好很多。
每一次他靠近，我很想抱着他不放。每一次和他吻别，让我觉得世界上只省下他一个。
我一天比一天的爱他。
等他是值得的，因为我真的爱上他了。

我爱你是真心的。
就让我爱你，没有了自己， 我也愿意的爱你。
你让我遇见以及认识了好多东西，你给我一千一万个理由为什么我不应该爱你，我都回继续的爱你。
爱是心来的，我们没有权力几时该爱或不爱，如果选折去控制，反而会自己带来辛苦以及麻烦。为何呢？
当两个人互相爱时，为何有不能在一起呢？

亲爱的，等你，我不介意，但是，请你别叫我别去爱你。 因为，我没新的一天，比没旧的一天爱你多。
甜口谜语我不会，心里实话我就会。

omg..here i am back in ipoh..my room..with my new laptop..XD
wohoo...i'm so happy and glad..finally i got it..hahahahahaha...
but still, some things are missing and i need to get them asap..
i've been in kl for the whole week..5 days..with my baby..^^..so happy..
i saw a pants at topshop, it was lovely, but i just din know where was the problem and till baby mention the cutting wasn't nice..too bad..but at the end, i did got a pair of lovely one..^^
i got a pair of sktchers..the baby ones..^^..
i did get a pair of slippers too..
and two tank tops from dorithy perkins..omg..i was shopping the whole week, it was so lucky i wasn't there every min of the day..haha...^^..
there's so many things yet so lil time..and cash..XD

baby, i love you..
three nights..
i dun think i can sleep tonight..^^

alexis,
you and your skin...
T______T

i'm in kl girl, where you?
buahaha..
been in kl for the week..
i'm happy..
bought a pair of sketchers..
you knows what the best part when i buy shoes?
i go to the kids section!!^^
haha...ok..i reli sound damn weird,
but it's cz some of the adult sizes dun fit me..
you know?
like nike, adidas and so on,
they have kids right?
they fit me..
perfectly..
i'm so happy..^^..
will post some pictures..hehez..

-being random

Being in love with you has changed my life in ways i never dreamed possible.

you may not love me like i love you,
you may not care i like care for you,
but i just wanted you to know,
that no matter when you need me,
i'll always be there for you..

-lurve

i love the way you hold me in your arms,
i love the way you touch me,
i love the way you give me small suprise kisses,
i love the way you smile at me,
i love everything about you.

Think with your heart instead of your mind. You think too much with your head. Your heart will show you the way.

You are my heart, my hope, my help
My prayer has answered me
The whole of which I am a part
My sole, my ecstacy

You are my past, present, future
My ship, my sail, my ocean
The breeze in the wind, and
The home for every motion

You are my love, my friend, my family
The breath that I must breathe
The passion of my hope
The beat that my heart sings

You are my everything...

You have been "there, then, and now"
For "there" when you were with
For "then" in the past, and
For "now" all through this

This is why people "happy"
Call it happiness
For you are My Valentine
My sweet love and bliss

-josh m

damnit...
again i made a fool out of myself.
i wonder,
when will i stop and start controlling.
i love you,
and please don't ask me not to love,
cz i can't.
love comes from the heart,
not the brain.


I wonder,
what's on his mind.
Everytime he looks at me,
i get so nervous.
Thinking what's on his mind.
Everytime he talks,
I just feel so amazed.
It's unbelievable things happened.
But it's unpredictable what will happen.

When you told me,
i felt rejected.
my sank again.
Not just that,
it hurt,
felt like a piercing,
going through my heart.
What have i done?
to deserve this?
All i wanted was to love,
and to be loved in return..
i'm not a control-freak,
but i just want to be loved,
by you.

Today, i went to parade in the morning and got some decorations for my room. some butterfly and glow in the dark stars..haha..wonder how it is at night..^^..
been a few days here in my room and i'm getting use to it slowly. my clothes aren't all here yet but slowly..haha..there's just smth missing in my room...a mirror...i have a long mirror. but it's in edmunds room in hostel..din bring it back..hmm..but at least i should get a small one first..
Cass came at 2, then we had lunch at greentown corner and went over to jj. saw nat there..^^..it's been a while since i saw her. Then, we went to parade cz cass bro was there.
Plans are making, i'm going to kl on monday. Will be waiting for carol to finish work then we'l be going back together. anyway, i can't wait to be in kl..

-today's thought just came in quite randomly. Am i really such a problematic kid? *sigh.. i don't know why, sometimes i dun like to be home, maybe it's b'cz i've always have to be home and i can't be out. that's why when there's a chance i'll always not want to go..=/..what's wrong..geez..i'm sorry that i'm just thinking of this way... i'm not being weird or crazy, it's just that. sometimes i want to be alone and maybe just to be with someone, not her, or them. but him. Maybe, that's why.

apologize

i'm really very sorry that i screwed my blogskin..
pls do forgive..

it just gets on your nerve that some people are just so friggin idiots and stupid!!!
first of all, i did not even say anything.
she can say one and a half hour when her intention is RM1.50. then u get so friggin confuse and you ask her. Then she screams at you like you called her a slut..what's her problem? she has said so many things about me and i haven't even jump to her about it.

-i stood there waiting an hour for her. i did not mention.
she waited mintues and she starts screaming.
-i forgotten what was thousand in malay and she started saying i'm useless.
she asked me how to spell 'scare' and i did not mention.
and there's so many things..if there were a recorder i'll record what she said and post it and then you all will know how useless and pathetic it is.

and how can i not be mad????

****

screw her and all that.

yea, i admit i am a problematic bitch who is deeply in love with a guy.
and i am mentally emotional..you got a problem with that?
deal with it..****!!! and i know right now i am in another emotional state and when i post this, after an hour i feel what a stupid thing for me to write.. but what do you want me to do? i can't kill myself..i can't just walk away..and i know i'm stupid enuf to not know what i should say to her..
i'm sorry to disappoint you guys...i know i'm not the best..

omg..
i'm actually right now online using this old laptop of mine in my new room
haha..i'm catching signals from around but it's so low..
msn isn't working well.
but at least..
i can blog..with patients..
buahahaha...
i still can't b'liv it..i've been sitting here for days..ok, not reli that long. but a few day..then i just noticed that my yahoo messenger signed in.. i was shocked..
signal is low..but i manage to creep in slowly here and there..haha..
but ofcz msn isn't working..=/

1) Single , taken , Naked , or
Flirty ?
- Flirty i guess...

2) Are you happy with that ? -
- nope..

4 ) Have you ever had your heart
broken?
- yes...sad but normal..

3) Have you ever talked about
marriage with the opposite sex?
- erm..yes i think..

4 ) Do you want children ?
- their cute..^^

5) How Many?
- depends on how much i can handle and how 'loveable' he is..haha

6) Would you consider adoption?
- maybe?

7 ) If someone liked you right now,
would you want them to tell you ?
- who is that someone? if it's him, yes please, if not..no..

8) Do you want someone you can't
have?
- if i can't have it, how can i want it?

9) Have you ever fallen in love?
- EVER? Now i am even am..

10) Do you believe in celebrating
anniversaries?
- yes..it's a good memory

11) Do you believe that you can change
for someone ?
- if i have the heart, i can..

12) Is it a good day?
- nope, not when i'm here and she's here with all that annoying noise..

13 ) Have you ever broken a heart
before ?
- i think so..

14) Does your ex still have feelings
for you ?
- how would i know?

15 ) Do you still have feelings for
your ex?
- they are my ex. what do you think?

16) when was your first kiss?
- a good one or a bad one?

17) what do you like bout your partner?
- are you asking bout him?

18) who made the first move?
- in this century and genaration, girls can make the first move..

19) when was your first date?
- geez, define a 'date'

20) when did u start?
- start what?

21) gone through all sorts of trouble,
was it worth it?
- it's not even finished yet...

the greatest that ever happen is to love and be love in return..

my mom has all sudden ask me to go to the states to study...T_____T
why do they put me in such state?
i'm a friggin emotional kid and please let me go..
STOP SUFFERING ME!
LET ME MAKE MY OWN DECISION!!

*haihz

all i've got to say.
i won't go if i don't get what i want first.
and the other thing is.
it's not like i'm going tomorrow..
right?
but i know one thing it's that my mom's gonna start talking and nagging about it the next few years until i go...

choices-aus
-uk
-states

or any other places i can think of.
the reason my mom asked me to go to the states b'cz she thinks it's better there and it's much cheaper..
yea, but it just gets on my nerves that she can just come up to me and tell me JUST LIKE THAT...

omg...great...
dad's back..need to go for lunch..
will be back talking bout satuff i don't know what's going on either.

i woke up at noon today..not sharp, but around that time..Just seem so tired..
if i were sleeping in an air-con room, i would still be sleeping RIGHT NOW...it was so hot and i was all sweating..ugh..hate it..i'm gonna on the air-con tonight..*disgust

Mom's out, dad's out, matt's skul..i'm all alone here..Don't know whether to go out tonight or not..
and i'm feeling really bad for my behaviour yesterday. COuldn't even sleep well. I'm such an emo person when i come to some situation. h.a.t.e. i.t.. so afraid people would get a bad impression on me..T____T.

Most likely will be going down to kl next monday. by bus. of cz. There are few places i want to go. need to go to sunway, and kl itself to check out some stuff.. then KLCC and 1u too..now i'm gonna start complaining about the transportation.. but it's ok. it's not as bad as staying at cyber where u are at no where..geez..

i'm gaining weight and i'm so fat..damn..hate it so much that some people are jsut so skinny and they can go on eating and eating without worrying gaining weight..=____________=
fine..i'm just fat and i have to accept it...T__T..*sobs
still can't find my watch..the white one. i din lose it here, i left it in xian's palce. i've called up to ask her maid to search for me..

xian, i miss you...*sobs

baby,
i love you,
and i just want you to know.
that i'm not suffering.
i'm fine.
i'm happy to have you here,
it's because having you here is better than having none at all.
if, you understand what i mean.
What's mine's mine,
what's not will nvr be mine,
just like you said.
maybe all i can do now is just to be a better person..=]

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Come back to me, and forgive everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

I moved to my new room..
My bed is here now, my guitar is here, my charger is here.Bit by bits i'll be bringing them over here.
My bed is in the middle of the room, wanted to change a bit, but kinda hard.
Need time to go.
but won't be much though i'll be staying in kl like 8 months and 4 months here only..
I'm still debating whether to come back during my next sem break..

went back to school today and saw some teachers,
they gasp like the've never seen me for ten years.ok..maybe not that much..it has been months..haha..
and i notice most teachers i know has this short hair-cut..like they think they are rihanna or smth like that.
thanks to rihanna everyone's having that cut..
geez..i can't wait for my hair to get long..
p/s, i did not cut my ir b'cz of rihanna.it was another reason..

anywayz, waiting for my dad to finish using the internet so i can use.
and debating whether should i change to getting a Macbook or stick to getting a macbookPro?
some people jsut can't keep their mouth shut and jsut have to talk the whole day about it..
geez....
sudden realize it's so bad without glasses..i'm not frequent glasses wearing person..
but smtims it reli hurts when i need them..such luck..

can't wait for thrusday now as he'll be back,
then it'll be out,out,out again..
thinking of plans again..
trying to go to kl next week..
wanna go down kl to see the macbook and mbPro..
it's better to see it right in from of me and try it..
but have to persuade my parents of letting my go down.

I have a month more till sem starts..what to do..kaixin asked me to go for the Latin class, but geez,
i don't have a partner..
anyone wants to learn latin dance?
such sad that i'm so into dancing but i don't have the courage to ask around strangers to be my dance partner..
and some people said i was astrowart..[dunno how to spell that]..hmm..i'm not..
i just wanted to have fun that night..that's all [caught me at a wrong place wrong time..=[ ]

i love you

Just hate it when they give u hope and just let you down just like that.
it's like they throw you down and ignore you.
geez...have a heart...

Do you know that i love you?
How i feel for you is smth i've never felt before.
i have no regrets of meeting back with you,
cz i'd rather have a short memory than have none at all.
As i sit here thinking of you
are you thinking of me too?
or her?
i really wonder.
But if it was her,
i don't blame you.
Sometimes i do wonder,
do you treat her like how you treat me?
every single action taken.

Have you ever heard
Action are more than words.
All you've done,
I loved it
i'm happy and i'm glad.
this is because i love you

Do you know how i feel towards you?
do you know how i think about u?
i've been searching for someone like you
to guide me and teach me
even i'm wrong.
Noone could ever give me how i feel right now.

One thing i know, that is.
Love can never be force.
So if you don't feel the way like i do.
We both understand.

what's worst than being sick and stuck at home? with unstable internet and nothing to do?
geez....Then there's just so many things you wish to do but you just can't..

-i'm bored-

*sigh*..where's life when you need them?

Just when i start thinking how great it would be going back to kl. All the unconvinient things start coming out..argh...why aren't i studying at 'THE ONE'? damn it..transportation and food would be so much more DAMN easier..well, gotta eat as much as i like here as it'll be just maggie and me there..damn...wonder who my new room-mate is gonna be?i even wonder where's my room..=/

Hope may schedule won't be all cramp everyday of the week. I don't even know my subjects for the next sem..how sad is that?
Just thinking how i should plan my life and get it more interesting..
First-Get my hands on the guy I want!! haha...*it's a hint baby*..^^


[i love you baby]

oh great..i just don't know why. but i jsut want to blog..and i don't even have the slightest idea what to write.
or mayb there's just too many things going on in my head till i actually don't know what to say and they are all in pieces and i can't find the words..

People can just say the words 'forget bout it' or maybe 'cheh..like that only ma..'
sometimes, i really wonder, why do i even bother telling them?They assume they can just let me forget or smth like that, or mayb they though it's jsut small matter. Even if they went thru the same thing..maybe they were stronger. .

.I AM NoT.

i don't even know what the hell i'm talking here..

It's not everday
that i find a person quite like you
perfect every way
i finally found the nerve to confess that it's you - that i want
i don't care if i act a fool
i would damn near beg for you !
put aside, all my pride
so don't keep me hanging here
cause this girl is falling stupid for you..
stupid for you..

the proper thing to do
is for me to act like a lady and wait
for you to make the first move
but i don't think you're getting the point
that it's you - that i want
i don't care if i act a fool
i would damn near beg for you
put aside, all my pride
so don't keep me waiting here
cause this girl is falling stupid for you!
oh, oh stupid for you

why's it always feel like i am
chasing love when nothing's there
and here i go just making the same mistake...

internet is finally working today...this weekend has brought me smth.. Having him here with me..
Is it wrong to love?
Is it wrong to take the risk?
Is it wrong to be with who i want to be?

i'm lose and confuse.
with every action taken..

Sometimes i just wish they are so many things i did more and things i did less..
sometimes...
just sometimes i just wish...

wish he would do smth..
It kills me just like this..

So many things i want to do but i just can't..
what can i do?

internet ain't working that well..geez. i wonder why.. been at home the whole day. i woke up at 1 this morning. no wait..it's this afternoon..haha..planned to get my blood checked..but i don't have the guts..oh great..don't know why am i so afraid of needles..=[..

went to dinner at KimBali last night with parents and their friend. Food was ok. after that, there was a freako drug-addict guy who kept following us. Lucky my dad was there, but still, he kept coming near me and i was so freaked out. Argh..anyway, when we reached the car. anotehr two freako indians were leaning against my car. Next to the driver seat. when i passed, they were like 'hey love...'..O_____o...got into the car and locked it. my mom walked ssssOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooo slow, i wished i could yell at her and ask her to hurry up or smth like that..geez...then drove to 24-hour McD at Gunung-rapat that area.. then went home. couldn't get online cz the line wasn't reli very good..geez...i manage slightly now only. have to wait friggin long for it to load...

i finally finished work!!!
wohoo..
no more getting up and sleeping early and worrying bout getting tired...^^

cant b'liv i actually got up at 9 smth cz my cuzin called me and asked bout my new laptop...geez...i need some sleep..haha...

but some people are just so friggin annoying to be around. why can't they jsut shut up and leave me alone? The only frigging person who makes so much friggin noise and is so damn frigging annoying..f*** some *** la...)(*&^@#$%^&*#$%^&*...

-sorry for being so mad cz some @#$%^&* has reli ruin my mood...****-

Kiss on the stomach: Im ready.
-Kiss on the Forehead: I hope were
together forever.
-Kiss on the Ear: Youre my everything.
-Kiss on the Cheek: Were friends.
-Kiss on the Hand: I adore you.
-Kiss on the Neck: We belong together.
-Kiss on the Shoulder: I want you.
-Kiss on the Lips: I love you.
____________ ____________________
_______
_____ ____ ____
What the gesture means...
-Holding Hand: We definitely like each
other.
-S lap on the butt: Thats mine.
-Holding on tight: I dont want to let
go.
-Looki ng into each others Eyes: I just
plain like you.
-Playing with Hair: Tell me you love
me.
-Arms around the Waist: I like you too
much to let go.
-Laughing while Kissing: I am
completely comfortable with you.
____________ ____________________
_______
_____ ____ ____
Advice;
D ont ask for a kiss, take one.
If you were thinking about someone
while
reading this,
youre definitely in Love.
___________ ____________________
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Do dreams come true?
i've always wonder..

As i sit here online again. all i'm waiting is for friday to come. and for chinese new year to come. then i'll be going back kl. I sudden realize i forgot about my university results. Not out yet i'm so nervous..oh god...X___X

well, it's one in the morning, and i'm blogging. it's not anything big but i jsut had the mood to. like any other times..
today is the 7th of january. OMG..can you actually believe it? time has passed so fast and it's already 2008. Can't believe it.

There are some things inside me that i really wish i could say it out. Like he said, sometimes they are things where it's so amazing that you can't find the word to express it or to tell how it is..it's just unbelievable.
RIght now, it's still hard to believe that we actually met a.g.a.i.n..Do hope that i won't be ignored for another year this time. Back then we were not so close, but now, we talk and smile. What will happen? i really wonder. Sometimes i am really am afraid to express myself as i do not know how the other side feels. What if he doesn't feel the same way? Then wouldn't i be making a fool of myself?
But a friend did say, sit and think. If he doesn't feel this way, would he do all that just for you? I really wish it is true.

I'm just so worried now, it's half past one and i'm sitting here. Listening to songs and singing just makes me flashback that day. And i sudden have a feeling of making something.

Mayb we're still insecure. We've been hurt and left. Who knew? I just do hope time will solve all.

.baby, i love you.

i went to sunway today..with xian..^^..casson,eric and terry was there too. with another friend..casson bullied me...T_____T..promise to tell me why but din..e.v.i.l.....i.dun.like..fine...=/

went to work today and got my salary for the month,sadly, i can't leave tomorrow...haihz...when i mean leave as in leave work..i have to work till tuesday...well, at least she has some sense and some human sense who let people who are unconvinient to work leave..unlike some bitch who just doesn't care bout anything and just think they are like the greatest or so..haihz..so sad..tomorrow i need to work..full day somemore...T______T...
such sad case..haihz..

more pictures...me and xian..^^..pls do not mind me being fat and distorted...

she's cute right?
=]

i kinda like this picte..haha...

Pictures at xian's steamboat dinner..^^..twister..=]thomas, me, xian, and suyin = twister...^^


sorry that's not rotate..=]..
me with prince..haha...cute isn't he??

HAPPY NEW YEARS...2008

it's 2008 right now, here i am in xian's house. I seem to be spending loads of time here. it's fun to be with someone you can have fun. I skipped work that day a.g.a.i.n and went to jj. Watch AVP2. it's kinda disgusting though, but i watched the whole movie..wahahaha...without missing anything..haha...

today, 1st of november, i went to work. hope it's for the last time. cz i'm having some problems here. i can't believed i cried after work and was suffering so much. i am SO DAMN TIRED and exhausted. i can't actually believe me doing that. Everyone is like 'why are you working?' ..my answer...i dont know.. cz i never work before?? but now with experience..i'm just tired. i want to do the things i like to do...aren't you suppose to do that? i mean what for stickw ith something you don't like??

Can't believe 2007 is actually over...and it's 2008 right now...i'm 19 this year...O.O!!omg....haha... on eve's i stayed at xian's...[that was last night] and tonight i'm staying at xians too..^^...we went to rums..don't wan details now..wait for the pictures together..^^