i woke up at noon today..not sharp, but around that time..Just seem so tired..
if i were sleeping in an air-con room, i would still be sleeping RIGHT NOW...it was so hot and i was all sweating..ugh..hate it..i'm gonna on the air-con tonight..*disgust

Mom's out, dad's out, matt's skul..i'm all alone here..Don't know whether to go out tonight or not..
and i'm feeling really bad for my behaviour yesterday. COuldn't even sleep well. I'm such an emo person when i come to some situation. h.a.t.e. i.t.. so afraid people would get a bad impression on me..T____T.

Most likely will be going down to kl next monday. by bus. of cz. There are few places i want to go. need to go to sunway, and kl itself to check out some stuff.. then KLCC and 1u too..now i'm gonna start complaining about the transportation.. but it's ok. it's not as bad as staying at cyber where u are at no where..geez..

i'm gaining weight and i'm so fat..damn..hate it so much that some people are jsut so skinny and they can go on eating and eating without worrying gaining weight..=____________=
fine..i'm just fat and i have to accept it...T__T..*sobs
still can't find my watch..the white one. i din lose it here, i left it in xian's palce. i've called up to ask her maid to search for me..

xian, i miss you...*sobs

baby,
i love you,
and i just want you to know.
that i'm not suffering.
i'm fine.
i'm happy to have you here,
it's because having you here is better than having none at all.
if, you understand what i mean.
What's mine's mine,
what's not will nvr be mine,
just like you said.
maybe all i can do now is just to be a better person..=]