oh great..i just don't know why. but i jsut want to blog..and i don't even have the slightest idea what to write.
or mayb there's just too many things going on in my head till i actually don't know what to say and they are all in pieces and i can't find the words..

People can just say the words 'forget bout it' or maybe 'cheh..like that only ma..'
sometimes, i really wonder, why do i even bother telling them?They assume they can just let me forget or smth like that, or mayb they though it's jsut small matter. Even if they went thru the same thing..maybe they were stronger. .

.I AM NoT.

i don't even know what the hell i'm talking here..