i'm tryin to do my work here, but i can't. what the hell is wrong with me? i'm not happy, being very  straight forward here..i'm down and i'm friggin half emo here. i want to do my work, with all the spirit i have, it breaks me down. WHY? why do you have to do this to do? i'm starting a bad habit that i know noone would like it. i've put so much effort but this inside of me just tears me down. 

if i could run,

i would run away,

forever.

I don't care if

you say i'm a coward,

or saying that i'm just running away from problem. 

Because i know,

if i stop,

i will break down and cry.

i feel alone and where are you

when i need you

i'm losing it and the water is high

i can't breath

please pull me out

i don't like this feeling

i hate this feeling

i wish i could sleep the pain away,

i lay there with my eyes close

but i can't sleep

tears would roll

and i missed you

it hurts that you're not here

i don't know what would happen when i wake up the next day.

i'm emotionless and i feel empty.

this emptness inside me,

is eating me up.