hmmm...

Hmmm... i all of sudden just realized that i am being ignored..
*sigh*.why d people start talking bad if i get emo or jus unhappy?everybody is like ''You have everything and what you want, why are you making a small fuss??''
yada yada yada...
haihz...dunno la..maybe, and just maybe.

My best friend, what happen? I really don't know, i'm sorry if i offended her, but just that. I feel that..i am ignored..and maybe, just maybe, I am nothing but just some friend whom you saw at the mall and smile and say hi then you walk off. And just maybe, i don't deserve a rfiend like that.

I am back in ipoh, and i have been getting emo lately. Once or twice i went out with friend. But somehow, there just seem to be a gap between us.

So what does a bestfriend means? I don't have someone whom i can talk crazily about guys. I don't have someone who can go hyper and craz together. I don't have a girlfriend. Whom, i can spend my time with. I can't sing happily and just laugh with a girlfriend. I can't just spnd slepover time with her. Sometimes i thought she was the one. BUt then, now i realized, i am not that close with her, we may laugh and go crazy, but it only last for a few days.

I always envy my sister who has so many close friends. Me? I can't even bring one home. What more o have some friend t spend time with. The only person i spend time wih is, my boyfriend in kl. but that was in kl. I got n one to talk to about him. Recently, things have not been going so well, and, i just can talk to nobody.

I cam online, thinking mayb i could find her and cher myself up, but, she gave me the cold tone like she did not want to talk to me.

I'm really sorry if i did anything that offended you, and i'm sorry.