Useless

Somehow, deep down inside me, i'm feeling useless..Seeing him not happy even though he bring a smile on his face, but still... i know he's not happy. but he won't tell. I sometimes wonder why wouldn't he tell, at least we could share. but mayb he might think i can't help him at all so why bother telling me. well, he's got a point there. But i though i could be someone who could at least share..=/.. 

I pray that you'll over-come it. I pray that there's someone who could help you. I wouldn't mind if it wasn't me, cz i know i'm trying my best and maybe i'm just not good enough, but i always want you to know, i'll always be there...

-i love u and it's true-

Anime..

I've been chasing up with Bleach recently. Ahh...finally started to watch the first episode, then the second, then the third and it just keeps goin on..Wanted to watch it after watching GetBackers..was way back time..haha..but i just nvr startedd it until sayang wanted to watch it..haha..=].so, BIG THANKS to sayang also who watched it together with me...=] haha..Then, i've also start Vampire Knight, but stick to bleach first. this is just cool and i love it. That's u should know who..XD..He's the best..=]...

I was finding for images and found this version...hahaha....damn funny...=]..matrix become bleach..

Then the Chibi's are just SOoooooooooOOOOOoooo cute. XD

yay to those who watch it..=]...gambateh..xD

-私は愛する赤ん坊-

keep minds off..

i decided to keep my mind off work a while, and post some movies i've watch before..

This is a nice show. =]. must watch. well, i love cameron diaz..haha..so energetic, so lovely.=]. i watched it with sayang le. and it's very funny..half comedy, half romance. wel, more of comedy actually, so, thoes who haven't watch. GO WATCH!!!

CAmeon & Ashton - =]....

-ilovesayang-

stuck..

i'm so stuck..i slept at 5.40 am yesterday..no wait..i finally got into bed at 5.30 in the morning. roll around cz i was damn uncomfortable and my stomach was hurting. and everyone in the room but me is SNOORING... (((>.<))). . but then i fell asleep cz i was dead tired anyway..hmph..=/

right now, it's almost three in the afternoon, i'm dead hungry..waiting for sayang to finish class..and...T_T...so stuck with work..wanted to go take some pictures today..but....how to go out..*sigh...so stresss

Stickman

haha..this is fantastic..gotta watch it...sayang ask me to watch, so i did. and it was..funny..the part where he ask for help..haha...cool..=]

sharing

T_T..

sayang just pitied me cz i'm FAT!. *sobs....

sayang and i had REAL fun today...haha...syokNYA...haha..dun think wrong la.  i found sayang's weakness!!!buahahaha...Went to Pyramid for dinner [Kim Gary] we shared..aww...so sweet. not to say we DON'T SHARE. but it was never the 'hey! let's order both and we can swap!'..zomg. it has been years since i shared..haha..carol, dun jealous la. i know u're the only one that shares, but u not here ma...and he..my sayang ma...=]. and hey! i never complain u and aiivan also..[opps! did i just mention his name out loud >.<]

ok, dunwan too much detail, later people start complaining..hehez...

Janice, i want the video..=] and..hmm.. i do not know what else to say..haha..

once in a blue moon.

It's a rare occasion for a 19 year-old girl to actually have a nice talk with her mom. Where there's only you and her on the bed. Lying and chatting, and she just seems so happy to hear u talk, and when you're done, she gives you a little opinion. That's what happened between me and my mom today. She went to KL where i came back home, and then she came back an hour before i left and then she was a little worried that i wasn't home when she came back because i brought my brother out for dinner. anywayz.........

I never felt so happy talking to her, for once she actually listened, and she did not jerk and nag me as usual. =]. thanks mom.. I really feel that i have so many to learn yet so little time. It's 4 in the morning, sayang's asleep, i was helping him with him work, [a hell i'm doing but at least i'm learning too] just hope that he'll at least appreciate a little. *hint...haha...

ok,gotta stop and do work.

Movie.

It was really unbelievable that i would be watching this movie. Indiana Jones. haha...semangat-Nya...xD..i watched it yesterday.=]

watched it in Cineleisure somemore, it was SOOOOoooooOOO cold i was freezin..haha..Right now, i'm home..watching 'music and lyrics' while waiting for things to load and unpack my stuff and waiting for dad to come home so i can go out for dinner..haha..

I was asleep and i was lazily awake while doing some work and reseach when hubby called and ask me if i wanted to go out..wee....=]..so i went to watch it with sayang. and his friends la..manyak orang-NYA...haha...

-iloveu hubby-.muax

Sorry

I feel so bad today. cz i disappointed sayang. i'm sorry hubby. This is the first that i felt so bad that i wish i cold turn back time [ that moment] but i know i can't. so, i take it as a lesson. and i'm sorry sayang. i promise i won't be notti anymore. muax.

i love u.

Denier

Some people are just a pain in the ass, they like to deny what they say. *ugh. I wonder where these people come from and how mature they really are.

because i've heard what i heard and i did not add anything. As a friend, i don't shut up aside. Say all you want and i do not care. I bet you've been saying bout me then, but who cares? 

Hmmm...friends they call..

The Journey.

We walk the same road, the same steps. 

You walk a little faster, making your steps bigger.

I am left behind, looking at your back.

You always stop and turn, and look at me.

Sometimes, you'll walk back, mostly you'll wait.

I fall, i bump, i'm clumsy, but You always help me to stand.

I feel bad for slowing you down, but you smiled and said it's ok.

I thank you, for being there for me, To walk this journey with me.

i stop at times and almost gave up, but your words and touch has changed my mind.

Without you, i do not think i would have gone this far.

i wanna thank you for loving me.

sayang i love u. muax

computer graphics

I'm in class again. i just reached, i mean not instantly, but about fifteen minutes ago. and again the lecturer started asking me question. hmmmm....Then he started teaching InDesign which i am so lost and so i started blogging and decided to wait for him to finish and then come over and teach me. [i hope he will]...haha...it is so complicated. We already have Illustrator, Photoshop, and now Indesign. 

I finally finished three of my work yesterday till 3 in the morning. hmm...well, i got help from sayang yesterday too..=]. came out not as expected though. 

Sayang took the effort to send me to uni today. i know, alot of people might be thinking it's like sending  you to secondary school. but, from sunway to cyberjaya, for a normal driver takes half- an hour, but hubby with his fantastic skills takes only fifteen minutes. Hubby, drove all the way here and then drove all the way back to class and after class, he is driving all the way here to pick me up. zomg. sayang, i feel so bad all sudden...T_T. i'm sorry to trouble u...*sobs..

Mom's birthday is next mon [i think, or is it tues?] and i'm still thinking of what to get for her. hmm..my plans are to go shopping in pyramid when sayang is in class, but then, sayang's class so early..T_T.. 

I'm hungry now and my stomach is growling..hmm..weird thing is, when i'm at subang, i never feel hungry in the morning, but when i'm in class, i ALWAYS feel hungry in class.. and i forgot to bring my lollipop..no wonder i'm feeling so no-motive to work and study...hmmm..

-i'm sorry sayang and i love you-

我有错吗？

我真的随时可以在这几分钟里发疯。如果说我没事， 是骗你的。我心好痛，我好累。我做错了什么？到底是那里错？你一句叫我死你知道多苦吗？苦到哭也哭不出。好像你恨恨的用刀在我心里深深的叉了几次。

要哭的我又哭不出。要走又不是

iHATEwork

yup. that's what i hate. especially when i'm out of idea's and i do not know what i should do. and yet people around me are giving me faces and then they say i'm pretending that i do not know and i am just lazy. i am telling u. I AM NOT LAZY. i just reli do not know what to do.

and it hates so much that people around are all telling me all sorts of things i should do. Yea. it sounds easy. trying doing it. Then it hates so much they CAn do it. cz it makes me look so stupid and useless. that's how i really feel right now. It's like, i hate it and i look stupid in it. *hmmm.. 2 to 3 more weeks and then i'm on holz. A.G.A.I.N???.. i dun like my working life. *ugh

Congratulations to AMC choir girls

It has been a few eyars since AMC has been able to go up to nationals. well, all our hard-work has pulled off. ^^.. 

ANd, i demand for videos' if not i'm going to go back and kill you one by one..XD..haha...jk jk..but..i'm serious about getting the video's on my hand. SERIOUS! i'll complaint about it to the teachers then..haha...

well, good job, well done and good luck in nationals...=]

-damn E.N.V.Y-

i'm GROWING

it sucks so much. I just really did not have the mood at the moment. I'm getting fatter and fatter nowadays. and i hate it so much. It just reminds me of the days where people use to laugh and point and call me a fat pig. It's ok if sayang tease me about it. BUt too much of it just bring me all the bad memories. 

I don't want to be fat. i want to be fit. *ugh. i seem to be losing my confident in myself. T_T. but i don't know why. recently i just love eating. T_T. *sobs....i hate shopping and trying out clothes cz it just makes me look FAT!!

-i need to get thinner!-

beware and curse

This is a very stupid car driven by a very stupid woman!!! you see her car? all over the number plat in four parts it has been hit. and i poor sayang hit her car. no wait. i shouldn't use the word hit. i should use the word touch. Cz there wasn't even an impact!!

Then, the b**** blame all the scratches and bumps on sayang until sayang say it's impossible cz of the heights and the impact and the turning..then she was like. 'ok, don't care about the rest.' then she pointed at the lowest bump and blame sayang for it and demanded for hundred fifty for it. wth??

She was just being so unreasonable and i felt so sorry for sayang cz he was there at the wrong time for the b****!!! She thinks she so all that great but she is so short and fat and i just wish i could slap her. I wanted to get down the car and just swear at her and talk as if i do not understand a word of chinese and mandarin and if she ask me not to speak in english, i'll tell her to screw off or me and sayang can just get away. I wanted to go down and help sayang by saying that she was hit and bump by others before and she was such a b**** for blaming it on sayang. but them i just did not dare to get down the car incase sayang would get pissed off and ask me to get back in the car.

Then, the b**** was taking so long with that thick cow stubborn head my stomach hurt so much i wanted to scream at her and ask her to hurry up. *ugh. at the end, sayang brought her back to the house and mun yee came out and talk to her. i was STILL in the car. [ i felt so hopeless and useless]. Then poor sayang ended up giving her hundred. 

Too bad i don't have magic so i'll jsut shut that b**** up. SO, anyone who sees this car. scratch him. put pins under the tyre, bump it, do a hit and run or throw a wild cat at the woman's face. or maybe acid would be better. curse her that she'll never be able to drive on the road!!!

i am so pissed that she blamed it on hubby...=/.. poor sayang..T_T...screw the fat b*****

Bored

It has been a VERY HOOOOTTTTT day and a boring day...hmmm.... and it just feels so stuffy. slept almost the whole day and it seems like i'm going to sleep again soon..haha..

I was sweating and twisting and turning. Back home, i sweat when i sleep but i never get my bed wet. today. it was damp. T_T. so hot and sticky. wish i could jump into a swimming pool..haha...I've got so many to post about today but i still do not have the right image so it might be delayed..*ugh.

Sayang's taking shower and i'm waiting for him..haha..he posted a post on my blog..>.<...hehz...:D...was suprised though..hehez...

i think i'm going to sleep now...*nitez

-i love u very much hubby-

casbel

wata shi wa casson des this is the first time  i write my  sayang blog. she said what i write is useless..haiz.. ilove u too

Another snooker G.A.M.E

So, sayang's bro ajak him play. After dinner, dropped mun yee back then went to ss15 there to play. [ i din la. cz i suck at it]. Then i made sayang loss concentration and he lost the first round. I'm sorry baby. T_T. pls don't be mad at me. it never came into my mind. i'm sorry..T_T.

But then in the second round, sayang was winning ahead of 40 points. hehez..poor marcus..hehez.. then the 3rd round so so close. but marcus took over. but never sayang. in my heart, you're always the best. =]. *hugs. muax. I've been around with sayang playing snooker [he plays, not me] he plays with kevin and his friends. i was there too.. XD.. he keeps asking if i'm bored. baby, i'm the one watching you play. of cz i won't be bored. =]. cz i want to be there for you .*hugz. 

-i love u sayang-

Valentines is never once a year

but it is every once a month. the 14th of the every month is a special day for the couples.

And in this month, may. on the 14th. my baby sayang really touched my heart by saying those things. by asking those words. it really meant alot and made my day.

-i love u sayang, now and forever-

Sleep is important

Sleep helps to restore our energy too. 

Sayang is sleeping now, i would too. with him. But i wanted to do my work. 

Research. research. blogging pulak..>.<

I've gotta write an essay on 'Should Sex Education Be taught In Malaysia?'

Then a book review,

And then,

An argumentative essay on the movie 'the pursuit of happiness'

Then i have re-do my design history art,

do a cd cover for computer graphics.

I also have to rush on my promotional items. [i'm so stuck with ideas].

So i'm going to continue with my work now.

I was TAGGED

I was being tagged by liying bout days and soo long ago..haha..only now i realized. sorry...^^

Link to your tagger and post these rules,

List eight random facts about yourself,

Tag eight people in the list and list out their name,

Let them know they have been tagged 

by leaving comments on their blog,

1. i day-dream alot

2. i LOVE to eat

3. i'm regretting taking my course

4. i suck at drawing

5. i'm sensitive

6. i'm crazy about him

7. i can spen dthe whole day surfing the net

8. i can sleep the whole day

People i'm tagging :janice, kevin tan, firefox, edmond, carol, suyin, xian and BabySayng.

zomg. now u know my secrets..T_T

For the first time

He looked at her,

Are you available?

She stares,

huh?

He smiles,

She smile,

He asks,[with full of guts]

Would you be my girlfriend?

She smiles, [not believing what she heard]

He repeats holding her hands,

Would you be my girlfriend?

She smiles nodding slightly,

He hugs her and whisper into her ear,

Would you be my girlfriend?

She smiles and replies softly,

Yes.

He asks,

Yes what?

She replies,

Yes, i'll be your girlfriend

He smiles hugging her,

He says

I LOVE YOU

she smiles

She kisses him

He kisses back

They kissed hugging each other.

Broken Down

Yesterday night on the way from cyber to subang. Hubby's tyre went flat after it hit an unavoidable big huge hole. 

Hubby had to stop the car and change the tyre. He said it was his first time. haha... he took all the hard work to change his baby turtle car. hehez.. Wanted to take some pictures but failed. So no pictures to post..T_T..

So, sayang went to the shop to change back and fix his wheel and it is ok right now..

Presentation today was a failure. I had to re-do and fix my work. *ugh. all the hard-work and effort sayang put in. but don't worry baby, i won't waste all your hard-work. =]

-iloveu-muax

presentation

Today i'm having my presentation for design history and i'm freaking out. zomg.

it's noon time and presentation is in 2 hours time..waiting for sayang to finish using the toilet... omg. i always freak ou t before presentation. So tension to talk right in front of everybody. T__T

do pray and hope that it's gonna be ok..

-i'mTIREDandSLEEPYandFREAKINGout-

Lousy place

Such a place to be where i have to suffer through it. *ugh

I came to class today to find that there isn't any class..wasted my money and time. I could have slept a lil longer cz i'm so dead tired. 3 more weeks till the sem ends. That's why assignments and projects are all coming up like trains. T_T.

I hate this place, and i hate some people. Being so inconsiderate and selfish. They never see what sacrifices and efforts we have put inside yet we are told we did nothing. O__o???wth?

i'm at the faculty now waiting for some friends to finish class for transportation. cz i DO NOT want to spend on cabs here and there. Waste my money. i can spend on something else at least then. 

-iHATEmyself- i'll kill myself by jump off the roof 

   i'll punish myself by starving.

asSignMents..

zomg. i just hate it when all the lecturer's just keep giving u assignments and projects and work like there's no tomorrow. 

a cd cover dued this wed. a presentation on a magazine cover dued this wed. a research and pictures dued this fri. T_T. 2 journals dued this wed and one journal dued on next tues. 

sounds lil but so many work. and i'm here sitting in the library blogging. haha...

ok.. gotta go do my work.

-iloveu-

Kids..

Today, hubby brought me to his aunties house where there was a baby there. zomg. so fragile. so small. so tiny. so CUTE! i've been seeing babies alot in the hospital. so small and so innocent. Then hubby's lil cousin came back and she reminded me of lee ann, kar ee, vee ann, hui ee, and the others. well, vee ann was kinda quiet all the time. Kinda missed the times where chinese new year was around and they were all running around u. Now their bigger and to think. We ourselves are getting older by a year. *gasp

But it's amazing how the kids have the energy to just run up and down . haha.. Sayang's cousin was so energetic it makes me feel so un-energized. haha...After that, we went to jj to buy some things i needed. and then went to parade to find the book. but couldn't.. *sniff

anyone knows where they sell 'Computer arts magazine'?

-i'mCRAVINGforHUBByWubby-

MOthers

it's mothers day today. Went to church this morning with parents and went eat dim sum. Dad mentioned that mom would loved dim sum. so we went. matthew wasn't with  us. So, it was only the three of us. But we had a really nice great chat. and mom just kept gaving sayang names. =____=.. It's just unbelievable she can't remember his name. hahaha...but she remembers it as jay chow. haha...

My eyes can hardly open. and i badly need to go shopping. It was really an embarassment and i reli do not want to remember about it at all. So wished i had a hole to fall in. T_T. i do hope i'll never fall into a situation as so again. 

Heading back to kl tonight again. presentation is on wednesday and i'm dead. zomg.

weird

it's eleven in the morning and i'm posting this blog waiting for sayang to come. 

I'm having a slight gastric though, maybe it's cz i'm hungry. hmm..hubby, where are you?

I had a weird dream last night. Seriously, ..weird.. so weird i don't want to talk about it. 

zomg. i need it of my head cz it's freakin weird. *ugh

Random thoughts popping like popcorn

I was chatting with janice today, it's been a while since i have been chatting to her and she told me some stuff. I really wanted to cry. I didn't know that he would have noticed and i never ever thought how he ever thought of me. For once, i felt that i did not do my job and responsible well and i felt so bad. T_T. i do hope i am able to replace it as time grows pass. It might feel such a small matter telling it to someone, but i do hope someone would hear me, would actually listen to me and console me. But it's ok. I'll be fine even if there's isn't. 

I'm back home again in my room, and Matthew's here again. =]. It's been a while since i've been spending time with him. Maybe i'll be bring him out on sunday. or after his exams. it's been a while since i brought him out. Haha.. remembering the days which i only brought him out, and buying him things..haha..no wait. i should get something for him. =]. it's been a while i've done something for him. Hmmm. then i'm gonna get mom something too.=]. it's mothers day on sunday..

hope everyone is planning a lil something for their mothers. Some are aside, some are far. Well, even a call telling her how much you love her will cheer her up for the day too. =] *wink

- hubby, i missed u and din get to kiss u goodbye. *sniff -

Weee....XD

Sayang drew this for me. hehez. with our new tag. It's amzing how he can draw it well. hehez.. lovely isn't it..
Sayang sent this to me during his class. went i was back in cyber.. hehez...cute?

-iloveu.

Quite amazing

If

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

repressents

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26

Then

H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K

8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11=98%

and

K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E

11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5=96%

but

A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E

1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5=100%

Then, how far for the love of god that takes you?

L-O-V-E-O-F-G-O-D

12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4=101%

My Dream

i've finally am able to lay out my dreams. What i wish to do, but will i archive it?Maybe with the help of sayang le. =] . hehez..and carol too. Thanks to my sister she was able to help me lay-out what i wish to do. I know it isn't easy but i will work my way on to it. =].

 

Everyone has their own dream and goals, just depending on when they finds out about it. Myhubby has a goal and dream too. right? but he's just keeping it a secret and never told me before, but i believe one day he'll tell me. right hubby? =]. i'm gonna keep mine as a secret too. hehez.

We work hard in life and to archive a goal in life, but then with dreams and goal, it makes us have the motivation in life. But i want carol and my hubby to know that i love you all. and i'll always be there for us. muax. iloveu.sayang. muax 

sOo many things to do

Haven't been blogging cz there's just too much.. haha... I was doing my report on sex education yesterday and i fell asleep half-way. haha.. I actually wanted to take a small nap for five minutes. But ended up falling asleep. haha... u know why? THANKS to SAYANG...haha..blame his tummy and thighs for being so damn comfortable that i fell asleep instantly and go t so reluctant to get up. haha...

It's one thirty here in the afternoon, my hubby went to class d. Everyone's gone but me. I feel hungry. my mouth feels empty, but thinking for subway dear's sister is bringing back just makes me even more hungry..*slurp.. ok. i'm DEFINATELY hungry. zomg. i'm eating so much. there's so many i want to eat. i want to eat bak kut teh, mcD, chicken rice, green small pau, ham dan chicken, subway, guai ling gou, tempura, sushi, xiu long bau....and so many more. zomg. no wonder i'm growing [side ways, but not upways]. T_T..all this talking just makes me even more hungry.

Sayang's presentation was today and he's not really very happy about it. Dear a? don't worry too much about it. k? It's over d ma. muax. bibi still here ma. muax. i love u. k? dun sad a. muax. i sayang back k? *hugz*

cd cover

Hmm..i have been thinking about another assignment while i was doing another. haha..what a multi-tasker i am. 

I have thought of sayang being in my CD-Cover Design. haha. sayang and me together la. XD. if i look good. if not i'll just do him. hehez. such ideas just pop-up of my head randomly. haha..

Sayang is coming with mcD [he says.] *weee...xD. i have mcD instead of subway. haha. but at least it's better than maggie. you get kinda bored if you're eating it for every meal. yea. hmm.. Mother's day is this sunday. WHAT TO GIVE HER?? or to say. I DON"T KNOW WHAT TO DO..hmm..maybe i'll buy her a sexy lingerie. . .haha..benefiting my dad. haha..*bored. sorry, it was a very random thought. haha..

Subway Eat Fresh

I'm so in the mood to have a huge sandwich from subway. It's actually a first i could finish. It's just so DDdddddelicious. haha.. it's fresh and it's HEALTY! :D

They have it in pyramid and sayang and i always go there to eat. Right now, i feel like eating it. haha..

HOw i wish i could have one sandwich now. Sayang, wpuld u buy one for me now? hehez..

-i'm craving for subway-

Dine in the sky

Would you dare to try having lunch or breakfast or dinner in the sky? A long table being hanged on a Crane. *excitement. i wonder what would happen if half-way you need to be excused or to the washroom. Or you spilled something. I wonder if anyone has fallen before. This Dining is going around the world. The states, the European countries and so many more. It's just kinda scary to think of it. 

You even have entertainment for you. See the piano below? I wonder how much the are being paid. Being able to go up is a thing. Is the food good? haha..all breezed and frozen on the way up. haha.. this is what they say 'eating in heaven', or maybe 'eating with the clouds'. haha...

L.O.V.E

Love happens when you least expect it. You could be standing next to the love of your life and wouldn't even know it. Love is something only you and i know. It grows and shines beautifully. Something unexpected and beyond words. It's indescribable. The beauty within our world is something everyone would experience once they meet love. True love is something that take times to grow and to be search. It takes time and experience and memories to know who is the perfect one. 

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one i see

V is very very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone you can adore

Love is all i can give to you

Love is more than just a game or two

Two in love can make it

Take my heart and please don't break it

Love was made for me and you

-to my sayang hubby- .iloveuASalways.

Blood Test

I finally went for my first Blood Test after 19 years. I don't even know what type am i. So, now i now. [not yet la..but soon. XD]

I have been quite nervous and was freaking out for a few days. But i was shaking like mad when i was sitting there waiting for my turn. Glued to the chair i was and reluctant to go before my mom. I hate it when she is nervous and she scares you even more. 

But at the end, i went over with it quite well. It does hurt, but in my mind i was consoling myself that sayang is the one biting me. Sayang is the one pinching me. *ouch.. Poor sayang that i have to use him in that way to actually put myself together and walk over to the nurse. hmmm..

After that, i was at parade and waiting for sayang and we went to have bak kut teh. FINALLY...we've been talking bout going there for weeks and months but we never did. till now. *laughs.

Congratulations

Michelle's wedding was today. Has been years since i saw her and glad i was there. She was a beauty. =]. This was my first time seeing the bridegroom. Never seen when there were dating, He looked damn familiar to me and i was wondering for a very long time who could that be. It turned out to be Ng Choo Seong. 

Wonder who's that? Have you ever watch sepet? the main character? the guy who fell in love with the malays girl? YUP. that's him. haha..and we actually talked. i did not know until someone was went up to me and said

'OMG! you talked to him!"

"Huh? Who? The bridegroom? you can talk to him if you want to, just go up!'

'But i don't know him or the bride.'

'Just go up shake hands and say congratulations'

'Do you know who's that?'

'Erm. Michelle's newly wed-husband?' *sniggers

'It's Ng Choo Seong! The actor!'

'What? Actor? What show?'

'Sepet! the malaysian show'

'......' stunned i was and then i knew who it was. haha...Michele was with Choo Seong all along, the guy who acted as Jason in the movie. haha..but i heard he's not in acting anymore. 

HIgh School

Do you ever miss high school? I do.. =]..There are goods and bads about it. hmm..kinda think of it. We don't have to worry what to wear daily in high school. But in a way, it's gonna be kinda sad cause you won't be able to buy more clothes. *sniggers
If only universities have better uniforms. xD.

Went back to my high school and was quite mad at the clerk and some others i don't want to talk about. Got my SPM certificate and noticed many of my classmates have not gotten it too. ^^. so i wasn't the last one. hehez. But high school for me wasn't much memories. Bad ones i don't even want to think about it. After that, we went to buy custard. wohoo..xD..

Then, Sayang went back to his school. That school looks so mysteries and wonderful. The architecture of it, imagine putrajaya turned into a university it self. wow..I saw some high school friends who were studying in Sayang's high school. was quite unexpected, well, nothing is impossible, just like me. Who would expect me to be doing designing. Everyone is shock. Even me! haha..

It's almost 2 and i'm gonna sleep after this post. Watching Enchanted again. Not rally the whole show, but the dancing and music. It's just so romantic. Who who hasn't watch it must get it. :D.

-So close together, when i'm with you-

A lil annoyed

It really does, when she asked me to fix her hair. And when you come up with the greatest idea, she goes. No, she wants it like mine. zomg.

How old are you? look at your hair and mine. And she was like 'why not?'...speechless i am and she definately does not know anything about hairs..How much i spent on time and cash on my hair is something she would freak-out. And here she is thinking it's natural. I don't blame her. It's not her fault that her mind is blocked. haha..

Well, i am back home here, wanted to watch iron-man but then. i don't really have the mood to watch it alone anymore. It would be different if i could drive. He's watching it with his friend. So let him be. 

There are some things on my mind but i guess it's not worth worrying bout it. What's the point anyway? i'll just make myself unhappy and then everything would just go wrong. hmmm..

I hungry and i do not know why i'm just in the mood to eat today. Dad's at golf and have to wait for him to come back to start dinner. 

-Hate being alone.bored-

thanks and appreciation

It has been 4 months. Stepping into the fifth. I wonder if he realizes it. hmmm..

Sayang, for the first, suprised me with the watch. I was thrilled with joy and happiness. I really wanted to pounce on him and kiss him all over, hug him tightly. But such a clumsy person i am am afraid i would make him fall. *sobs. near to tears i was speechless. Dear i love you and thank you very much. 

You read my mind clearly how much i loved it and wanted it. I do not know how you did it, but i really appreciate you taking the trouble to get it and find it. muax. love you so much. 

-you are my love, one and only-

.i've never felt so special before.

Metro Ball 2008

Metro Ball 2008. from left to right [marcus, mun yee, me & sayang] sayang looks lovely doesn't he? :D
Our table. so many in black and seems like i was the only in white and munyee is pink. xD.

Sayang was amazing that night. Weren't you dear? =] Carrine in the middle, she came in quite spontaneously. haha..but she's cute.=]. There are so many other pictures but i just won't want to upload it all here. xD.

Sayang and i took quite some pictures. hehez. 

-iloveu dear. muax-

my ears..

it really is a pain to hear your parents sing. ESPECIALLY, when they are all cramped in your room singing. you can't ask them to get out right? it'll sound so evil and cruel to them. so i let them la..

i'm the one suffering..you seriously would not want to hear your parents sing. ESPECIALLY when they THINK they CAN. but actually they CAN'T..*sigh

-my poor ears-