iHATEwork

yup. that's what i hate. especially when i'm out of idea's and i do not know what i should do. and yet people around me are giving me faces and then they say i'm pretending that i do not know and i am just lazy. i am telling u. I AM NOT LAZY. i just reli do not know what to do.

and it hates so much that people around are all telling me all sorts of things i should do. Yea. it sounds easy. trying doing it. Then it hates so much they CAn do it. cz it makes me look so stupid and useless. that's how i really feel right now. It's like, i hate it and i look stupid in it. *hmmm.. 2 to 3 more weeks and then i'm on holz. A.G.A.I.N???.. i dun like my working life. *ugh