HellBoy

Unexpectedly, i watched this show with hubby. When i saw the preview. I thought the graphics looked great. But when i watched it. it was better and unexpected. XD

Hellboy was distributed by Universal Studio and this is the second film. The first Hellboy was released in 2004 [i have not watch it yet]. and the second. NOW! The review is long and i do not know how to write a proper one. So just google it up if you want to know about it or go to wikipedia and search for it. XD

I LOVE watching movie with hubby..XD.. Ytd night. i was holding the bucket of popcorn and was just wobbling away and hubby whispered to my ear 'Are you really that hungy?' i look into the bucket and noticed three quarters was gone..haha..XD..what do you expect me to do when i'm holding a bucket of caramel popcorn during the movie? 

i love how hubby's just so cute. hehez..*giggles

Finally got it.

I finally found the book after a year..haha..XD

and lucky hubby had the patients to be with me and walk with me. although it was tiring. but hey! it's exercise. XD.

Caddy ever after by hilary Mckay. and the last book. -Forever Rose.

To tell you the truth. I bought this book because.
1. i LOVE books.
2. i'm a light reader.[well, most of the times.]
3. It's a collection
4. It's about 4 brothers and sister with the surname 'Casson'. So it's call 'The Casson's Family'..[hubby's name..XD]

That's was why i am so eager to find all the books..haha..XD..i have 4 already.. Left one more. weeeee..i'm so happy..

*sigh

don't know what's getting into me..

don't know why i'm so emotionless also..=/

slightly SuprisED

haha...i wonder why'd hubby kept chasing me away from the laptop. So, i found out he was blogging on my blog..XD..but it was a cute and suprising post..hehez..

But you know what would be even suprising? haha..if He updated HIS BLOG..haha..XD...but i don't think he would spend the time to do it like how i would be doing it to my blog..right hubby?XD

I am not standing on a strange beach in the Aegean Sea any more. But the waves are still breaking on the beach, making the stones roll forwards and backwards, changing places through all eternity.

we cry when something is sad. Then we often shed a tear when something's beautiful as well. When something's funny or ugly , we laugh. Perhaps we are sad when something is beautiful because we know that it won't last forever. Then we start laughing when somethings is ugly because we understand that it's only a joke.

Clowns are funny to look at because they're so dreadfully ugly. When they take off their clown mask in front of a mirror, they become handsome. That's why clowns are so sad and unhappy every time they go into their circus caravans and slam the door behind them....

We see everything in a glass, darkly. Sometimes we can peer through the glass and catch a glimpse of what is on the other side. If we were to polish the glass clean, we'd see much more. But then we would no longer see ourselves.

If i were to draw something, and i knew that what i was drawing would come alive when the drawing was finished., i wouldn't dare to draw anything at all. I would never dare to give life to something that couldn't defend itself against all those ambitious colored pencils

Both the creation and the heaven are such great mystery that neither human beings on earth nor the angels in heaven can comprehend it. But there is something in the firmament that is not quite right. Something has gone wrong with the whole of the great design.

All stars fall at some time. But a star is only a tiny spark from the great beacon in the sky.



-Through a Glass, Darkly-
Jostein gaardner.

WAKATA

haha.. hmmmm..don't know what to write in here..suddenly feel like want to become destroyer.hehuhuhaha...i don't know why my chéri always update her blog. why she have so many time, story and etc to write??? *sigh.. later i'm gonna to watch hell boy 2 with her...we wanted to watch this movie for so long already.FINALLY... really dunno what to write!!!!

nowadays i like to sing so much. i always sing in front of my sayang but when she heard my voice then she will laughed. so pai seh!! what song that she request i will try my best to fullfill her wish.

ohhh..ya..i felt very guilty cz my sayang grew fatter.I'm SORRY... All this is my FAULT..but in the other hand, this can shown that i am a GOOD BOYFRIEND..hahahaha!! means i sayang her alot alotzzzZZzzzZZz lor...

ohh....today my chéri has a very go performance. her guitar skill and singing skill improved..i give u a BIG HAND *clap*..!!!! soOOooOoOoOoO pontong steam..ppl happy happy kacau her blog suddenly she step on the wire then all sudden the laptop shut down. SILLY chéri...

je t'aime

愛しています

당신을 사랑합니다

我爱你

ich liebe dich

te quiero

ti amo

eu te amo

saya cinta padamu

sarangheyo

ai shiteh ru

watashi wa UNKNOWN-des

over

FINALLY it's over.

i was quite nervous although it was a short performance where i do not know anyone there asides a few of them. But i wasn't really close with them neither. As one who has stage-fright and never has confident in herself. i have managed to pull out myself and finish up two the two songs there. There were one or two mistakes but i do not know if anyone notices it.




Then, after sending Marcus to his campus. We went to pyramid and had Sakae Sushi for lunch. I had myself full. *sigh. can't be eating that much already because i'm getting fatter and fatter. But what's there to eat for a small amount? Can't think of just myself because hubby would also need to eat. Then, we went a little shopping. I finally bought tops from Forever 21. First time. haha..I should have taken some pictures there. I never thought i could find any nice ones in that shop. Well, Hubby would HAVE to be there if not i would not know what to wear or what not to.

Then, i wanted to buy the converse all star black shoes. And guess what! i'm getting the kids one!!XD..haha...well, i didn't get it today. but next time. haha...i'm so happy. here i go being kiddy again. Then, we were at PADINI and hubby saw a nice pair of knee-length pants for me. I know i don't wear those but if hubby say it looks good. i'll just go with it..haha..XD..


i SUCK at fashion and really need hubby there to be my fashion consultant. i fail in the fashion industry. *sigh. what am i gonna do without you hubby? XD




NOW...


i'm typing this blog. and hubby again going playing DOTA!!! i really dont know whether to be mad or to be pissed. but it would sound really selfish for me to get mad at him. but i cannot believe how much time he is spending playing that game. and i SUCK at that game so i ended up being yelled what i should do or not to do and people just get so fed-up of it and they give up. T_____T.

i fell asleep waiting for him. and he played till 5 in the morning. i was so....emotionless and don't know what to do. Afraid being said that i'm controlling that i do not allow him to play or just say i'm a sensitive and short tempered person. I DO NOT KNOW. i just do hope that he stills remembers me...

Bruised

I've got Bruised fingers from playing the guitar too much...

*sobs. it hurts so badly that even typing this hurts so i ended up typing with only one hand, THen, it's so frustrated i come back with two but it hurts. T____T



I wanna try playing Paint-ball. I know it hurts. But ALL my friends have tried it but me. =/. They all come back telling stories of how exciting it was during the gathering or blogging it with pictures. where i'm just like ''.___. nope. i haven't tried it yet!"

Then, hubby said no to me. He said it hurts alot. But i don't know why so many people are going then. It seems fun but yet dangerous too. Or mayb i should just stick to CS. cz i die always and lead the team down. So sometimes i prefer playing alone so nobody is there to say how stupid i am or scold me for leading the team down.

feeling left out.

*sigh

i feel guilty

i feel left out.


Went back to campus today. and was such unlucky. New intakes were today. =/

Registry wouldn't give my results and wouldn't accept my payment. EVERYTHING would be so much easier if i were in TOA. *sigh. fat dream hopes i have.

Then turns out that registration is on Thurs! I am thinking of going back only on Monday. So Wasting my time! I don't understand what is going thru that friggin principle of mine who is so hopeless and i don't know why my parents look up to them so much. Mayb the fact that they are such bad people but still can have such a good image and reputation to those WHO HAVE NOT GONE UNDER HIM! *this is killing me*




Wed is the performance and don't know why i just don't really want to bother about it so much and hope that i can get thru with it as soon as possible.


and then the fact that i'm having my holidays but hubby is not is really killing me! and he is up here with me in kl and he has no plans. i feel so bad for him. and i feel so f****ing guilty. *sigh. what am i gonna do?

I don't have my time-table. I don't have my class. I don't even HAVE my results yet! and if i have class. what about hubby next week?


i so wanna sue him for having the f****ing campus SOOOOO far away. sigh. i wish i could just transfer to TOA then. sigh....

Tagged by Suyin

Starting time : FREE-TIME!!

Name : Catherine

Sisters : Are you asking biologically or for fun?

Brothers : I would reply you the same

Shoe size : 4 and a half and sometimes 5

Height: 158cm

Where do you live : Anywhere hubby lives

Favourite drinks : Cold Water, Barley Ice, Ice Lemon Tea

Favourite breakfast : French Toast, basically anything with hubby

Have you ever been on a plane : Yes.

Swam in the ocean : Yes

Fallen asleep in school : Use to when i was in high school

Broken someone's heart : Yes, *guilty*

Fell off your chair : Yes! i'm a clumsy person

Sat by the phone and waiting for someone to call : ALL THE TIME

What is your room like : Complicated

What's right beside you : Hubby! Stitches, my comb, my laptop and hubby laptop

What is the last thing you ate : Mango Sherbet Sago Pudding

Ever had :

Chicken pox : No. Unless i had a minor one when i was small

Sore throat : YES

Stitches : You mean my teddy bear.XD

Broken nose : Nope

Do you :

Believe in love at first sight : I think so

Like picnics : yes.

Who was, were the last person

you danced with : Hubby, at rums

Last made you smile : Hubby

You last yelled at : Hubby also

Today did you :

Talk to someone you LOVE : Yes.

Kissed anyone : Yes.

Get sick : yes.

Talk to an ex : No

Miss someone : YES!

Eat : Yes

Best feeling in the world : To love and be loved in return

Do you sleep with stuffed animals : Yes! and along with my biggest one -->>hubby

What's under your bed : Floor tiles

Who do you really hate : I don't know?

What time is it now : Sleeping time

5 things i was doing 10 years ago
1. i met JEANETTE THONG!
2. i embarrassed myself during the first meeting with her.
3. Had Short annoying curly hair and was fat!
4. I practiced piano everyday.
5. I was quiet.

5 things on my to-do list today
1. Hug Hubby
2. Kiss Hubby
3. Make hubby happy
4. Eat Less
5. Be stronger

5 snacks i enjoy
1. ice-cream
2. Cips
3. Sweets
4. Lolipop
5. STRAWBERRY!!!![ wait! isn't that a fruit?]

5 things i would do if i were a billionaire
1. Donate to the orphanes and the poor
2. Open up a shop.XD
3. Have hubby as my fashion consultant and get better clothes
4. Buy a car
5. SAVE

5 of my bad habits
1. Sensitive
2. i like to eat
3. Stupid
4. Slow-reation
5. being stupid again

5 places i have lived in
1. hospital [where i was first born]
2. thomspon road
3. Desaria
4. Ss14
5. SOON : hubby's place

5 people i'm tagging is
Hubby [but i know it's hopeless tagging him.XD] Jeanette Thong, Li Ying, Janice, Qian Wei.

*sniff

I'm SOOOO STUPID...


i just cried...in front of hubby..but i feel so much better now..

What i Really want

Other than those few tops from PADINI i've posted few post ago.

THIS is what i really want! a pair of converse ALL STAR black shoes.

I'm suffering from..

INSOMNIA..

I can't sleep well.. Not for nights of days and weeks. I'm just so curious that i've been thinking so much and under the stress.. But today, i learnt something. i understand something and i'm leaving tomorrow. So, i hope to be having a good night sleep today.

I normally would be wide awake till 3 and i fall asleep not knowing. I guess that has to stop and i have thought of a way how and hope it works..




i hope to sleep like a baby..

BORED...

TAMADEEEE

i need to go back to the shop to get the serial number for Diablo..T____T

Olympics

We went to Beijing today!!...XD

And we had FUN! it was cold....hehez....>.<

and we were in the olympics. HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA....

xian was great at gymnastics. In fact, she got Ten perfect points too..XD..i on the other hand got 9.4 for the highest. I won swimming and Running too..XD..and so many games we entered..haha..

Yoshi!!

cute isn't it? my favaurite..hehez..so cute that i wish i could have him as mine..haha..XD

Games

So, I don't know what's up with GAMES and me. Maybe i'm just bored that's why i'm getting into games again. Too bad they don't have CS on mac. I'll NEED to install windows on my mac. 

SEAN!!!i want my leopard installation CD!!!

So, i bought Diablo II and The Sims 2...omg. i miss playing sims..haha..XD...

1317

Can't believe so fast it's FRIDAY! and i'm leaving on SUNDAY!

Just gotten the lecture of "don't come back every week" and the "work harder and study hard" plus the "don't watch tv or abuse the internet only you use for your work" and the "read more books" when everything adds up. It's sounds like a "HOW-TO-BECOME-A-NERD-" lecture.


my mom was like "Your course is so easy and we have to waste so much money! i also can lah~!~!"



I'm gonna take their words as a left ear in right ear out...HAHAHAHAAAAAAA..who cares anywayz? She thinks it's so easy why don't she sign up for it in KTAR then?Till this very day she is still trying to get me into UTAR! I don't blame her for thinking such as that. It's her!



I just woke up. i actually woke up at 9. Then my mind was thinking. what plans do i have for today? NO??? hubby did not msg me. SO i went back to bed. and slept again. Then i woke up half an hour thinking. REALLY NO PLANS??? no again. so went back to sleep. and woke up on and off keep telling myself ''Go back to bed! no point waking up! there's nothing to do but online"... So i finally wake up cz i wanted to go to the toilet and here i am...

TADAHHH!~!~!~!~!~!~!

*so random ((>.<)) *

The DARK knight

Hubby and i watched THE DARK KNIGHT yesterday.

UNexpectedly it was Two and a half hour!

Hubby said this to me 

'I don't want a Lamborghini anymore, I want that!'' *points at Batman's bike [as this poster]

hubby is just so adorable isn't he. XD

*    *    *    *    *

The joker in the movie. i couldn't find any better poster. sorry guys.

This movie was unexpected and pretty nice i would say. Just the part of joker ripping and slicing mouths with knights wasn't quite what i had in my mind. and some part of a bomb being inside the stomach. omg! just thought of it is giving me shivers already.

Wanna know who the real person behind acting as joker? 

YUP! this is him. Heath Ledger. looks sSOOOOOOOooooO different right? it's him alright. Google it him if you don't believe. =]

but he's not longer here with us. because he passed away on 22th Jan this year. six months back. He died because of acute intoxication. And he's only 28 years old. XD. Google it up or Wikipedia of you want to know more about him..

I KNEW IT!!!!!!!

i just knew it!! MInutes after he said ''chat with you later''

Instinct tells me that he went to play dota! but NO..i tot he went to play snooker! but hell even no when he din reply me like 3 hours later!!!!!!!!!


i hate dota. hope the server gets crash and NOONE can play it!!!



i'll be playing counter-strike to get my mind of it!

hubby!!!!!XD

I went to JJ with Yuki today. DAMN! she's still as skinny as ever..haha..XD..she eats ALOT and doesn't get fat. amazing. haha.. Went to Food and Tea. Pictures are with her. 

After that, we went to PADINI. [it's the only store which has nice clothes around]. and there were sales. I picked like 8 clothings. and went to the fitting room, the guy was looking at me. and i looked at him and said ''I have 8, could i bring it in and try please?" then he looked around and said ok..haha...XD...it says outside a max was 5..haha...

So, here are the 5 i loved and want to buy..hubby!!!XD...

This was the first one who caught my attraction. 

RM29 with 10% discount from PDI section

I've been eyeing this for quite some time.XD and i think it looks FAB. Doesn't it hubby?XD

RM59 with 10% discount from PADINI AUTHENTICS

I love how the black and guitar mixes with the other colors. simple yet nice. 

RM29 with 10% discount from PDI section

and lastly, this. HAHAHAHAAAAAA...also Rm29 with 10%discount from PDI section.

*hubby don't need get all for me la.XD. amybe 2 or 3..*hint*hint*

HAHAHAHAAAA..i'm such an evil gf. XD. 

i love you hubby! you're the best!  *giggles...

HELP *squels*

OK....internet is SO not at my side. T___T


it's so killing me! *sigh. i can't upload any pictures or even view a webpage properly with everything being loaded...T___T. there are all boxes and question mark.


and then, there is my BROTHER here..who is like a cat purring and trying to get my attention to touch him and purr him..haha...and Here he's asking me why his beloved JANICE is not replying....


HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA>...



sorry girl, i'm just too bored and it IS HAPPENING so i just typed it out..haha...


and here he goes putting all the sad and crying faces smiley's from his phone showing me..haha..XD....

janice ah girl, reply him la..dont' so bad la..haha...

lost and back

It really pissed me off yesterday night that my phone almost flew to the wall. She took my laptop and said i don't have a normal life.


WHATDIDIDOWRONG????



*blur. but then learnt from hubby that i swallow everything anger by then and be the bean bag. and Put on my earphones and blast it loud.

i'm not crazy. just controlingg. haha...OMG! and i still can laugh.

paid my internet bills today and was so lost. XD

and currently using my brothers flip nokia phone. cz he took mine. don't know why'd he took mine either.

pity

Today, hubby worked.. well, helping kevin to move in stock. And after that he was all so tired and he still needed to drive. as a girlfriend, i think i sucked at it cz i did nothing and did not make him feel better. =/

Wanted to go for a facial with xian [at a different place]. But the place wasn't open. Then, wanted to go for my dental appointment, but it was closed due to lunch time.

So went to jj instead and wohoooo!!!! DARK KNIGHT tonight. XD. gonna review it tonight later..XD




- Here i am getting frustrated with my hair AGAIN -

Thoughts

You know what i really want to do???


CAMPING!!!!

haha...i don't know why, but the word just sound so exciting. I've never gone camping before because my parents don't allow me to. =/. Well, when i meant camping, i meant as in REALLY camping, and having fun by the river and the challenging games there. *sigh. but i don't have a chance don't i?

I was flipping through blogs to read when i came across an old friends blog who mention she just came back from camping. omg. just seeing the pictures and her story just envy's me.





Then, the other i want to do is..


GO TO THE BEACH WITH HUBBY!!!!


*sniff. when will i ever be able to do that?=/

Gloomy

Waking up in the morning with a pain the tummy isn't something everyone wants it. T___T


*ugh...i feel so friggin uncomfortable. why the hell do i have this pain?


-the sky is gloomy so am i-

Complaints.

Please bear with my complaints. XD


i just have to blog about it. don't i? =]


My hair doesn't stay the same.
I need the perfect height.
I have EL.
I have tummy.
I am getting fat.



bla bla bla..and here i go complaining again where my ass is sitting on the bed bloggin instead of doing some exercise. But it's just so hard doing it alone. T____T


why can't i have the perfect body. Or eat non-stop and still be skinny! like kuan!! She eats and eats and eats but remain skinny!

Much Better

I sudden feel so much better...


*won't be telling you guys why here*

Should i? or should i not? XD

I have personally seen this, touched this and held it in my hands. XD.

It's so cute and small. Like a pebble. Not suprised it's called the Samsung Pebble S2 Digital Audio PLayer

The sony. XD..hehez. don't know which i should get. 

They are look so cute and nice and good. XD. i initially wanted to shuffle. But then the Nano could view video's too. But to think of it. Why would i want to view a video? and the Nano is so much expensive compared to the rest. =]

 

It was either pink and silver. XD. 

I still like the Samsung one, but i do not know! i have decided to get the samsung f490. And here is another samsung..hmm..what's with samsung and me? XD

wee...((>.<))

one more week till sem starts.

No WAIT! actually it's more than a week. =]

kinda think of it, a 7 months has passed by like a flash of lightning. haha..that was a fast one. XD





Now, where was i again? O_O..hmmm..

i forgot wat i wanted to post about. >.< hehez..


Another person has pointed to me again and mention that i've gained weigh and i'm getting fat. T____T

internet isn't working and i missed playing mahjong.XD. it's fun..hehez.



HMMM..wondering what hubby is doing and thinking how to make my page look much more interesting. what can i add. =]. there isn't much to do anywayz.

msn ain't working. T_T. internet not so stable. cry. T_T

blank

ignore

ignore

ignore

sorry hubby

feel so lonely now.

Hubby, i'm sorry.

i'll try to be a better person.

it hurts

I want to cry.


i want to hug someone and cry.



Hubby, would you come over and let me cry without asking why am i crying?




Here i am, along in my room. This room of mine. My own room. wow. it's fantastic to say such words ''My own room".

why i want to cry does not have anything to do with my room, but it just have something to do with me. and someone else.



I finally realize in this 19 years. I have misinterpreted you. I thought you would at least understand. You can be mad, but guess what? i am right now also!

I could say so many things to release this anger of mine but then i am thinking of the results of it! You know why? cz i actually care how you feel! You never knew how it was to be right behind you? To be such a competition towards you? You were always better than me. In everything! hello? you are not here! Just think back if you are here what would happen. You would go crazy and be angry at her also. Don't say you wont, cz i don't believe such thing as you not getting angry at her! The way you both argue and the way me and her is different! That's the different only. i'm a stubborn cow like you or maybe more so than yourself? i feel insulted here. and i feel disappointed. cz i thought you would at least be THE ONE to understand things. but i was wrong.

At least i am not the one talking bad about another at the same table with uncles! you think i did not know that? You tell me that you have once hated me so much that you never wanted to talk to me? i was FUCKING disappointed when i found out about that. I had no one to talk to. I never tell you everything cz you will never understand me. Think about how many times you have disappointed me once and again over and over again! have i mention anything before?

You may say it's no big deal and everyone here says i'm sensitive and keep telling me not to be so sensitive. If a person could change from sensitive to insensitive and can over-come all problems themselves by someone just saying 'Dont be so sensitive!'. Then what's the point of psychologist and counselling and doctors?

There's so many i would say and want to make my point, but then.

what's the point?

i am disappointed by you again.

and most probably i will again the next time and again and again.


cz as my love told me. I care too much about others. that's why i am the one who get hurt.


i don't give a damn what you say about me. Cz if i wasn't someone to you, you most probably would have forgotten about me or hated me as the worst bitch in the world. But it was b'cz we are someone. that's why you are stuck to have me. and yet get things when you want. but ignore when you don't want. Have you ever thought of how you disappointed me? From the schooldays till this very day.

they are back!!

they are coming back today. *sigh

no more fun, no more freedom, no more stress-less, no more gettin frustratated over them.






Love was all i had,
You were there with me,
and having you around
has made my day.

I may be weak and dumb
i may not know many things
but you were always there
to teach and guide me

You turn my world over
and fill it with colors
You showed me the way
You showed me the light.

I love you more than ever
and this is a fact
which would never change
i love you in my life.

''You may be nothing to the world,

But to me, you ARE the world."

What would you do?

When you found out a huge secret and there's no one to talk to and you are VERY emotional about this thing? Who do you turn to? Who do you talk to? Who will understand what you're going through?


Have you ever felt so bad and depressed that you don't know how to control it? you want to tell it to someone but he or she sees it as a small matter and ask you why are you taking it such as a big matter? Do you feel as though he or she doesn't understand you?



Have you ever find a friend and he or she does not seem to be replying you, do you feel afraid to keep msg-ing him or her as you are afraid that he or she will feel your annoyance?



Have you ever felt lonely?

suffering

i'm having weird dreams. and being told to comfort my parents about it.


*sigh


something must REALLY be wrong with me.

bored

wanted to post up some random pictures of xian. but. internet is not working.

so it's ruining my mood to blog..







OMG! xian, i can't believe we've been together for almost gonna be TEN YEARS!!!

too bad we don't remember the date or month u moved in..haha

CRY

i SO cannot believe that she's making a fuss such as this.


*ugh



i don't blame her for acting like this. But why can't she control more of her emotions? and understand more of the teenage life, especially like aunty esther. She's such a great mom. She understands us. at least i know she understands me!


I just woke up in the morning. and she starts yelling at me. for what? i did not hear what she was yelling at. and then, i wasn't really feeling well, so i dragged myself into the bathroom. There she is yelling again asking why am i in the bathroom. Do i HAVE to tell her everything? even if i want to pee? or go shit? or even wash my hands.

It just reminds me of my childhood where i can't spend my time doing anything but study. *ugh. this is why i HATE studying.

Then, here i am typing this, and there she is getting on my nerves. AGAIN. i'm so lucky i am able to control my emotions by just letting it out here in my blog. *so don't read if you feels it's boring*

I was dragged to a party last night and left earlier, and my dad knows! and she says i'm such a disrespectful girl cz i did not tell her. WHATTHEHELLDOESSHEWANTSMETODO??? i wasn't feeling well. i HAD to walk home with my brother and i don't even know where she went! Then, at the end she just said something that really got on my nerves. i'm not gonna say it here.


i'mFISHINGhungry but i am on a diet. So have to control myself from eating cz i've gained 5kg in less than 2 months. OMG. such an embarrasing thing to mention, but YES! and i can't fit into my skinny jeans nor other jeans or trousers.


i SOOO wanna cry now.

Are you smart?

Weee....finally another movie with hubby..=]

we were suppose to watch it tonight [wednesday night], but due to some issues and problems coming up. We couldn't. *cry
It was so funny. haha..You GOTTA watch it if you have a sense of humor. XD

But anyway, can' wait till friday when their GONE!!!wohooo...



OMG! i can't believe i'm so excited that they are NOT going to be here. i know i sound bad, but it's like i'm free for those days. [i really am XD]

...

So here I am, back in Ipoh again…hmmm..

Didn’t really had a good sleep last night. WEIRD dream. XD



Hubby woke up earlier than me and I got up bout 11plus and got ready. We went to pudu and took the 12.30 bus back. My neck hurt like shit sitting in that bus..


I met Chern Yunn. Was SOooOOO surprised that could met her this way too.

Then here I am back home, getting so frustrated of my internet being so lowsy. *ugh



I got dragged into some old party whom I do not know anyone but EVERYONE seems to know who I am. Some random group of aunty starts going ohhs and ahhs when they see me. Till dad finally sore how bored and annoyed I was, he asked me to walk home with my brother, as he wanted him to go home and study too. =/

When I was outside waiting for my brother, this baby girl start half walking half woobling her way out. I look around and therer wasn’t any adult, so I couldn’t find who her parents where. Then she came over and she held her hands open for me to support, so I bend down and kinda make a baby face and she started laughing and I realized she had chocolate all over her face. Haha…XD so cute.

But I began to wonder what to do with her. If I wasn’t there, she would have walked out to the road [mind you, the gate was wide open and they were people walking up and down, cars passing by too]. If I wasn’t there, wat would happen to her? Then, her father started searching for her panicly and coming out from the crowd of old people. Till he saw me with her he looked so relief.

Well, parents should look after their babies, especially when they are small and can’t walk properly. *sigh.

But that baby girl was really very very cute. XD

here we go again

There she is again making things so difficult for everyone.

Supposingly to be staying here till Thursday had changed plans till wed, then she all sudden said tuesday. wth is wrong with her? She ruin my plans of going ice-skating and movies on wednesday night..

and again i have the lecture of ' don't buy any clothes and shoes anymore and shoes and heals too'. i don't even have alot ok. *sigh. and she's like. You have already a pair of jeans, why would you want another? Then she goes on with her 'when-i-was-young-i-only-have-20-cents-to-school' lecture.



this never ends, does it?

*sigh.

*blur

I'm not sure what i should be feeling now..T____T

Hubby's final paper is tomorrow and here he is asleep...


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don't know why i have this guilt feeling inside me. It's like it's my job to teach him. So here i am doing research on the subject and trying to teach him. But yet i want to make it interesting so he'll listen and understand better. but i think i failed..T_T..cz he's asleep..

hubby..i'm so sorry..


SORRY that i failed being a good girl-friend. i should be well prepared and should thought of it few days ago then i wold be prepared for any answers and know how to teach you and make you understand what you should write for the test tomorrow.

i'm sorry. i think i should get back to the research and stusy more just in case hubby wakes up and then i'll have the chance to teach him.

back here

I'm back in kl. So not really updating that much.

BUT!!!

i do when like now i'm alone.>XD



this morning, i woke up with munyee and marcus laughing at me..T_T..b'cz hubby drew ''sexy'' on my face while i was sleeping..omg..haha..i am not pissed. i find it so funny i can't help smiling about it.haha..hubby..you are so cute..XD

i should Lip stick and lip gloss on hubby the next time..haha..


*lol till stomach hurts. :D *

NEXT

i was debating between two phone. The 3g iphone and the samsung f490.

The both of them are touch screen and both have equally different goods and bad.

But at the end, from what i personally feel, the iphone is more like a PDA. with wi-fi and all that safari thingy. PDA is like going under windows and this is like a mac PDA. XD. it has a 2.0 camera.

But for the samsung f490. It's a 5.0megapixel camera. With auto focus and zooming too..XD

Both equally have the web browsing thingy and the samsung F490 has live tv and all that. But i don't really use them. and i only use the web browsing IF i really need it. So the iphone wins a point that it has wifi. If the phone has Wifi. i would not have debated at the first place. XD.

But Samsung's picture and the image from the camera taken's quality is much better compared to the iphone. And the samsung is much more stabalized compared to the iphone.

disappointed

I'm so disappointed at some person.

Doesn't mean that he's mad so he has the right to throw things right?

HELLO?????it's a phone? It cost 500RM??Does that even cross his mind? And the blame is on me? what the hell???

I cannot believe why people are so NERDY that everything has to be books and studying and not going against the rule! For Christ sake! just GO AGAINST it!!! I was born to follow every single rule made in the world. So i was taught how to eat, how to sleep, how to walk, how to sit and EVERYTHING!. I am taught how to drive in every single corner of the road. It's like a book. and words. You need to place them and spell them correctly! But i don't!. see? i'm breaking the rule!. so what? i put a full stop after an exclamation mark. i spell realize instead of realise. and there's so many more. But WHO CARES???? it just really pisses me off. But i don't blame them cz their NERDS! and NERDS are afraid to break the rule. but i'm not a nerd nor a geek. I AM ME.

*ugh


He throws my brothers bloody phone! So, how do you think he felt?[my brother]. He bought the phone with his own money. He's so heart-broken. and he told me he is going to leave this house tomorrow! and he doesn't bloody give a shit! Well, he's got a nerve to say that. but to do it is another. right? Well, i have been saying for the past 10 years? and where am i still?


I just really wish to put some brains into him that it's a phone! and you cannot throw a bloody phone unless it's yours! he just doesn't give a damn doesn't he? He tramatizes me with all the memories.

omfg my head hurts. the memories of how he treated me just makes me wanna cry.

Don't know why i'm so bloody pissed and emo right now. no eye see this place.

Movie

So.

Another movie again with hubby..XD..omg. it seems like AGES ago since we watched movie. i know, even though we watched last week too, but it just felt as though we have not watch for a very long time ago.XD.

Today, it was Hancock..XD. will smith.

It was really unexpected. So i really found the movie quite good. I almost cried though..haha..XD. Well, this happens when i'm really into the movie. And i realize that they were so many attraction in the theatre. There was a baby near hubby who was yelling and screaming .i think. at a moment. Then, there was this two girls right in front who was talking really loud. And the person behind me kept kicking my chair..=/. excuse me! there's someone here. some people really have the nerve to feel like it's their home. I mean, i'll only put my feet there if there's no one. or i'll be REALLY careful. XD.

But the movie was great that i did not really notice the distraction. XD

Too many to say

there's just too many to mention what happen today...XD

First thing....


HUBBY CAME!!!!!!XDweee...i'm so happy. i actually skipped to the car. you know like little red-riding hood skipping to her grandmother's place? Well, not really skip, but yea, that mood..XD. was smiling getting into the car, and the first thing he said to me was why i looked pretty..XD...i was blushing..^^..

i still do kayz, so there's still the chemical reaction there..XD..



Then, there is my worst day. The woman who ruins my life..



She....*sigh. don't really know what word to DESCRIBE her. one thing, she CANNOT organize things, cz she'll start screaming up and down, running here and there. No wait, more like jumping up and down. And yelling at innocent people. and she's a really really really BAD planner. she waste people time and i can realize that people just felt annoyed with her. haha.. It just makes me feel so much better cz the fact that i'm such a better person compared to her..XD.. i am so disturb with her mental problems.. I do not want to continue talking about her.

Then there is my dad, Who is a seriously bad tempered and just pisses me off..He throws at EVERYTHINE!!!! So janice, i'm very sorry to tell you this. My borther is unable to msg you or call you because his phone was the victim. Lcd Broken is four cracks inside. Alone with the battery smash..What a jerk to throw things. I hated it so much when he threw my things..

No eye see them.

i miss you deeply

i'm hungry...

Why do i always have a good appetite when you're around?

hmm..maybe it's cz i'm missing you too much..XD

one of my wishes

OMG!!!

i really want to go to pulau redang..

with HUBBY!!!!!


T______T


the place is so beautiful. My friend just came back with her boyfriend. and listening to her stories with him just makes me wanna go with hubby..Could we? *hint*hint*...XD


The place is so beautiful. I bet hubby would be eyeing for some sexy slim girl with full figure body-shape. instead of this piggy rounded short fat girlfriend he has...*hmph.. it's the face!

Childhood memory

I'm watching this now..XD

can you believe it now?

I found this at xian's hosue and decided to entertain myself with it. As mom doesn't allow me to go out even though hubby is back..*cry*

So sad...so i end up entertaining myself with this.

and hubby is ignoring me..T_T...which makes me sadder..









Hubby, i am so sorry if i done anything that made you unhappy. i hope you really do understand me..T_T. i'm sorry..

beautiful sunset

Omg. this is such a beautiful sun set..

missed it

omg.

I finally got into the net, and i saw hubby going offline..*ugh

how bad can the beginning of my day be? it's 1.29am here.

and i'm suppose to sleep. if not hubby will scold..XD

ok, i will hubby. after i finish typing this.

i can't really sleep, but i'll try.

i hate sleeping in my room.

feels so lonely and so, left out.

Nobody to hug..T_T..

Nobody to be kicked..XD..

and nobody to be hugged..

Nobody check on me in the middle of the night to check if i'm cold or where my blanket is..*aww...it's so sweet of you hubby..

Just thinking of it makes me wanna run to you and pounce on you and just. tears rolling down b'cz you're so nice and cute of doing that.

and i miss it...ALL OF IT!!!!



*tears are rolling down and i don' know why*

.not happy.

*ugh. It has been quite annoying as i am connected to the internet, but but i just can't seem to do anything!.

Connection is just not strong enough.


T______T

*sobs. i just wana crawl up a corner and cry.

Sucks so bad not being able to webbie with hubby. =/

Bad enough i can't be there physically, right now i can't even be there mentally.

*sniff*sniff



I hate to think about i'm stuck here. what more, i can't leave. Provided i need to think of a extremely good reasons for that. and on top of EVERYTHING!. the fact that i start my sem when hubby's holiday's starts really isn't making my day any better...



.how worst can my life be.

aren't they cute?

Who says cat's and dogs can't be together? Don't they look cute? XD

*sigh

i am disappointed

i hate myself

I hate myself for fucking screw things up!!!!

bored

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This is what i do when i'm bored.

i start blogging.

Post after post..


What am i suppose to do when i'm all locked up in the room?

I wanna play o2jam, but i can't *some reasons*

And so i am here..

I wouldn't be blogging so much if i were with hubby in kl.



and did i mention?


.i hate being sick without hubby.

My hair

Wouldn't it be great if i had hair like this?
It's just so pretty and so in shape..XD

Xian was looking for some hair-style which came across this two which caught my attraction.

omg. i can't wait for my hair to grow..

T_________________________________T

it's just so slow in growing. *sigh. anyways to make hair grow faster?XD

By looking at them just make my confidence go lower..X_X

i look so ugly..

Not happy

This is true. the fact that i am NOT HAPPY!!! How am i going to be when i am all stuck here. screwed up life i have. i SHOULD be in kl right now! i should be in bed with hubby taking care of me! In stead, i am stuck here, no where to go. and EVERYWHERE i go, i need to report and tell them where i am, who i am with and what the hell i am DOING.

this sucks.

I use to think i was smth like Harry POtter, you know? locked up in a special room and being treated differently. Now, i feel like i'm more like cinderella!.

First, i am girl.

Then,

I am being asked to do the chores. She asked me to go cut the grass and do some gardening. Is she out of her mind???

Thirdly, I can't go out. Not even to the market! So, this makes me worst than CInderella. More like Rapunzel. Just that i don't have long golden blonde hair.

Fouth, She is so jealous of my Prince Charming. Just like in Cinderella, or in Snow White, or in Sleeping Beauty and in all that. I cannot believe she rather me go out with a gang of guys than my prince charming whom she knows. And yet she goes saying she cares for my safety.

yeah right.



Just as i thought i would be able to head down to singapore for the holidays,

But with friggin people like that.

Would i EVEN stand a chance?

I just HATE it so much that she's ruining my life.

Social around she sez, how to when she's like this?

She won't even allow me to go to kl!, what more to singapore?

what a b****!!!!



Here i am sick and sitting on the bed.

with a fever and a nose block.

and friggin ALL ALONE!!!

i hate it so much that the fact that hubby is there studying for his exam and i'm here all alone doing nothing but SHIT...






. i hate my life.

Je suis Malade

I hate being sick..T_T

Why do we have to be sick?

Bad enough i'm sick without hubby here, now i'm having fever. T_____T

I rather be with hubby there in the room sleeping. At least i can sleep.

I can't even take a rest here!!! geezz....

Feel so lonely and again i hate it. =/

Missing you

Missing you alot... 

Hubby is in kl and here i am at home..*sobs..so it's webcam EVERYNIGHT!!!XD

Then pop's up Stitches..XD..

i left stiches with hubby. SO it'll keep him company..hehez..

hubby is just so adorable..

how can i not love him? :D

hehez..

I've never been webcaming till hubby and i are apart..

*sobs.

but i still wish i am there with him instead of here..

aww....aren't they cute?XD

XD [i'm running out of title]

Weeee...XD..so here i am playing chess online with hubby..XD

I miss him so much..XD...

Hubby thought me how to play the international and the chinese chess..

So, i created an account at viwawa and started playing the games there..weee....

Well, chess is fun, i use to think it's boring and complicated. 

But now, i think it's challenging.

So far, ive won like 2 out of a 20 games..XD.. i know, i suck am bad at it.
But i still like playing it..XD...hehez..

small guilt

Hubby feels guilty now,

and i feel worst.

Cz i don't know what to say or what to do

to make hubby feel much better...T_T

Hubby's friends' car was lost today.

And he sez he's a lil guilty as it was his idea to park there.

But it wasn't his fault that the car was stolen right?

And it doesn't seem like his fault that his friend goes back at 9 smth

at night. 

to get her car right?

So, hubby a...

dun feel bad a..ok? =]

muakzx..

but i feel sorry for the girl la.

don't know what her parents will say le?

Baking session

Yesterday, to get out of the house! away from her!!!!!!!!! i baked. XDsugar cookies. First time baking them. Came out some ok, some perfect, some a lil burnt. :D..hehez...but they are eatable and fine.

Weee...XD..just looking at them makes me wana wooble up the whole tray..XD

ah...XD..the pretty pretty heart shapes..

THere she is..squeezing them out into shapes..haha.

And here i am. Sprinkling on the cookie before they will be put into the oven.XD

Friggin network

This friggin network is reli getting on my nerves. 

i have posted three times and it has equally failed. So i decided to skip those post with the pictures an leave it to another day when the network is gong on ok. *ugh..

Things are really getting on my nerves. because it's HER FAULT i'm stuck here.

This is true

I'm going crazy. I'm tired of being who i'm not. I'm sick of all the news that's making me locked up in a cage like a bird.

She's ruining my life!!! she's effecting my relationship with my love. and i hate her!!! she screwed up her life! doesn't mean she has the right to screw up mine!!!

Curse her i don't care!. Say i'm crazy, i admit!. Say i should i anger management? i agree

I can't understand her and i don't want to!!!

Time should hurry and pass.

or

something should happen so she'll leave me alone!!

i can't sleep well because of her. omg! this is really effecting me...

You're the best thing in my love

In times of loneliness. When I feel like giving everything I own in my life.
In exchange for a moment or two. Just having you by my side.
In times of desperation, when all I could do is holding on to what’s left of you.
Just the thought of you will always be true. You’re the best thing in my life.
They say that love comes easy as the love that goes with the hours of the night.
Well our morning were always filled with loving still in our eyes.
You see I’m lost, I’m hopelessly lost, inside my mind all because of you.
Just the thought of you will always be true. You’re the best thing in my life.
And when the morning comes, and the sun refuse to rise.
And the night goes on without a star in the sky.
I’ll be missing you till the very day that I die.
Taking with me all the pain and misery forgotten songs and memories of you.
If you could see me and hear the words I wanted to say.
With you I lived a lifetime, without you can’t face another day.
If I could see you, if only I could tell you just how much I really love you.
Just the thought of you will always be true, you’re the best thing in my life.
You’re the best thing ever, the very best in my life.

Hubby. i love u.

The perfect chocolate recipe..

i've finally got this recipe..i'm just wondering when should i start making it..XD.

what my name means..XD

What Catherine Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Well, this is what it sez my name meant. Thanks Janice for giving me this link. =]..XD..

and for the fact!!! i do not like being alone away from home. I love and adore hubby with me. XD

Omg..

Wentworth Miller...omg! he was on the first episode of ghost whisperer..XD..He acted as a military ghost. haha..

ok! i'm not such a BIG fan of him and i don't Fall for him. [don't get the wrong idea]. But i just adore him acting. So cool, so calm, so military..haha..XD..he doesn't have any tattoos in this show.XD..i watched the whole series of Prison Break thanks to hubby..

AND...

i also know i'm so late not NOT-updated by watching ghost whisperer now..T____T..

well, i wanted to watch it, but i just couldn't. And i finally found it online. Some spanish website. But as long as the audio is in english. i'm cool with it. =]

WeEEeEEEeee

Raindrops keep falling on my head...

lalalalala...

i'm sooOOOooo in the mood to be singing this song. XD..haha...It has been raining the WHOLE day and i'm friggin cold.

Wishing hubby could be here so i can hug him .

sorry hubby

Have i mention how great it is to be in love? And to love too? =]

There's another quote in chinese,

去爱是快乐，被爱是幸福

meaning,

To love is happiness, and be loved in return in joyfulness [i think it's translated like that..XD]

I feel terrible now, because i was not in a good mood today, and hubby had to tolerate it. OMG!! i feel worst now talking about it. *sigh. i'm soooOOOOOoooooo sorry hubby. I should not have let it effect us or mostly me. T__T. i'm sorry. i feel so terrible now. but thank you very much for making me laugh and soooOOOory if i hurt you.

I feel terrible now. T_T. sorry hubby.


Myspace Comments

Mosquitoes

Why are mosquitoes even being allowed to be here i do not know.

I feel that they bring nothing but problems and sickness. *ugh

Why couldn't they suck something else like water or smth to survive instead of human blood...*shakes head*

I'm being attacked by mosquitoes and it's realy irritating. My mom had turned off my killing mosquito thingy *forgot the name for it*..XD.. so they start coming into my room..omg. They should all be killed one day and they would be no more mosquito..


-It itches so badly-

Wee...((>.<))

Yea, i've finally activated My maxis 3G.

Yea, i can have video calls with hubby already..XD

My Love

My love for you is unpredictable,
Every word you say,
Every touch you make,
Just melts my heart,
Right to the ground.

Just a smile one you face,
and all my wonders are gone,
You reach to my heart,
and made my world smile.

Hubby i love you,
i have and will always love you.
muakzx...

My tears are yours

For you and only you.

Headphones are stylish.

A little art here i've taken from ......
I'm searching for headphone here. But not sure what i should get. I want a white wan and a silver wan which would go with my laptop..XD..i've wanted earphone...but headphone are stylish..aren't they? :D

-a little something to cheer me up-