off they go

wow..so, off they go again. Hoping they will never be on me again. I mean, who wants to have them? They make you look like some geek, some nerd. But some say sacrifice and the pain are worth for the beauty. Do you believe it?
Yup...that's what i'm talking about. Braces.Yea, as a teenager, you go out to the street, you'll be seeing many of them wearing, in the states, no suprise. Well, it's not much harm when you are going to wear it only for once in your lifetime. But twice? it's not a good experience.
That is it! me! i wore it twice. and finally, today, i took it out.

ugh..having the fear of going to the hospital and being there was bad enuf. What more to be there. having the tube thing stuck under your throat sucking your mouth dry, and all the rubber flour and smell from the glove. not just that, the cotton stuck at your gums. Then the pliers come and they force the wires to break. *ouch* . Then they yank the whoe thing out *omg* . And the worst and scariest part? all those 'machine' thingy needle like drilling your teeth and gums. omg.. i know it's for the freak of beauty, to smoothen the teeth. but it's just scary you know? drilling in your teeth. the noise and the sound. just brings shivers down your neck. i was so tense. Then, when he touches your gum it hurts. and then half-way, you taste blood. you feel it and know it. You wanna know what's happening. it's just so scary. and to know. you are all in the room alone. Your mom won't be there for another two hours.

Please, dun let me go thru it again. once is enuf. Twice is painful. Not anymore.
I have to go back tomorrow for retainers. Well it's not over yet, but at least, there is no more drilling and so on. i so wanna cry. wann leave. my baby wasn't there. I'm so scared.
To remember the first time you took it off, you thought it's over. two years later, she comes back and says she's sorry my jaws are small and there's no place? i needed to extract teeths and needed to put them on again. T.T
Don't let me go thru it again.