i just want to cry here...
why am i so emotion??

college is sucking my soul and spirit out..
i'm breaking down slowly..
i cried today in front of my photographer teacher..but forced a smile and he din see..
i passed that...
i was in com lab and i sent a mail to my family..
mom..dad...and matt...and i cried..in the com lab...

i am reli breaking down...
and i have no more energy to stand..things don't go well.
if i will have to go to another class...
and if that happens..
i dunno if i have the energy to stand or even get up in the morning...

what is happening to me???