my eyes hurt...
why?
i really don't know..
i can hardly open eyes....

i want to break down and cry..
i want to hug you and cry..
but i'm just so afraid..
that i would e yelled at and scolded at again...

please don't walk out on me again..
i just beg u not to..
my heart hurts so much...
like a sword slash throught it..
the pain, so sharp..
the tears just comes..
and i can't stop..

right now...
hours after that..
i try to forget..
but i can't...
i try to think of another reason to that..

and..

i'm sorry..
it was my fault..
i should not have be angry..
i'm really sorry..
i really love you