.hurt.

So there you are,
across the line..
What's this??
Why are tears falling down?
Why are all this around me?
why does my heart hurt??
You ask for it,
I held it in my hand, I resist it and it stinged.
It hurts..Why?? why does it hurt?
i'm staying strong here. But yet, i'm being pushed to the floor,
it hurts, i'm in a hole,
i lock my heart with the key and i'm climbing out.

I wipe my tears and i climb,
anyone would have to find the key to my heart first..
No hints, No sweet-talk.
I'm sorry if i'm being selfish.
I'm sorry if i'm being inconsiderate.
Mayb it's time others think what i've done..
i'm tired and i'm standing up with nobody to give a hand,
that's me.

Don't apologize,
DOn't tell me you love me.
Don't ask for my heart,
I'm keeping it..

I drop down,
i can't breath,
i feel my heart beat everywhere.
I lay down and close my eyes..
my head spins..
what's wrong?
what should i do??

i leave the house, thinking to get my mind of it.
I can't find nice shoes,
i can't see nice clothes..
I just see food and i just eat.
I don't care..
I'm emotionless..
i'm hurt....