.Being Emo is not Me.

I really do not know what to do anymore. I also do not know why i am being emo. My heart is hurting. I need to know why. I need to know. I know i'm lucky to be here today, cz i may be somewhere else in the world. But if i was real like how they wish [i hope] shouldn't i be treated another way? i know i have no rights to ask for more bcz it's not my way. I just wished i could crawl to someone and cry.

My boyfriend and i are again having some trouble and i do hope that things will work out well..

i don't want to be emo..