one done, how many more????

I've finally finish work for tomorrow..[i think]. T_T. well, printing not done yet. so it doesn't really considered as. Finish? right? Just thinking about presenting makes me want to run and hide away, but..*sigh.. who can i tell this to? *alone..Then, i have another presentation on Wednesday on 'Timeline'. Haven't even started it yet also. *ish ish ish...T_____T....*sobs.

Don't even know what i should do with it? Few ideas are in my head, but i'm never able to open it up and draw it out. *always kena scolding...and looked down. sorry if i'm not the best..

Haven't been much a help though, i feel really bad and really useless, it's like, i want to help. But you just won't and though i couldn't which maybe it is. But i though at least i could help. Well, it's fine..emotions will go away sooner or later. but sometimes i really do not think that it is wrong for someone to feel unhappy, but as long as he or she doesn't over-do it. Well, maybe it's all the stress from work that is taking my time and he thinks i'm not free kind of feeling. DOn't know what the hell i'm thinking. *ugh.

-somehow, i just wanna say i'm sorry-