i am so disappointed. right now. i thought things would go well, but no. I couldn't help it but break down and cry.
Of all person to not understand me, it was him. The person whom i wanted the support most from. I am mad, i am sad, i am disappointed i am emotion-less..I want to scream that i hte him and leave for not understanding the situation. But who am i to blame that he is someone like this? He was born and raise with a brain like this and i can do nothing.
So, here i am stuck at the worlds WORST university and i don't fucking care about my language school because staying in such a fucked up school is not worth it! i cannot fuckingly believe that he had said that. I know i expected him to say that. but i thought he would at least change and convince him. i pray that the fucking place would just crash and burn down into ashes!
1 comment:
..... sometimes i find you are very mature in certain aspects.
however for this case, i beg to differ.
him not agreeing with you does not mean he does not understand you. on the other hand, i feel he understands you MORE thats why he is saying this.
don't always think people are against you when they don't agree with you or argue with you. i find you always victimise yourself and cry for pity. the world does not revolve around you.
once you made a decision, you stick to it, no matter how tough it is. changing your mind and blaming external sources isn't the key, when some things CAN be fixed internally.
think about it. i'm sure LKW isn't that bad, else it wouldn't have the reputation it has today. make the most out of this situation, and then you'll emerge the better person. however if you find you can't change it, then talk nicely about it again, but keep an open mind.
love you. really really.
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