this is one of the days i sit down wondering what-is-he-doing..sometime's i reli wonder..am i wrong?or him???why does he love me not??i feel so sad..it was like a nightmare..one day, he love's you soOoO much that you feel that he's your world and u gave him ur love. then the next minute??*puff*..he doesn't love you anymore...is it possible??it was like he has been brainwash or smth like that..it's so hurting...
i could remember his smile..i am still keeping his letter.. i re-read them. and i could still feel as if he still love me..i don't reli belive that tautau is his new gf now..
it's imposibble..
no..
it can't be...
but it was what everybody sez...i feel so down and left all alone..but why do i still feel the hope inside???because he was the first guy i truly ever fell in love before.. the one guy i would willngly change. never i felt this feeling inside me before. i have been in puppy lov and he was the love i found and now i lost it.
i can assure that even if i had other boyfriends in my life. not any could gimme this feeling again. cz nobody could ever replace him...
sometime's i wonder.. all i just want to see is his smile. because seeing him happy is all i needed to see..
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